Hyuna's pov

Maybe I’m young to have a relationship but not too young to love.
Let me tell you about my bitter-sweet love story.

I was a sophomore when I met HIM, first I don’t really believed in
LOVE because of my friends  experiences. Some are sweet and
others are bitter. I always told them that “Why are you fool to believe
in love?” or “Gosh, you are too blind in loving him”Am I harsh? But,
you can’t blame me because in MY point of view ‘Love is just a stupid
thing’ Sometimes I felt pity at the same time anoyance at those people
who cried because of heart breaks. I also thought that relationships are
just a big joke. ‘Why do you have to get so attached to one another,
when one day one of you will leave?’ See how NEGATIVE thinker I was.

One day,a friend of mine said to me “It feels good to be inlove” I admit I
had crushes before but not to the point I cry my eyes out because of them.

This one guy in our room caught my attention. He have that cold aura
around him. My heart always flutter when I saw him. I blushed whenever he
looked at me with those cold eyes. ‘Is this love? Nah, It’s just an infatuation’
I always told that to myself.

Months passed, we become close friends and my feelings for him grew
deeper. My friends asked me things like “How or when?”. I just talk to him,
he told me about his past girlfriends. I don’t know why I feel some pain when
he talked about them. But, I just shrugged it off. October cameand he told me
“Be my girlfriend” first I doubted if I should say yes or no. Maybe I should give
it a try even I know how player he is.

I succeded we are almost 1 year and we’re in junior year now. We are in
different class plus his class is located on the ground floor while mine is on the
5^th. We barely see each other but I gave him some of my timeto say HI or
HELLO whenI saw him, or even just a smile would do.  He also doesn’t have
time to send me home bacause his dismissal is 2hrs eariler than us. That’s why
I don’t know how is he or what he do..I just know that he is together with his group.
(our parents and some of our friends know about aour relationship)

“You know Hara?” Gayoon, my friend asked. I looked at her and nodded “A
classmate of Jun” she nodded “I always saw her so close with Jun” I looked at
her and giggled “I TRUST him” she frowned and crossed her arms “You TRUST him,
but the question is Is he loyal to you?” I think for a moment and smiled.

It’s almost the end of the year when a news spread on our schoolthat ‘Hara and Jun’
are dating. Instead of confronting him, I just kept quiet like I don’t care, As I said I
TRUST HIM or maybe I’m ust too scared to know the truth. “Yah!! Why don’t are you
just sitting there?” Gayoon yeld at me. “I---“ she cut me off “trust him, until when Hyuna?!
Until when?” I looked down for a moment when Doojoon spoke “ You are not who you are
now, Do you remember you nag at us for being too blind?”-“but now you are the one” Gna
unnie added.

We are seniors now aand we are still together. Am I stupid?? YES I know. We talk
about the matter and fix ait. We become sweeter than before even we had some
misunderastandings. I thought that everything will be fine but NOTHING IS FOREVER right?

After we celebrate our 2 years he become distant and cold. I also become suspicious about
him. There I have the courage to asked him “Are you honest to me?”-“yes” what a liar.
“how abou loyal?” yes again.
“how about hara?” he frowned “How many times do I need to tell you. It’s not true”
tsk..I just smiled and nod. I know everything is about to change.

January 6’13, “who is fei” I asked him coldly “a friend, don’t you trust me” bastard
“ You dated Hara behind my back. Trust , do you know how much trust I gave to you?
I always believe in you even I heard all them saying you’re cheating on me! Because
I TRUST and love you!” first time in mylife I shouted and cried for a stupid guy. After that
I don’t talk to him.

January 8’13, I came back and joined my friends, they are proud of what I did. At night I
received a text from him saying “I’m sorry dear and thank you for trusting me to change.
Let’s break up”  DEAR my you idiot!  I started crying I even throw my phone luckily
Jin my cousin caught it. Why is so painful when I know this will happen, when I know in
the first place that he will just hurt me, when i know that he won’t change?! I replied his
text with “You teach me how to love now teach me how to forget you”.

THE END

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I learned that when you decide to love someone you must be prepared for all the
consequences like anytime he will leave you broken hearted.