people say

be kind , always .

and so 

i was kind to you .

i let you in 

into the deepest parts of my heart

i let you in

to explore the abyss of my thoughts 

but 

were you kind to me ?

i don't think so 

you

went into the deepest parts of my hearts 

and played with my feelings . 

you

explored the abyss of my thoughts 

and 

brainwashed me . 

you 

destroyed me 

bit by bit . 

people say

be kind , always

so 

to be , 

or not to be ?