Aom cracks a sad smile when see a photo on her instagram. “Another girl, huh? You must be happy,” says Aom, talking to herself. This isn’t the first time she sees photo like that. To be honest, she really hates seeing photos like that.

             “Aom, are you okay?” asks Beam, her manager.

            “Huh?” Aom forget that she isn’t alone in this waiting room. There’s also her manager. “I’m okay, P’Beam.” She fakes a smile, hopes that her manager buys her answer that full of lie.

            Beam knows that Aom isn’t that okay, there’s something with her, but she can’t force her to telling to him. So, he’s pretending that he believes that Aom okay. Beam gives her a smile, encourage smile for exactly.

            “Okay then. After this show you’ll have to attend a fan signing event at Siam Mall,” says Beam, telling Aom her schedule.

            Aom nods. “Okay.”

            Beam stands up and pushes his seat. “You’re okay if I leave you for minutes?”

            “It’s okay, P’Beam,” replies Aom then fakes a smile again.

            Beam nods. “Call me if there’s anything.” He’s going out from Aom waiting room. He could feel that Aom want to be alone now. That’s why he initiatives to go out from the room. He goes to balcony on that floor.

            He stops at coffee machine and buying one cup coffee then heading toward the balcony. He takes out his cigarette from his coat pocket, lights it, and puts into his mouth. Even though Aom didn’t tell to him what makes she sad, but he knows it. Just one person that can make Aom like that. That person.

            “If only she didn’t meet with that person, she won’t be like that,” murmur Beam.

            Aom is an actress in Thailand and the other countries starts to know her too. She’s starring on many movies and series. The movie that made her well-known in other countries is Yes or No. Yes or No is a movie that tells about the same gender relationship; the struggles that they had must face it, but in the end, they had a happy ending. She played with Suppanad Jittaleela that had nickname Tina. She was a newbie back then, but thanks to that movie, she got well-known. She had a handsome face and beautiful too. As conclusion, she’s charming. So easy to get in love with her, include Aom.

            She never had a friend tom. She’s a bit scares with them, but when she got to know Tina, she felt comfortable. They became so close after Yes or No part 2 released. Then Aom realized that the feel that she felt wasn’t just for a friend. She became greedy and wanted Tina for herself. Not just Aom that felt like that, but Tina too. They decided to have a relationship more than just friend, until now. Latterly Aom found that Tina always took photos with other girls. She annoyed of course, plus they rarely met and even just talked at phone is too difficult to them. At first, Aom understood Tina position that she got many jobs lately. It lied if Aom didn’t get jealous everytime she saw Tina photos with other girls, with big smiles too.

            After thinking for seconds, Aom press number one on her phone. She’s waiting for the answer.

            “Hallo, Baby, I’m sorry, but I’m kind of busy now. Talk to you later, okay. Bye.” Tina’s talking without given Aom chance to talk and then ends it.

            Aom releases a deep exhale. She her hair. “I hate you, Tina.”

            ###

            Aom phone vibrates when she’s still doing fan sign. She takes a glance to her phone, Tina. She hesitates to answers it, but then she takes her phone and answers the call.

            “Hallo?” Aom’s saying in such flat tone closer to cold.

            “Hi, Baby. What you’re doing?” asks Tina in happy tone.

            “Fan sign,” answers Aom. She greets her fans with a fake smile. “Hi, what’s your name?”

            “Fah,” replies her fans while hand over a shirt that “I love Tiaom” written on that shirt.

            Aom smiles when saw that shirt. Yeah, so many peoples that had suggested she and Tina to be a real couple. “You want me sign on this shirt?”

            “Yes.” Fah nods. “I like seeing you with Tina, just be real with her, please.”

            I’m already with her. Instead of that statement, Aom just smiles widely, show her eyesmile and that makes her fans screams crazily.

            “Seems like you’re busy, should I call you later?” asks Tina. She sounds guilty.

            “It’s okay.” I’m not sure you’re really calling me later.

            “Really? What if Beam mad to you?” Tina still hesitates to continuing her call.

            “I told you it’s okay or you need to go?”

            “Go? Where? I’m just finished my schedule today. My movie will soon on the theatre, are you gonna watch it?”

