“I'm so anxious.... So anxious.... What if I’m not good enough? What if they don't like me? What if they are all cold and stern?? What if-”

“Excuse me! Could you stop going up and down? It is as if you are purposefully trying to open a hole on the poor floor!”

I felt a firm grip on my shoulder which made me stop and helped me not to completely freak out. Turning round I was met with a tall man, about my age, with short jet-black hair and a cat-like smile on his face.

I regained my composure and I confidently exclaimed; “Uh?”

Well, that was the smartest answer I had at that moment.

The man before me chuckled and then loosened his grip on my shoulder.

“I said to st- uh well screw it.... Let’s go over it again. Hey! My name is Kim Jaeseop. You can call me Jaeseop! Nice to meet you!” he exclaimed and extended his hand for me to shake. He is aware of the European style of greeting?! Interesting.

“Well, and I'm Yeo Hoonmin. Call me just Hoon!” I said and shacked his hand. After that he let his hand fall at his side and then asked me

“So are you the other new member of U-KISS?”

I was taken aback and I felt my eyes going wide like saucers.

“How do you-“

“Know? Our manager informed me that there would be two new members, me included, and seeing you being all anxious and stuff outside of my mew group's practice room.... Well I just put two and two together.” he said and that cat-like smile appeared again.... How does he do that???

“Oh.... Well that seems legit...” I said a bit embarrassed.

“Yes but I really can't understand why you are so stressed... You must be good enough to choose you out of all those candidates… Oh, and what will your position be? For example, I'll probably be the rapper while I can rap... What about you?”

“Uhm I suppose I'll be one of the vocalists while I can’t rap and I have never danced before...” I answered honestly and I could feel my cheeks heating up a bit.

“You haven’t danced before?? And why did they chose you for this particular group??” he exclaimed ridiculously.

“Cause I'm tall...”

After hearing my answer Jaeseop kept staring at me trying to find out if I was telling the truth.

When I glared at him he suddenly burst into laughter. I felt a bit insulted and he must have realised that because he tried to calm his self down.

“Ok ok sorry…But still you shouldn't worry... You can't be worst than me.” he said between chuckles and I couldn’t help but grin a bit. He sure knew how to make others feel comfortable around him. He cheered me up and made me think that things may not be that bad-”

“Mr. Kim and Mr. Yeo, you can come inside to meet your new workmates.”

This sudden call from our new manager interrupted my train of thoughts and I

stood there frozen. Who am I kidding… The end of the world is coming!!!

“Ok Mr. Psycho…Let’s go in.”

Jaeseop sighed and started dragging me to the room by my arm.

“Hey! What are you doing??” I almost shout at him out of shock.

“Something tells me you are the person who easily freaks out.... If I leave you behind you'll stay here all day.... Come on scared bunny! How long you'll make them wait?”

“What did you call me????” I answered back when I manage to free my left arm from his hand. Bunny? Really??

He just sighed wearily and went in the practice room. But he was somewhat right (not for the ‘bunny’ part!). I couldn't stop worrying but at least I could try not to show it too much.... Hey, he is helpful! He may become a good psychologist one day! I put on one of my best smile and finally entered the room.

Maybe the rest of the members will be reasonable and normal people like him!

~*~

I should learn not to hurry making judgements.

“Hello!!! I'm U-KISS leader Shin Soohyun!! Nice to meet you!!” 'Soohyun' exclaimed and deeply bowed before us, his dark brown hair hiding his face.

That lasted only for a moment and when he faced us again, my heart skipped a beat. Even though there was just a small flaw with his jaw he was still really handsome. With brown eyes that were glowing from excitement he asked;

“And you must be...?”

“Hoon!” I hastily filled in his question without realizing it was aimed for Jaeseop.

“Oh... Uhm, thanks for telling me...” he said a bit confused which made me blush (only a manly tiny blush!) because of my stupidity. Why am I acting like this out of the blue?

“Uh, well then, you must be Jaeseop right?” Jaeseop nodded affirmatively. Soohyun smiled and announced.

“So, Hoon and Jaeseop, I welcome you to our group! I hope everyone will get on well with each other! Do your best!!” he said and walked back to the other four members.

“Hello! I'm U-KISS maknae Shin Dongho!” the shortest male with the plump cheeks said and bowed before us with a sweet smile plastered on his face.

 “Anneyong~ I'm Lee Kiseop! Nice to meet you!!~” I turned my gaze to the other member right next to Dongho. A tall boy with light coloured hair and a sweet face smiled and greeted me. He reminds me of a puppy with those big chocolate brown eyes which makes me like him. Who knows? We may become close friends in the future...

