'so, how's your vacation?' min ah ask me excitedly when i sit on my place

'it's fun. i got to go to disneyland and you know how much i really want to go there' i answer with a happy face

'oh, i really envy you. you got to have vacation with the two handsome brothers' min ah frown

'yah, don't be sad. it's not that fun with them around' i try to persuade min ah

'whatever. you still got the chance to get closer with them' min ah frown back

'it's true that i got closer with them, especially luhan' i mumble but got heard by min ah

'what do you say? luhan?' she ask me with a shock face

'nothing. say, do you want me to introduce you to yixing?' i ask min ah trying to change the subject

'really? you will? gomawo yoonji-ah' minah exclaim then hug me

i just smile seeing her happy face but then my face change back.

'what's with me? why i suddenly said his name?' i thought in my head with a confuse face

'hey, what happen here? did i miss something?' jongin suddenly interrupt our moment as soon as he come

'nothing. just something that only we both know' min ah said after releasing the hug. she then walk back to her desk with a happy face

'what? not fair. i want to know too' jongin said with frowning

'believe me. you don't want to know' i said trying to persuade jongin

'especially if its about luhan' i mumble the last sentence as i don't want jongin to hear it

during recess, me and jongin walk to the cafeteria like usual but min ah has some duty to do so she can't join us. i get in line to order the food when suddenly someone stand in front of me, cutting the line

'hey, don't cut. its not just you that is hungry right now' i scold the person in front of me

'i know' luhan turn around and smirk at me

'what the-' i squint my eyes to him

'don't be mad. its not just you that is hungry right now, right?' he reply back my words to me

'very funny' i said with my arms crossed at the chest

'what's going on here?' jongin suddenly approach me and luhan

'oh, luhan hyung' he finally realise luhan is there

'luhan hyung?' i'm surprised by jongin

'i'm really sorry for the last time. you see, that is not me the last time we met and i really appreciate it if you forgive my behaviour' jongin explain with a guilty face

'oh, he's really nice' i thought when jongin apologise to luhan. 

'it's okay. i'm not mad anymore' luhan said with an awkward smile since he's not used to it

'so, are we good now?' jongin ask luhan, expecting a good answer

'sure. by the way, want to join us?' luhan point to his table with his other friends there

'really? of course we'll be joining. thank you luhan hyung' jongin said excitedly

'i'm glad he got male friends since he's only befriending with min ah and i since he enter this school. wait, what? we?' i thought then realise what jongin said

'did you said we just now, jongin' i ask jongin

'why? you don't want to join us?' luhan ask with a smirk

i look to the left to see jongin looking at me with a begging face

'of course i'll go' i finally said while thinking hard

'its gonna be hard for me since luhan is there too. i don't know why i can't look at luhan like i used to. what's wrong with me?' i thought to myself while heading to the table.

'oh, yoonji-ah. annyeong' chanyeol wave his hand to me with a grin. 

'annyeong chanyeol oppa' i smile awkwardly. i sit beside jongin and in front of me is luhan. i keep looking at my food when suddenly someone speak

'so, you're kim jongin. that's your name right?' suho ask jongin carefully

'yes. nice to meet you-' jongin pause when he realise he don't know suho's name

'its suho' suho reply with a smile

'suho hyung' jongin shyly reply back

'yah, introduce yourself one by one will you. he doesn't know you guys name' luhan finally burst while rolling his eyes

they introduce themselves one by one with a welcoming face. i look at their face one by one while they introduce themselves.

'wow, they really are handsome. but luhan of course the most handsome. wait, what am i talking about? luhan? handsome? yoonji-ah, wake up' i mumble to myself when jongin suddenly dodge me

'yah, what's wrong with you?' he ask concernly

'oh, nothing' i shook my head and lift my head up to find luhan smiling at me more like teasing me

'why he look at me like that?' i thought to myself

'you know, you two would be a very cute couple' jongdae suddenly said, pointing to me and jongin

'what? no, no. we're just friends' i frantically wave my hands

'you know, sometimes, in a friendship between male and female, there would be another feelings grow. its almost 80% true' jongdae said with a teasing smile

'so, we're that 20% i guess' i said trying to cover my nervousness

the whole table laugh at my weird statement. i just rub my neck as i feel embarass. we continue laughing when baekhyun make a joke and we all have a peaceful meal. i'm happy that jongin could join their group since he doesn't have any other friend besides me and min ah i notice.

that night, jongdae's statement keep replaying in my mind.

'what's with that? other feelings? i don't understand. and why am i keep thinking about it? and why luhan looked at me like that?' i sigh when my head is fill with lots of unanswered questions.  

i finally get up from my bed and climb down the stairs to get some snacks when i found yixing in the living room.

'yixing oppa? since when are you here?' i ask him, approaching him

'oh, yoonji. just now' he reply while keep staring at the tv

'only you?' i ask carefully as i notice luhan is not there

'no' he suddenly turn from the tv and stare at me with a smirk

'why, you want me to call him to get here now?' yixing suddenly suggest with a teasing smile

'no thanks. i'm just asking' i turn my back on him to hide my embarass face

'yoonji-ah, why are you searching for him? this is not like you at all' i thought while knocking on my head

i open the fridge and grab a carton of milk. i grab my favourite cup and pour the milk into it. i sip the milk a few times and walk back to my room to take the cd's i borrow from yixing. i come back from my room to find that luhan is sitting on the couch beside yixing, and he's drinking my milk

'my milk' i said with a low voice, shock to see him drink it

'oh, its yours? sorry. just make another one' luhan apologise with an innocent face 

'that's an indirect kiss' i thought to myself. that is what bothering me actually, not because he drink my milk.

i walk to yixing after i regain myself from the surprise. i gulp my saliva when i saw luhan drink my milk but i quickly shove the thought off.

'oppa, this is the cd's i borrowed from you. thanks for lending it' i quickly give it to him and ready to walk away when yixing stop me

'why don't you join us watch the ghost movie? you like it don't you?' yixing invite me

'no! seriously no, gege. she really can't handle it. believe me' luhan prevent yixing from letting me join them. he stare at me and i quickly shift my eyes from his stare

'he's right oppa. i think i better study in my room' i quickly walk away without looking at both of them

while i'm walking away, i could hear them talking

'yah, what do you mean by she can't handle it?' yixing ask luhan

'you should be grateful that i stop you from doing so. she's not good with surprises' luhan explain to yixing

after that i couldn't hear what they're talking about as i already enter my room. i flash back the night when he scare me. i shook my head trying to forget about that night

'i'm glad he stop yixing. i really can't handle it more when my condition is like this now' i put my hand on my left chest to feel that its beating fast. i look up and close my eyes, trying turn my heart beat back to normal

'what's wrong with me?' i ask myself, biting my lips