            “Should I watch it?”

            “Eii… what’s wrong with you, Babe? Your voice sounds not in the good mood, did I do wrong?” Tina just realizes that Aom’s voice isn’t happy like usual.

            Finally you’re notices it, huh? “Did you do wrong? I also don’t know.”

            Tina knows that Aom mad with her because of something and she don’t know “that something”. “Oh, Baby, I don’t know what makes you sad, but I’m sorry.”

            “Why saying sorry when you don’t know the problem?”

            “So, tell me what is it, what I do wrong?” Tina start feeling frustrating. She isn’t good when must to guesses like this.

            “Nothing.” Aom’s lying.

            Tina sighed, she gives up. “Seems like we really needs to talks later. Continues your work, bye.”

            Aom snorts. “You’re always like this.”

            “Then what should I do, huh? Even I don’t know what I do wrong and you also won’t tell me. I hate guesses, you know it.” Tina bursts her anger then she takes a deep breath and releases it. “I don’t want fight with you and you’re not in the mood to talking to me. So, why we need to continue our talk?”

            “Whatever.” Aom’s saying it coldly then ends the call.

            Aom doesn’t know that Beam is watching her from the side of the stage. He knows who’s the one that call Aom, Tina. Even though Aom and Tina never saying anything about their relationship to him, but he knew it. They tried really hard to hide their relationship because for Beam, it isn’t good for Aom if she had a relationship with the same gender. He’ll be glad if they’re breaking up this time.

            ###

            Tina sighed and Tavee sees that. Tavee’s coming closer to Tina and sitting beside her. Tavee can sense that something wrong with Tina. She and Tina already know each other since Yes or No part 2. Tavee and Tina starring in the same movie again, 3 Am part 2, a horror movie.

            “What’s wrong, P’Tina?” asks Tavee, curious.

            Tina fakes a smile and answers. “Nothing.”

            “P’Aom?” Tavee chooses to attack Tina.

            Tina gulps. She startles because she never tell anyone about her relationship with Aom. Tavee’s grinning.

            “You think I don’t know about it? Oh please, P’Tina, I know both of you since YON 2. I knew that you two more than a friend. It’s okay, I’m not telling anyone about your relationship. So, what’s happen?” Tavee looks at Tina curiously.

            Tina looks back at Tavee, hesitates should tell her or not. “She’s mad with me, but I don’t know why she’s mad. She doesn’t want to tell me either. She always likes this. I don’t know what to do.”

            Tavee stares Tina’s face. She’s really sad. “You know that girls can mad just because a small thing, P’?”

            Tina shakes her head innocently. Tavee rolls her eyes. She doesn’t believe that Tina don’t know that important thing.

            “You know her very well, right? If so, then you know what things that can make her sad. Think about a small thing, not a big thing. For girls, a small matter is really important.”

            “Can you make an example? I don’t get it, really.” Tina really confuses with the mean of Tavee talk.

            Tavee rolls her eyes and scratching her head that doesn’t itchy. “Well, like you didn’t give her a call, not reply her messages, take a photo with others, things like that.”

            “Small things like that make her sad?” asks Tina surprises.

            Tavee’s nodding. “Yeah, small matters like that.”

            “Oh, okay, thanks, Tavee.”

            “Now you know what your fault is, P’?”

            Tina sighs. “I think I know.”

            Tavee’s smiling and touching Tina’s shoulder. “If you really love her, don’t ever let her down. Treasure her well or you’ll lose her.”

            Tina stares Tavee with grateful. “I will, I will. Thank you again. I’ll leave first.”

            As soon as Tina standing up, she startles because just a few meters from her, Aom standing while folding her arms and narrows her eyes to Tina and Tavee. Tavee who get confuse why Tina stop, seeing to the path that Tina look. She wants to smile to Aom, but when see the expression of Aom’s face, she cancels it.

            “I’ll leave first, see ya, P’Tina,” says Tavee then heading toward Aom and smiles to her. “Hi, P’Aom. Long time no see. I’ve watched your movie, so scary. Hope you’ll watch our movie too.” Then she’s giggling.

