So I'm here facing my computer trying to write a one-shot story for my unlucky, one-sided, not worthy

love for my crush. Tears keep on falling as I remember the memories of  me and 'him'

I'm not even that close with him because of a wall seperates us... wait not

'us' just me from him, you know that feeling right? When you're the only one who loves...

When you love someone but they just can't learn how to love you,  that hurts so much...

and I hate the feeling of it that's why I have to let go of him and just smile like nothing

really happened between us... Now that I think about it, There is NONE. So here is my story about a one-sided love.

I'm now at my last year as a middle school student and I went to another school so that means I have to go through the introduce-yourself thingy again. Ugh what a day. First day went smooth though, I already have a friend and her name is Diane!  

Few Months Later...

" Diane, who is that? " I asked her pointing to a boy with a poker face on and she turned her head to the direction  " Oh him,

that's Oh Sehun " She said and turned her head to her psp again " Wow, he's so handsome " I exclaimed  " hmm yeah " Diane said since she's busy playing Tekken in her psp " Don't get too attached to that guy if you like him, he's kind of a weird but he's nice when you get to know him well " She said while cursing out words  " how did

you know ? " I asked her " He's been my classmate for like 8 years ? " She said and shrugged her

shoulders and continued playing with her PSP , curious why she has a PSP in a school ? It's the

month of intramurals ! ^_^ so we can bring gadgets :D .

FEW MONTHS LATER ,

It's november and it's our retreat and our classmate Jung James , brought an electric

massager , Me , Diane , Sehun and some of our  classmates joined .

So the 1st pad where its connected to the controller has been put on to Sehun's arm and

the other is on Diane , so it will be very painful *Poor ... Diane :(* I thought then James told

us to hold the hands of each other (not just me and him also our other classmates so

electricity will pass by our arms) .

I was hesitant at first because , i'm still not that close with him , but then i was cutted off

my thoughts because of Sehun's beautiful hands intertwined by mine , it doesn't have any

feelings to him but to me it's a very big thing! Then James turned the electricity massage to

the highest level and Sehun and mine's hands are gripping tighter and it kinda hurts

because his hands is bigger than mine but its soft , the highest level really hurts and i can't

take it anymore , as much as i want to hold longer to his hands , but i can't since the

highest level really hurts me to hell now so i let go and started getting red as tomato not

from the electricity but from  the skinship and then he left because the teacher came in . 

FEW MONTHS LATER , 

It's graduation day and i'm here in my house lying on my bed because of my sickness , my

mom asked me if i will still go to the ceremony and i nodded weakly because i've been

dying to see him right now , good thing i already know what they've practice and where to

go , so i don't have to worry , so i got up took a bath change to my uniform and put on some

light makeup then me and my parents drove off to school .

FEW HOURS LATER ,

BAM! I got my diploma so I can now enroll for high school and then i passed the test! 

FEW MONTHS LATER , 

I met so many new friends sadly Sehun's not my classmate anymore he is transferred to

other sections , even made problems along the way , but someone caught my attention ,

He's name is 'Luhan' , we just became close when were at the same group for 'Community

Engagement' , the leader of our group said that we need to find a partner so we could

teach poor children that needs education then Luhan suddenly holds my hand and raised

it up and he said "we'll teach the grade 3 students" then he looked at me then smiled

and put down our hands which he is still holding onto and then i noticed it and pulled it

away then he frowned and i used aegyo on him so he could buy me my favorite ice cream

later and he agreed and chuckled at my cute reaction XD .

FEW DAYS LATER , 

Luhan came to me and pulled me outside the room and to the rooftop "what do you want?

Han?"I asked him lazily and he rubbed the back of his neck and "I know this is too sudden

, but can i court you ? " He asked seriously wel my eyes widened and my mouth wide open

in shock "what" he asked "nothing , its just that you're the first one to ask me to court me"

I said still in shock and he smiled "so what's your answer?"He asked " I'm sorry but i'm

still young , and i have dreams to fulfill and studies ... So my answer is no even though i

have a little crush on you " I said honestly and he frowned and left me there standing

dumbfounded .

FEW MONTHS LATER OF IGNORANCE FROM LUHAN , 

well Luhan got a girlfriend now and now his girlfriend dumped him for her crush . And i

must  say thats quite disgusting ... :P and good thing i dont like him anymore , and now my

problem is when im going to confess to my crush .

FEW DAYS LATER , 

i gathered enough of my courage and i told him online well i'm not that talkative person

especially to sehun and I told him " i thought you dont have a crush on me anymore ? "

"yeah , but its because i had a crush with someone but im done over him" "oh who is it ?

Btw i kinda noticed , when we bumped to each other you keep distancing yourself to me

and thats how i got suspicious of you having a crush on me " " oh my god , am i that

obvious ? " " kinda " " so are you going to PROM NIGHT ? " " Yes , you? " " yup " "but may

ask you what do everyone do in PROM NIGHT ? " " you know socialization , blah blah and

there's also a slow dance where you partner up with someone but im unsure " oh gosh

slow dancing isn't my style -.- " " well if you dont like it dont go then and some are just

coming for the food " "if there's slowdancing then that's it im not coming for the dance im

just coming for the food -.- " "ok if you dont have a partner will you partner Chen? Because

he really likes you " " no " " why ? " "he's not my type " "ok then " .

TWO DAYS LATER , 

i was going to the lunch hall with Sophia because Diane was transferred to other sections

too :( then Sophia told me that Sehun is coming our way and my smile faded (but its all

fake) and when were almost near him , i bowed my head and getting ready to get away

from him , since i was angry for what he said but he cornered me and ask for Sophia to go

and give us a private talk and he explained what he said " hey , the one i said to you about

the prom night , i'm sorry about that i'm not angry at you , i'm just explaining and

remember that ! " he said and left and i finally got into my senses and realized that when

explained i just stared at his face all along not really listening to his explanation even

though i heard it :) and then we never encounter again :( .

THE END .

A/N ---------

Hi guys sorry if its not that great but as i said its based on what i experienced with my crush :) hope you like it ;) and please leave a feedback on how is it and what do you think about it :D kamsahamnida

-LuluCjarm <3~