January 1st 2014 Computer Journal entry.   It's my first journal entry of the new year, and all I have to say is happy new year to myself. It's been a long one.     For starters, I don't believe in New Years resolution. Or so I thought. Big news my big sister is getting married which is a beautiful thing, I'm truly happy for her. It's just every walking moment is her flaunting her ring.   Second off, my mom has retired and off and moved to a retired resort in Bangkok Thailand. I'm forever missing her terribly.   Now the last part my brother came out as gay... I don't know what to feel he's always been straight for my recognition. Now he's... Well. Whatever I love him anyway...    It has been a very long year 2013 was. I'm exhausted my father takes his business serious. Gosh I thought working for my father would be great but, working at a model agency is tiring. My dad always making me read these upcoming models files, and filling out new application's. I actually never seen a model up and close once.   My attention blocked from my phone buzzing. It's obviously a incoming call.   I answer "yes?"    "Hey daehyun guess who?"    "Who?"    "You can't tell dae?"    This voice is very persistent and demanding I can't really recall who it is. Or at least I don't care to.   "It's me youngjae dae." He flatly responds.    I listen closely as I hear the sound of a subway in the background with people talking loudly. It sounds crowded. I'm almost 100% sure he's back in Korea looking for adventure.    "So I'm guessing you're back in Korea. Are you?"  The dryness in my voice expresses annoyance from his hidden agenda.    "Yeah, you could tell?"    "Let me also guess you'll be needing a place to stay?"    "Yeah, you think you-"    "You don't have to ask yoo youngjae."    "Thanks!! So much I appreciate it." He gleefully yelps through the phone.   He hangs up.    I look ahead noticing I never finished this journal entry. I'll just close my laptop, and get off my bed. I should get something to eat I'm starving.  it's only 8:00pm I could find a burger joint open... I know I need to fix my horrible diet. I feel like I'm internally obese sometimes.    My body walks to my small living room, and A knock is landed on my front door suddenly. I open it and the delivery man runs immediately and disappears. I lean down and pick up a small little box. It's golden with a cute delicate red bow on it. When opening it little gold confetti flies out. The letter inside reads    "we're starting the new year with a exquisite white party, and yes you're invited."  "Oh and make sure to wear white." ^_^   Oh wow this has to be the most corniness thing I've ever read. I toss the letter on my recliner chair in the corner by the window.    "Dae dae!!" A rando