            “Thank you, Tavee.” Aom tries hard to be friendly as she can.

            “Then I’ll leave first. See ya, P’Aom.” Tavee waves to Aom and rushing leaving that place. “P’Aom really scary when get jealous.” She says that when she thinks that Aom won’t hears her.

            “Hi, Aom, I don’t know that you’ll be here.” Tina acts like nothing happened. She’s coming closer to where Aom stand. “How’s the fan signing event?” she still acts friendly.

            “Did I disturbing your date?” asks Aom while giving Tina death glare.

            And I become a dead meat. Tina’s sighing. “Stop talking nonsense. I and Tavee aren’t like what you think.”

            “You know what I think?” Aom’s sounding underestimates Tina.

            “I’m sorry I made you sad, but that photos just for the promotion. I need to makes peoples aware about my new projects.” Tina explains about the photos that she took with other girls, include Tavee. “I’m sorry too I rarely call you or reply your messages, you know I’m busy.”

            “When I shot Full House, I still can call you and reply your messages,” replies Aom.

            Heard Full House make Tina remembering something. “And you also took many photos with Mike. So, why I can’t take photos with other girls too?”

            Aom snorts. “Wanna attacks me, huh? At least, I didn’t forget to call and message you. I also told you beforehand if I took photos with other guys, but you didn’t.”

            “In the end, I’m the one who make faults here, huh?” Tina starts mad too.

            “Yes.”

            Tina snorts. “Unbelievable!”

            “Are you happy kissed other girls?”

            “You happy kissed other guys? You must be, right? Even peoples agrees if you with Mike. Why you didn’t date him for real?!”

            “Oh, I’d love to, but unfortunately, I’m still in relationship with a kid. So, I can’t be with Mike for now.”

            “A kid?!” Tina is younger than Aom and sometimes Aom with called her “kid”. “Then just break up with that kid, easy, right?”

            “Oh, right. I just need to break up with that kid.”

            “Yeah, let’s break up. We’re done.”

            “Oh, thank you for saying that thing. I’m so glad. Bye, then.” Aom turns her body and leaving Tina.

            Their chest are going up and down because the anger. Aom goes to her car without greeting any staffs. She’s driving her car on the fast speed to lessen some anger. When she already calming down, she regrets what she was saying to Tina. She’s stopping her car in the side of street. Her anger disappears and now the regret fills her heart.

            “Stupid Tina,” murmur Aom. She grabs her phone and wants to press number one, but she cancels it. “She’s the one who must say sorry, not me. Stupid you, Tina. I hate you!”

            Then without she’s realizing, tears coming out from her eyes. She purposely came to Tina shooting location to meet with her after Aom fan signing ended, but it really hurts her when saw Aom with Tavee so close. The most painful part for Aom was when Tina suggested dating Mike. She can’t believe that Tina saying it with . She knew that she really jealous with Mike, but why she must say like that? It hurts Aom very much. Aom didn’t want to let Tina go.

            Aom grabs her phone again and type a message to Tina. Just one question: are you really wanna let me go for real? But in the end, she didn’t send that message. She’s afraid with the answer that Tina will give later. So, she’s just sobbing in her car, drowning on her regret.

            ###

            Tina shocks when seeing a video on her instagram home. Aom almost got kissed by Autasda, one of the casts of Full House Thai, on a show. She’s mad and rushing grabs her phone and press one on her phone.

            “What?” Aom asks rudely.

            “What was that? Why he was trying to kiss you? Are you insane?! You almost got kissed! Gosh!” Tina bursts her anger as soon as Aom answers the phone.

            “Why you care? We’re end, remember?”

            Damn! I forget that we’re already breaking up. “Seems like you’re really enjoying breaking up with me, huh? Whatever, just kiss anyone, I don’t care.” Tina hung up the phone.

            “So, you really wanna break up with me, huh? Okay then,” murmur Tina, still angry.

            On the other side, Aom glad that Tina got jealous. At least, she knows that Tina still love her, but she’s ruing that Tina didn’t try harder to make she forgives her. Mike who was watching Aom, comes closer to her.

            “What’s happen?” asks Mike want to know.

