She left. I was really happy. She said she would help me. But how are you going to help me. I like her. I love her. Only when I'm with her I can be myself. Only when I'm with her I can smile. Only when I'm with her I can love. I can't eat and sleep without thinking about her. One ... name can change my life. That was her name, Amber. I'm stupid, right? I give myself false hope. She would never love me. She just wants to change me. How to tell her that I like her? How to tell her that I want her to love me? How? I can't . I just can't.   I remember the first day when we met.   <>   "Students, this is Amber. She is new here. Her Korean is not so good. But I hope you can help her. Come on, sit somewhere. "   I looked at her, my heart trembled. What was that?  She sat next to me.    "I'm Amber. Nice to meet you. "   "Whatever."   A Fool. Why did I say that? It was my first mistake.   --- "How was your day?" "Jess, stop asking me all the time for my day." "Do you like someone?" "What? Why are you asking me? " "Look..sis. Don't fall in love. Fall of a bridge,it hurt less." ---   My sister was right. Damn. She was right.   <>   For the rest of the day I never saw her.   "Hey, Krys."   "Hey, Sulli."   "Are you okay?" Always the same question.   "I'm fine." Always the same lie.   "I found out something about Amber."   "What do you mean?"   "Yesterday I heard that ... before Amber leave for Korea she broke up with her girlfr