THIS CAN BE FOUND ON MY AFF BLOG TOO, I JUST WANTED TO SPREAD THE WORD!

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Hi guys!

I'm terribly sorry for being so inactive on AFF recently (with the exception of my sister subscribing to things on my account), especially to my darling readers and subbies who have supported me so much despite my mediocre writing.  I have been involved in an accident a couple of months ago, and have been slipping in and out of consciousness ever since. My condition has only started stabilizing these past two weeks, and it was only last night that my doctors have allowed me to use any electronic devices. 

I know I've left you guys hanging for quite some time now, and I'm really, really sorry. I'll start writing again, but I can't promise frequent updates since I need my rest to recuperate. Learning to walk again is my main priority now and physiotherapy takes so much out of me, and it's only my second day. Between all the friends visiting and physio and schoolwork to catch up on, I don't have much time left to myself, much less to spend writing fics. I'll try to update each fic twice a month, but even that may be too often, considering how I have 3 ongoing ones to update. Plus, I have had so many ideas in my head before the accident but now, a few months later, many of them have left my head, and I'm only left with a few that I have to find a way to link together.  

Lastly, I would like to plead each and everyone of you to observe all traffic safety rules. I'm begging this of you. Never think that accidents only happen to the people in movies and dramas, and that you'll never be involved in one. I used to think that, look where I am now. It is a terrible situation to be in, super stressful, worse than anything my school life has ever dealt me. I'm pretty sure I'll be able to overcome this, I'm determined to. But for my family, this whole ordeal has been really, really hard, with my dad working extra hours to foot the bills and my mom and my sister constantly worrying about me, so much so they can't concentrate on performing their daily duties well. It breaks my heart to see my mom crying every time I fall when I try to take a step forward, how she tries so hard to restrain herself from running to help me when I wobble on my feet, because she knows that I have to do this on my own. 

My bestie was in the car with me when tragedy struck. She's still unconscious now, and I'm praying ever so hard for her to open her eyes once again. I spend hours everyday talking to her lifeless body, hoping that one day, her lips will part and reply me. It's getting really, really difficult to keep this up. I don't know when this will all end. Trust me, you don't want to be in my place. 

And if all that isn't enough to convince you, hospital food stinks. So please, please, please stay safe and not do anything stupid that would put your lives in danger okay? Promise? 

Love, Jae