            “Huh?” Aom startles with the suddenly presence of Mike. “Nothing.”

            “Really?” Mike looks suspiciously to Aom. He isn’t believed that Aom is okay when her face tells the other truth.

            Aom fakes a smile then nods. “Yup.”

            “Okay then,” says Mike. “Wanna a ride?”

            “Thanks, Mike, but I’m bringing my car.”

            “Need a friend?” Mike keeps insisting.

            Aom shakes her head. “I’m okay, Mike, really.”

            Mike sighs. “Okay then, I’ll leaving first. See ya, Aom.”

            Aom opens her instagram account and see Tina update. It was a quote: It’s painful to say goodbye to someone you don’t want to let go, but it’s more painful to ask someone to stay when you know they want to leave.

            “Did you ask me to stay, huh? You’re the one who let me go. Painful? I’m the one who feel it more,” murmur Aom to her phone. That quote just makes Aom angrier than before.

            ###

            “All you need is love?” Tina is looking at Aom’s instagram. Aom posted a photo of herself that took a photo of mirror that “all you need is love” written. “Yeah, you need love, that’s why you can’t stop flirting to other guys. Tsk! What a player!”

            “Are you okay, P’Tina?” asks Tavee which worry. “In five minutes, we’re gonna do the conference.”

            “I know, Tavee,” replies Tina then she’s sighing. “We’re broke up.”

            “Huh? Really? Why? Not because of me, right, P’?”

            “Nope. It was just because our ego too high, but I still love her. I can’t get over her. You know the worst part? I suggested her to dating Mike. Ahhhh… I shouldn’t do that.” Tina’s messing her hair, frustrated because of what she done.

            “Ask her to forgive you, P’. I told you before, treasure her if you really love her. You two look so perfect together. What if P’Aom really dating P’Mike? Are you just let it go?”

            Tina locks her eyes on the floor. Guilty and regret filling her heart. “I can’t let go of her.” She’s saying almost like whisper.

            “Then go get her.”

            “I will, but not now, I’ll get scolds if I go now.”

            Tavee’s laughing. “Ah, right, then call her.”

            When Tina wants to call Aom, her manager and her sister, Air, calls her and Tavee because the conference will start soon. The conference runs smoothly. This is the conference about Tina new movie, 3 Am part 2. Tina really hopes her movie will be success.

            “Tina.” Someone calls Tina’s name when she just finished the conference.

            “Sawatdeeka, P’Beam,” replies Tina when knowing that the one who called her is Aom manager.

            “Sawatdee,” replies Beam. “Can I talk to you for minutes?”

            Tina suddenly feels something’s wrong when sees the serious face of Beam. “Yes, P’. I’m already finished.”

            “Let’s go to the coffee shop over there.”

            Tina’s nodding and following Beam to the coffee shop that near the access door. They choose to sit on the corner. Beam order iced Americano and Tina order iced cappuchino. Beam looks Tina seriously.

            “You broke up with Aom?” asks Beam as soon as they sit.

            Tina almost chokes. She so shock. How can he know? Seeing Tina expression, Beam continues his talk.

            “I knew it. Aom didn’t tell me. I just knew it. So, now tell me, did you two break up?”

            Tina nods. “Yeah, we’re broke up, P’.”

            “Maybe this is sound rude, but I’m glad you broke up with her.” Beam tells honestly.

            Tina bent her brows. “Why? You’re not like we’re together?”

            “If publics know the relationship between you two, I’m worry that Aom will get the negative feedback because she was always saying that she’s straight, but then she’s dating with you.”

            “But there’s so many of tiaom fans that will be glad if they know that we’re dating for real,” replies Tina, stubborn.

            “Whatever. Listen, Tina, if Aom ask you to back with her, reject her—”

            “I won’t.” Tina cuts Beam off. “I won’t let her go.”

            “Don’t be selfish. Think about her career too—”

            “As long as our relationship isn’t go public, it’s okay for her career, right?” Tina cuts Beam again.

            “You know that Aom is so expressive, right? She can’t hide her feeling really well, including when she’s sad. Lately, Aom showed that expression and peoples curious why she’s like that and a lot of peoples guessing that she had a problem with you which is true. So, stop seeing her. It’s an order.”

