The next day, I need to go to work. Actually, I'm a manager of a cafe. Well, my dad gives it to me as a present. Yes, I want to be a barista and here I am, chasing my dream. And the most important thing, I am the manager with my partner, Byun Baek Hyun. 

Ha ha, yes. My boyfriend. We're partner for the first month but after that, we're a couple. The cafe is the same age as our relay, 2 years.

As usual, Baek Hyun will picks me up but time now is 9 AM and he still now here to find.

I call his phone but he do not picks up so, I decide to call the member. I call Suho oppa.

"Oppa, it's me, ______. Where's Baek oppa?" 

"Baek?! Oh... I... Don't know. Why?"

"He didn't came home, last night?!"

"He came home but... Mmm... Ah! When I woke up, he's not home."

"Well... That strange. I'm late now, so I'm going first. If Baek oppa asks, tell him to go to the cafe. Okay?"

"Okay then...! Don't worry!"

But why I feel so strange? Something is wrong. Why Suho oppa is stuttering?! I'll call him later. Let's work first.

"I just thought he's okay."

This is not right! 2 PM and he still now here. Where is he? This is not like usual.

I missed call him like 103 times but he didn't picks up. What's wrong with him? A lot of things come and goes on my mind. 

He didn't cheat, did he? Or maybe he hate me already. Is he just gaming with me?! No way! We're together for 2 years... All his words, his stare, his warmth feelings, all lie?! 

Say no to me! He's a playful person, he playing with my feelings? NO! I don't want to believe this!

I'm closing my cafe now. Alone. It's a close time but he still didn't appear in front of my eyes. Where in the world is he?!

Message, didn't reply.

SNS, no reply.

LI**, no reply.

Call, didn't pick up.

And the fact is, he off his phone!

On my way home, I call one of , the member that his closest member, Jong Dae.

"Jong Dae oppa, it's me, _____. I call to ask where Baek Hyun oppa. He didn't come to cafe and I don't see him all day. Do he told you where he's going?"

"Well... I don't... know about that. He didn't tell me anything. I thought he has went to the cafe. For all day, he's not at home."

"This is strange. I don't see him all day long. I just... miss him."

"When he comes back home, I'll ask him. Don't worry."

"Thanks, oppa! I'll hung up."

And that make me more curious.

I enter my home and go to my room. The first thing I do is shower and after that, I go to my drawer and take a frame of Baek Hyun oppa's photo together making a 'V' in the photo.

I cry. I miss him so much. Well, if he picks up my calls, maybe I can sleep now. But... He didn't pick up and off his phone. 

This can't be. I decide to go to EXO's dorm.

EXO? Their group name. 12 members. 4 chinese, 8 korean.

Arrive.

I ring the bell and hide my faces incase they do not open the door. Why? Because I think they are hiding something from me. 

The door is open and I see Sehun with a shock face.

"Sehun-shi, let me go in," I said and barged into the dorm.

It's rude. I admit but I miss him. He never off his phone, but why now? He hate me? Tell me with your own mouth, Byun Baek Hyun!

"Nuna! Why are you here? Calm down," the maknae try to stop me.

"Then, call your hyung! Call him now! Byun Baek Hyun! Come out! Oppa... Where are you?" I said, crying like crazy. 

"_____-ah, let me tell you something," Min Seok try to calm me down.

"What is it? I don't want to know anything. I want him. My boyfriend. Oppa...," I said crying in Kyung Soo embrace.

"He is not at home!" Min Seok continue.

"Then, where is he? He hate me already? Does his love at me has cool down? Did he says he want to leave me? Did he says that he just playing with my feelings? There is no way! 2 years we're together! 2 YEARS! Call him now! Call him, NOW!" I crying waterfall. All the members sigh.

Then, everything is black. 

When I wake up, I saw Chan Yeol and Suho beside me.

"Did you call him? Where is he?" I still looking for my boyfriend.

"He's sick," Chan Yeol said.

I shock.

"Chan Yeol-ah...," the leader shock.

"What do you... mean by that?!" I got a big shock.

"Well... Like he said just now, Baek is sick now. Actually, it's a chronic kidney disease. It's been 3 month since we know that and it's been a half year he endure the pain. For you. He afraid that you will hurt," Suho explain at me one by one.

"Where is he now?! WHERE IS HE NOW?! Tell me!! Bring me there! NOW!" I start to cry again.

The members bring me to the hospital. 

When arrive at 8th floor and here I am in front of his ward. There he is lying weakly on the bed, pale.

"Oppa...," I go nearer to him.

But the fact is he's not.

I hate myself.

He hurt by himself.

He should tell me.

But I'm the fool.

I'm selfish.

I'm sorry, honey...

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Well... I want to make two chapter but what should I do? I need a three chapter I think. Maybe four. Thanks for reading, anyway!