Just thought that this would be a..... suitable word for a special milestone. I have felt more pain these past year and a half than I ever had.... so.... here goes

Numb to the pain

Tied to a chain

Popping out my vein

But it's all in vain

You did it for your gain

Your love in me wane(d)

I racked my brain

But I just couldn't keep you in my lane

My love for you can't stop like a train

It's like you left on my heart a stain

Looks like what's over is my reign

All that's left is a tearful rain