Is He Worth It?
Painful Love -Sequel-
Recap:
I didn't realize it at first but..I was crying
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Donghae's POV
I..Why..?
What did I just do...?
I was standing there, dumbfounded, in the corner of a cafe, with everybody looking at me
I sat down again with my hand on my forehead
My head hurts, my heart hurts..It hurts bad
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Hyena's POV
I can't believe it..
I can't believe he said that..
How can he say that?
But I can't blame him either for getting mad,but..
He didn't have to say that
I kept running with my hand on my chest until I reached a bench
I cried my hearts out
Donghae..God, what should I do?
I love him, but I still love Junsu,too..
Do I have to make a choice? How could I choose between the two guys I love the most in my whole damn life?!
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That night
Hyena's POV
I couldn't sleep
I kept thinking over and over and over and over again
I still didn't have an answer
Then suddenly a flashback of memories played in my head
The day I first met Junsu..
The day I realized that I've fallen in love with him
Our first date..our kiss
It made me smile
But then it was followed by the painful memories
The day I found out he was going to America without even telling me
The lonely nights thinking about him
I couldn't sleep..The endless cries
When I waited for him at the ramen shop
When I was drenched in rain, crying my hearts out waiting for him
The one question that kept ringing in my head is..Where is he?
I couldn't decide..I thought I can never decide between these two guys
But is waiting for Junsu be worth it? Worth my relationship with Donghae? Worth my happiness?
I realized the only thing keeping me from truly loving Donghae is him
I can't forget him..no, I don't want to forget him..But I have to in order for me to let him go and move on
Besides..I can't keep waiting forever
I took a deep breath and let it out
Okay..
So is this the right decision?
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