            “So what if it’s an order? We’ll be together again or not, it’s up to us, not you, P’. I’m sorry, as long as Aom want me beside her, I won’t leave her. Ever!” Tina stands up. “Good day, P’.” Tina walks out from that coffee shop and press number one on her phone.

            “Where are you? I’ll go there.” She hung up and rushing to parking lot.

            ###

            Aom and Tina are facing each other. Aom with her friends at Korean restaurant when Tina came. Tina greets Aom’s friends warmly, they take a picture with Tina before letting Tina and Aom alone. Aom’s folding her arms and stares coldly to Tina.

            “What?” asks Aom, even she’s not trying to sound friendly.

            “I’m sorry for what I did. I didn’t mean it. I didn’t want you to be with Mike. I just want you to be mine. I’m sorry I rarely call you and reply your messages and too close when took photos with other girls. I’m sorry for made you jealous. I want us—”

            “Hi, Baby.” Mike appears suddenly and gives a peek on Aom’s right cheek. He turns her head to Tina. “Oh, hi, Tina. I don’t know you’re here.” He sits beside Aom and places his left arm around Aom shoulder.

            “Yeah, she just came,” replies Aom to Mike. “How’s the photoshoot?”

            Tina clenches her fist. She pushes her seat and glares Aom. “I’m leaving.”

            “Why?” asks Mike, but Tina already leaving that restaurant.

            Aom sighs and stands up too. She’s tries to catch up with Tina. Finally she can block her path in the parking lot. Tina tries to go through Aom, but Aom always block it.

            “You’re the one who suggested, Tina. So, why you’re angry?” Aom speaks first.

            “Yeah, why I am angry?” replies Tina sarcastic. “Maybe because I love you so much, but that’s doesn’t change a thing, right?” she forces a big laugh then stares sharply. “I wish you’ll happy ever after with him.”

            Aom not blocks Tina path again when she’s going through. Aom gulps, her eyes become teary. She manages her tears not to come out at that moment. She chooses to go to her car that in basement. She can’t hold in anylonger and her tears starts to come out, even though the car still a few meters. She wipes her tears when it’s falling down on her cheeks. At first, Aom just want to makes Tina jealous, that’s why she called Mike to came, but she didn’t expect that would be like this. She didn’t know that Tina was coming because she wanted to say sorry. Again, she regrets what was she do.

            Her phone is ringing. She looks at her phone quickly and then disappoint. She was hope that it’s Tina. She clears before answering the call.

            “Hallo, P’.”

            “Where’re you?” asks Beam, the one who calls Aom. He finds Aom’s voice weird. “What’s with your voice? You’re crying?”

            “I’m okay, P’. What’s wrong?”

            “You really broke up with Tina, right?”

            Aom get shock. “What do you mean, P’?”

            “I knew since a long ago that you two dating secretly. I was meeting with Tina too, asked her to let you go, but she said she won’t do it then she left me. My assumption she left me because wants to meet you, am I right?”

            “Yes, it’s right, P’.”

            “So, in the end she let you go, huh? That kid, such a big mouth, but it’s good if you two broke up for real. Don’t dating her again, Aom. It’s not good for your career if public know it.”

            “She said she won’t let me go?”

            “Yes.”

            Aom tears come out again. Beam knows it. “Why you’re crying again?”

            “I love her so much, P’. Love her so much and I just made stupid mistakes that hurt her.”

            Beam feels Aom’s heart. It’s a lie if Beam isn’t aware with their true feeling toward each other. He’s feeling sorry to Aom, but he can’t let Aom take a risk with dating Tina. He just scares that Aom’s career will be broke.

            “I’m sorry, Aom, but you can’t be with her.” Then Beam hung up.

            Heard what Beam says just makes Aom crying crazily. She’s crying until her chest hurt and feels tight, even she hardly breathe. She don’t know that get abandoned by Tina will be this hurt. She just realized how much her love for Tina. If she wasn’t trying to makes Tina jealous maybe she and Tina will be back together again.