“Hey, I'm Eli.” the person next to Kiseop plainly announced his name. Perfect. A show-off... Few people could irritate me but he must be one that does so without even trying.

I turned my head to face Jaeseop to see what he thought about him. But when I did so, I realised that he mustn’t have paid any attention to the whole thing. His eyes were glued to the remaining member of the group. I can swear that I could see small hearts in his eyes and a long tail swinging right and left rapidly.

“Hello~ My name is Kevin Woo! Nice to meet you.” the petite boy, who seems to have caught Jaeseop's full attention, introduced himself and bowed lightly.

When the introduction was over, Manager-hyung left us alone so as to get to know each other better.

The boy named Eli went straight to the cat beside me (if he can call me ‘bunny’ I’ll call him ‘cat’!) as if they already knew each other.

Dongho went back to his backpack to take a.... bag of... chips?? Uhm, he may have been dancing for hours and be exhausted, that's why he wants something to refill his energy! Probably...

Kiseop followed Eli but I had the impression he didn't really go to see Jaeseop... And he was standing by Eli all the time.... Nah, I just imagine things.

Then Kevin came and casually grabbed Kiseop’s arm and dragged him to my place, completely ignoring Eli who didn't quite realised what happened and that Jaeseop had those small hearts and the swinging tail again...

“Hello Hoonie~ As I said before I'm Kevin and this is Kiseop!” Kiseop nodded weakly.

“I would like to know more about you!! Like.... Where are you from? I'm from US. And what's your favourite food? Mine is pizza! Have you ev-“

“Oi, oi Kevin!! What with all those questions?? You make him feel awkward!” Kiseop started 'scolding' his friend.

“But I want to get to know him!”

“Then why are you talking about yourself all the time, my sweet diva?”

“No, I don't!”

And they went on and on arguing.... I couldn't quiet get what they were talking about and I wished I could go away. Then I felt a hand on my shoulder.

“Do you need any help?” the man behind me asked and dragged me away from the two boys.

“Oh thanks!” I turned around to thank my saviour and it wasn't other but my new leader. And he was smiling... And my voice was caught in my throat.

“So, your meeting with the group went quite well, uh?” he asked still smiling.

“Uhm.... I am not so sure....” I managed to answer. “They don't seem to be that fond of me thought….” I looked around and faced a chaos. As if everyone was in his own world.

“Of course they like you!” he laughed lightly and looked at me.

My right eyebrow was lift as if I was saying ‘Are you ing kidding me???’

He laughed again more heartedly and my heart skipped a bit. I should stop reacting weird!

“Oh come on! If they really didn’t like you, you would have already been soaked to the bone and trapped in a box bound for Alaska…” he said dead serious.

“Ehhhh???”

He continued laughing with my dumbfounded/scared face.

“Hahahaha well, well, I didn’t mean it… But that was what Eli proposed to us before he tried to place a bucket with water on top of the door…” he chuckled and continued “Don’t worry they are not bad guys! A bit crazy, but definitely good guys.”

“Soohyun!! Help us!”

We turned our attention to the rest of the group and we faced a chaos (worst that the previous one!).

Eli and Jaeseop were trying to keep a furious Dongho away from a terrified Kiseop who was hiding behind Kevin.

“Give me back my chips!” Dongho shout to Kiseop.

“B-but Dongho…I-I did it by mistake!” Kiseop said back.

“Yes, right! Kiseop didn’t want to drop your chips!” Kevin added.

“You are not angry with your mummy, right?” Kiseop added with pleading eyes.

“No….” Dongho said and Eli’s and Jaeseop’s grip loosened. The little boy may not be angry anymore but…. Is he on the verge of tears? Oh my….

“Come here, Dongho! Let’s go to buy some from the convenient shop I saw in my way here.” I said.

To my surprise the boy’s face lit up and with a cry of delight he caught my hand and dragged me to the exit.

And that was my first day here. Every hope of finding a sensible person was thrown out of the window.

~*~

(A couple of years later)

Saturday afternoon.

Our manager wanted to reward us for our good job and granted us a day free to spend it as we wish.

Kevin and AJ are missing since morning. Kevin went shopping and AJ to carry the bags. Some times I feel pity for the kitty but I couldn’t do anything. He is so deep in love that he can’t resist Kevin’s charms. And the latter knows it fully well. That spawn...

But I am 100% sure that he has fallen for the rapper too. Although he won’t admit it any time soon.

Dongho is also out…somewhere….

Eli has come by and he is with Soohyun in the kitchen preparing our lunch.

It is peaceful for the time being; only Kiseop and I are in the living room. I am going over our songs one more time and Kiseop is lying on his belly on the sofa next to me reading a magazine. But he is soon bored of it and lets it fall on the floor.

