It’s already have been a week and Hoseok regrets everything.

He regrets leaving Gwangju, he regrets sign in for Big Hit and he even more regrets it saying yes joining Bangtan. He doesn’t feel home he only feel alone among the others. The boys all knew each other, get along well and he is the awkward new one… the one who smiled all the time and the one who has too much energy for their liking. Probably the only reason why they accept him here was because he’s hardworking, a good dancer and his rapping doesn’t that much. None of them asking him for his opinion, if he also has written some verse or if he also would like to mix up some songs. And Hoseok was too unsure to ask the others for that or to show him his notebook full with some lyrics he has written over the years.

He was just awkward but he tries it. But he has the feeling that they won’t accept him.

There is Namjoon who raps like no other in his age, pulling off the best freestyles Hoseok has ever heard and he is really passionate about music. He isn’t just a rapper. Also there is the handsome boy Seokjin – he rarely talks to anyone but he likes to cook and has wearkness for cute things like Mario. He has a god given voice and such a beautiful face that Hoseok want to stab his own face for being so ugly. His friend Hyosang is the same – he’s pretty but he’s a damn good rapper and he seems to be Seokjins boyfriend, bodyguard, soulmate – whatever. And then there are Hunchul, Donghyuk and Ikje – all three are rappers who really live for their music. Hoseok isn’t even sure if the three even leave the recording room, they kind of live there, and sleep there…it’s their home and not the dorm they actually live in.

But all of them are mature; know that they want to be the coolest Hip-Hop group in whole South Korea – probably the Korean Wu-Tang Clan. And even when this is also Hoseoks dream he was about to give up.

It was mid of November when Hose