            ###

            After that day, Tina and Aom try to busying their days. Hopes that they’ll get over it. They spent the New Year’s Eve in separate places, Aom with her family in Singapore, meanwhile Tina with the staffs of 3 Am part 2 in a hotel in Bangkok. Tina and the staffs are having a rooftop party. No matter how hard Tina to hide her emptiness, Tavee still sees it. She’s heading toward Tina that sits in the edge.

            “Hi, P’,” says Tavee with brightly smile.

            “Hmm,” replies Tina while looking far away. “I wonder how she is spending her New Year’s Eve.” She turns her head and stares Tavee seriously. “Is it really bad if public knows our relationship?”

            “Well, P’Aom had so many fans and it’s not just tiaom fans. She’s not an ordinary person, but she’s an actress. It’ll be hard to someone that already says that she’s straight, but then she had a girlfriend. But love also about happiness. Choose what makes you happy and you think it’ll be the best for you, P’.” Tavee’s smiling, trying to give some encouragement.

            Tina sighs then her hair. “But I don’t know what makes me happy.”

            “Of course you know it, P’. Just you that really know it.” Tavee pats Tina’s shoulder. “Su su, P’Tina! Anyway, happy new year.”

            “Happy new year too. Thanks anyway.”

            “You’re welcome, P’. Like I told you before, I love seeing you with P’Aom.” Tavee pats Tina’s shoulder again then leaving her alone.

            Tina’s looking far away again to the sky that full of fireworks. “Happy new year, Aom.”

            ###

            “Tina, don’t forget tomorrow you has meeting with P’Nay and P’Klui,” says Air to Tina which is lying on the sofa in front of television.

            “Hmm,” replies Tina, lazily. “Can I cancel that movie, P’?”

            “Why?” asks Air, curious. She sits beside Tina.

            “I just don’t wanna do it.”

            “You broke up with her?”

            Tina looks at her sister with a big shock. “You think you can hide things from your sister, huh? You can’t cancel it and just faces it. If broke up made you sad, why you did it, stupid? But I think, Aom too good for you.”

            Tina pouts her lips. “Eii… why you’re like that, P’?”

            “Why?” asks Air innocently. “I’m just telling the truth. I heard she’s with Mike now. Well, it’s good for her. He’s handsome, tall, had a good voice, just as perfect as Aom. I agree Aom with Mike.” She keeps teases Tina.

            Tina wakes up then throws a pillow to Air. “You’re supposed to support me.”

            Air bursts out laugh seeing her sister sulky. “Just give up on Aom!” yells Air to Tina that already on the second floor.

            “I hate you, P’!” replies Tina from her room and Air just laughing hears that.

            ###

            Tina’s listening carefully to the explaining of Nay, director of YON, and Klui, producer of YON about their next project. They’re meeting in a private room of Chinese restaurant. Someone opens the door and it’s makes Nay and Klui stop their explaining. Aom comes in with big black glasses.

             “Sawatdeeka, P’Nay, P’Klui, I’m sorry I’m late,” says Aom while opens her glasses. “Hi, Tina.” She says it so awkwardly.

            “Hi, Aom,” replies Tina, awkward too.

            Nay and Klui feels something fishy between them. It’s not usually they acts like this. Nay narrows her eyes and stares them with her interrogate look.

            “What happens with you two?”

            “Nothing.” Aom lies.

            “Broke up?” asks Klui and that makes eyes of Aom and Tina widens. She turns her head to Nay. “See? I’m right.” Then she faces Tina and Aom again who still look surprises. “Don’t look too surprise like that. You two just too obvious, especially you, Aom.”

            “Did I?” asks Aom, surprises.

            “Yup. You’re always hanging around Tina, grabbing her hand, and giving a death glare if Tina gets hugs from her fans. Everyone knows it, Aom,” replies Nay.

            Aom smiles awkwardly. “I don’t know that I too obvious.”

            “So, it’s weird if you two acts like this, awkward. This doesn’t suits you two,” adds Klui.

            “Can we continuing our meeting, P’?” Tina changes the topic.

            Nay looks at Tina. “Tsk! Kids. Okay, so, this movie will….”

