// one shot // iloveyou butterfly // 

 

Do you know how much tears I shed for you?

Do you know what I had to go through whenever I heard you are out there with different guys.

I wanted to kill myself for not being able to be with you.

I hated that you shut me off from your life.

 

It's so ironic how you used to depend on me alot.

Jiyong here, Jiyong there.

Yet, now, you do not even cast a second look at me.

Why? why of all the man in this world, must you choose him?

I had everything.

Money, love.

But why is it not me?! Am I not good enough for you?

 

It was a shock news to me when I found out you were going out with my own bestfriend behind my back.

Heck, you were still with me goddamnit!!

I was out, working my off, so that you can live a good life.

But you were ing my own friend. How stupid was I.

Yet, I don't want to admit that you were cheating behind my back.

I accepted you for your flaws because everyone is not perfect.

 

Love make me blind.

I should have trusted my bestfriend's words.

Kiko, you make me a fool.

Now, not only did you left me brokenhearted, you actually had the right to ed Youngbae.

You know that Youngbae is Dara's boyfriend. And he is my friend.

You !

I wasted my love.

I should've accepted Dara instead of you.

 

 

3 years ago, she confessed to me.

But you told me to reject her, and I did.

I was stupid, not knowing you would do that.

And when she was completely broken by me, where was I?

She needed someone, but I'm busy. Busy in love with you.

That day onwards, I lost her.

 

It's a surprise when I found out she backed out from a wedding.

Her own wedding.

Just because she still loved me.

You know how I found out? From her mother.

Her mother was the nicest on earth.

She love me like her own son and yet, I did that to her daughter.

 

 

 

 

 

But everything should come to an end.

I'm glad our chapter is over.

I'm starting a new life.

A new beginning.

A new chapter.

With Sandara Park.

My Butterfly.

 

 

But no doubt, I loved you.

 

 

 

 

"Jiyong, Hanbin is crying,"

 

 

The love of my life now.

 

 

 

Sandara Park // Kwon Jiyong

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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this is crap but i hope you all will read and comment !!! <3