No matter how many times Kris would come home drunk telling Zitao that he doesn't love him, the boy just can't bring to heart to leave him. There's something about Kris that is keeping him from ending their relationship. He loves Kris but he hates how he treats him. Zitao needs him but wants him. How and when is he going to stop this love-hate cycle he has with Kris?

A/N: inspired by Jhene Aiko's song The Worst, my number one played song.