I lost.

—Oh Sehun

I hope I die.

—Byun Baekhyun

I miss you.

—Kim Kira

“ANHELO”

Missing,

Yearning,

Longing,

a prolonged unfulfilled desire.

“Love wont last forever,

Because forever doesn’t mean last.”

How could I describe this feeling?

Thirsty,

Hungry,

However you felt those, you would go finding something you could get, because you should survive. When you should find it, that meant you could be wider.  You would get rid anything that potencially precluded you.

That was Law of Nature.

Who could survive, She or he could live.

And,

I don’t know if I could survive or give up,

Those dimensions are specifically different, but if you look closer you could see, the differences about both of those was too close.

I am dying.

She told everyone that she loved him, she told world that she missed him, But the one who wanted she told the most was never even knew what people knew.

She loved him, though she was never been meeting him since the graduation of elementary school, it was about three years ago. He was her first love.

She might not know what love was when she felt it for the first time, that she knew, she liked him. Until she realized, her heart never been so hard except for him. No one could change him.

That,

I hate missing someone.

“I have found the paradox,

that if you love until it hurts,

there can be no more hurt,

only more love”

                                                                                                                                —Mother Teresa