“Hoonie~~”

I sigh and leave the papers I am holding on the coffee table in front of me.

“What’s it Seoppie?”

“I’m so bored!~ Do something!!” he childishly demands and pouts.

I can’t help but laugh to this attitude. I can’t resist all this adorability and reach out to pet his fluffy hair.

“Hey! If it is for somebody to entertain you, that is me!” Eli made his appearance.

Kiseop turned his head to face him. He reminds me of an eager puppy that just detected his master.

Eli approaches Kiseop with long strides and gave him a chaste kiss.

I can’t deny that they are a beautiful couple together and deeply in love with each other but…

“Kiseop, I still can’t understand why, out of all people, you chose that….bird?!” I ask feeling my overprotective side rising.

Eli glares at me, not liking the nickname I called him. Even though I get along with most of the members; the only one I’m still at crossed swords is Kim Eli. Nothing personal. I just can’t stand him! He irritates me!!!

“Come on Hoon… Don’t be so mean to Eli…” I hear a voice coming from behind me and feel two strong arms around my neck.

The only thing I can do is to stay frozen. Eli and Kiseop smirk and without saying anything vanished probably to Kiseop’s room.

I don’t need to turn my head to see who is behind me. This fragrant can be only Soohyun’s.

“Why are you so tense?” he says and nuzzles his nose in my hair. I can feel my heart running a mile a minute. I know that Soohyun is the cuddling type with almost everyone but when I’m the target I can’t help but feel weird.

“Hoon?”

I can hear a tone of worry in his voice and feel his arms withdrawing. I want to stop him but it is not right.

“Yes?”

Wow. How did I manage to talk?

“Are you alright?”

“Yes of course!”

Without even realising it he is by my side on the couch placing his back of hand on my forehead. My heart skips a beat. Is he trying to kill me??

“You are a bit warm. You should take a rest.” The person in front of me says worried. This is our overprotective leader that I have come to love. Yes, me, Yeo Hoonmin, is in love with my leader, Shin Soohyun. Happy? Well, I should stop talking to myself.

“Don’t worry, hyung! I’m alright! A bit tired, that’s all!” I hastily answer so as not to worry him for no reason.

He looks at me suspiciously but soon enough his worried expression turns into a delighted one.

“Alright then! You should take a rest until the rest of the group is back! And to make sure you rest properly-” he grabs the remote control next to him and makes himself comfortable by placing his head on my lap “-I’ll stay here and watch TV with you!” he flashes a smile at me and turns his attention to the box that was coming alive in front of us.

I sigh deeply. I have no alternative but to stay here. So I’ll relax a bit and watch TV as he said. I’ll also try to ignore the darkening blush that is now visible on my face.

~*~

Soohyun’s POV

I was making my way to the studio. I wanted to practise some of my vocals for our new album. No one was around.

It seemed legit since it was still 5 am, so I had some time for myself.

When I turned the corner, I heard a sound which made me realise I was not alone. After a few steps I came to the conclusion that it wasn’t just any sound but someone playing the piano! The more I was walking, the louder the music was becoming.

The enchanting music guided me to a closed room. I stood there for a while unable to decide whether I should interrupt the artist inside or not. Even though I didn’t want to be a burden, I couldn’t resist the urge to meet that talented person, so, I opened the door.

It didn’t creak or anything, fortunately, and the person inside wasn’t disturbed.

The room was almost bare with only one big piano attached to the opposite wall, facing the door, which meant that the pianist’s back was facing me too.

But that didn’t prevent me from recognising the person.

It was Hoon!!

I stayed there for a while shocked. I was told that Hoon had some piano skills but I didn’t know he was a master of it. By the time I regained consciousness he had started singing.

The combination of his vocals with the music left me looking at him awestruck, even making me feel embarrassed of my ability of singing.

The only “flaw”, if it were considered as one, was the sadness that was dominating the atmosphere. The music was leaving a bitter feeling behind while the lyrics were about unrequited love. There was so much emotion flowing from his voice that… could it be?

Was it possible that Hoon was in love with someone that didn’t love him back? But how could he or she do that? He was smart, sweet, funny, creative and good at almost anything he does! With him by my side I was sure that everything was going smoothly and I didn’t need to worry too much…. Well, I couldn’t deny that I was feeling something more for Hoon but if he were love with someone else….

But….maybe? Just maybe?! The awkward way he acted around me, the way he seemed to avoid my eyes and all these times I caught him staring a bit too long… No, no it couldn’t be… I was imagining things.

The song came to an end. He seemed content judging from the way his shoulders were moving while he was closing the cap of the piano.