            Tina tries hard to concentrate, but the fact that she didn’t see Aom for a long time and now she’s sitting beside her is makes her nervous. Her heart can’t stop beating so fast, like it’ll jumping out from her chest. She tries to acts normal, like nothing has happened, but the scent of Aom’s perfume disturbing her head. Damn! Suddenly Nay is giggling. Klui, Tina, and Aom looks at her, confuse.

            “Both of you really funny, trying hard to concentrate, but the truth is not listening at all,” say Nay while pointing Tina and Aom. “I think meeting today is enough. You two better solves your problems first before the next meeting. C’mon, Klui.”

            “See ya, our couple,” says Klui then follows Nay that goes out, leaving them alone.

            Ten minutes they don’t talk at all, just munching their lunch. “You’re skinnier.” After hesitates for a while, Tina opens first.

            “Really?”

            “Yeah. Seems like Mike didn’t take care of you.”

            “Maybe.”

            “You’re happy?”

            “You?”

            Tina glances to Aom. “Answer me first, Aom.”

            Aom looks to Tina too, into her brown eyes. When their eyes locked, Aom’s heart reacts: beating like crazy, but her pain is bleeding too. Quickly Aom turns her head to the food, avoids the eye contact with Tina.

            “I miss you, Aom,” says Tina honestly. “So much. Letting you go was the most stupid mistake that I did. I’m hurt, Aom, saw you with Mike. My heart just can’t accept the fact that we’re not together again. I’m sorry, Aom, but I love you so much. You’re my treasure, Aom. I know saying these thing couldn’t change the fact that we’re broke up. Peoples are right, you’re better with Mike. I wish we can make a great movie again. Good day, Aom. Enjoy your meal, I’m leaving first.” Tina pushes back her seat, takes her backpack, then kisses Aom’s forehead.

            Aom freezes for seconds. She pushes her seat when she back to her senses and before Tina opens the door, she hugs her from behind. She had been waiting for this moment, the time that she’ll be meeting with Tina again. Tina so happy Aom hugs her, but she isn’t hers anymore. So, she tries to let Aom’s hand go from her body.

            “Don’t let me go,” says Aom. Tina forces it and faces her.

            “Mike?”

            “Mike isn’t my boyfriend. I can’t accept him because I can’t get over my ex. I miss you, Tina. Don’t be a stupid kid again who let me go. I’m begging—”

            Tina cuts Aom with a kiss on her lips. “I won’t let you go again, Baby. I won’t.”

            “I keep that in my mind,” replies Aom then smiling. “I love you, Tina. Let me treasure you.”

            Tina gives a kiss again on Aom’s lips. When Tina pulls her lips away, Aom pulls Tina collar and kiss Tina more deeply than before. Tina’s giggling after their kiss ends.

            “I don’t know that you’re so aggressive, Aom. Don’t kiss other guys like that.” Tina gives a warning to Aom.

            “I won’t, Babe, I won’t. Such a possessive kid,” replies Aom.

            “Excuse me, you say I’m possessive? Then what about you?”

            Aom’s laughing. “I’m a calm girlfriend.”

            Tina rolls her eyes. “Yeah, right, calm.” Then she remembers something. “Ah, I hate you on Kungfu Bangkok movie. Did you must to do it?” she annoys when remembering Aom that her partner lips on that movie.

            Aom’s giggling then kisses Tina’s cheek. “I love you. Don’t get annoys again, it was just a movie. I love you, Tina, you hear me?”

            “I hear you, Baby, I hear you.” Tina messes Aom’s hair, immediately forgives her. “Wanna go shopping?”

            “You’re the one who buying? Okay.”

            They’re comes out from the private room. Aom grabs Tina’s hand like she’s trying to tell the world that Tina is hers. The other visitor in that restaurant immediately recognizes them. Some of them, takes picture of Tina and Aom, but they just don’t care. They’re happy like this, honest with their heart.

            ###

            Beam almost chokes when sees an article on her tablet about Aom. In that article shows that Aom walks holding hands with Tina in a mall. Beam releases a deep exhale. The things that he said seems like didn’t working on that two.

            “Those kids really make me frustrating. Gosh!” murmur Beam. “But at least, Aom is happy. It such a long time I don’t see she’s smiling like that.”