He turned around and faced me. His smile disappeared from his now shocked face and looked at me with shocked eyes with a hint of…fear?

I hated that kind of eyes.

I put on one of my best smiles and started clapping.

“Brilliant!!!” I exclaimed in English and started clapping my hands together.

Hoon tried to regain his composure and breathed a weak ‘thank you’.

“But it was really something!!” I said genuinely but couldn’t restrain myself from asking; “I haven’t heard that song before… did you write it?”

He didn’t speak but just nodded his head affirmatively. I started walking towards him.

“For whom?” I asked him when I reached him, and felt a wave of jealousy suffusing me.

He took some steps back, the piano cutting him short, looking at me pleadingly, trying to prevent me from asking further. He reminded me, so much, of a trapped animal.

“So? For whom did you write it?” I asked a bit more demandingly. I didn’t really want to make him uncomfortable but I couldn’t help it. I wanted some answers. If it were really me the one….

“Soohyun….don’t…” is his only response and turned his head to the side….

I had one last chance.

“Is it for me?” I said and my eyes following his every motion for a small hint.

Shocked by my question, he turned and looked at me dumbfounded.

“I…err… no no! Of course not!” he stammered but that was the only thing I needed to hear.

I diminished the distance between us and placed my forehead on his, our lips only a few centimetres apart. I smirked and circled his waist with my right hand.

“You are such a bad liar Hoonie…” I said amd kissed him. Oh, I was yearning for this moment so long…

His eyes went wide with surprise. Even though his face was adorable at that moment, I couldn’t help but close my eyes and cherish the moment.

It was just a chest kiss but I was already on cloud nine. Hoon must have been still shocked and tried to push me away but I hold his wrist firmly with my left hand just in time.

I separated his legs with my right knee while leaning along with him against the piano even more.

Hoon lost himself in the kiss. He had his one hand through my hair gripping a handful of them now and then while his other one, now free, was going up and down my torso making me shiver. My hand from his waist travelled up to the back of his head so I could stable him more whereas my other hand was already in a mission under his shirt.

Even though it was clear I was the dominant in this position, to my surprise he parted his lips as a signal for me to go further without me making any move. What a needy bunny he could be sometimes…

No matter how shocked I was, I couldn’t deny such a requirement, could I?

We separated for just a moment in order to take a deep breath and I dove in.

My tongue started wandering in his wet cavity touching and teasing any place that would reward me with a sweet moan. I had the satisfaction of turning my newfound lover into a mess, vulnerable under my every touch.

His tongue found the courage to poke mine and turn my attention to the shy muscle and then we started dancing together.

It was a long kiss and the need of air was so great that we separated from each other.

We were both a mess. His glazed eyes were locked with mine and both his cheeks and swollen lips had turned into a dark pink shade. His hair was falling on his face messily, and I was sure as hell, that I was not in a better state.

But I couldn’t have cared less.

I smiled and aimed for the crook of his neck. I nuzzled my nose there lovingly and then started leaving kisses here and there along his neck.

“Stop….it tickles!” the boy underneath me protested and I could hear him chuckling lightly.

“Why?? Is it illegal to cuddle with my boyfriend?” I said teasingly.

Hoon’s face, that had started regaining its pale colour, lit up again instantly.

“W-w-what? Boyfriend??” he said almost doubtfully.

“Hey! Do you think I go around cuddling and kissing just anyone??”

“Yes.” He answered matter-of-factly. Touché.

“Well….maybe…a bit…” I admitted shyly and I was rewarded with an angry face

“Alright!! Maybe more than a bit but still! You are MY cute and, sometimes, hysterical bunny!” I said and kissed his nose.

“Hey!! I’m not hysteric-” that time I kissed his lips to shut him up.

“Don’t ruin it now…. After all…We have some time left for ourselves…” I said suggestively and then we both lost ourselves in an ocean of kisses.

~*~

YOOHOO!~ First fanfic here and it's for Soohoon~ *excited one here*

Well, in fact, this work is my friend's birthday present, SoohyunLove (I adore you sweetheart!!~) and I decided to share it with you guys!!!

Hope you like it!!!~~ 

I also want to thank my sweet soul-sister ElseopLove who encourages and help me all the time!~ Yay!~~ Hugs!

I love you both dearly~ <3

Moreover, I should warn you that I'm not a fluent speaker of the English language but I did my best in correcting any mistakes but still....

I would really, really, REALLY appreciate any comment on this and it would enacourage me to share more stuff with you! So I'm waiting <3

Bye for now~

P.S. Yes Kiseop here called himself "mommy" because I think that it would be adorable to act like family with Dogho....To my mind at least ^.^" For anything else that confused I'm open to questions <3