It's not good bye. 

 

Stuff packed. You lift your bag and went inside the car. It's time to have a new life new person and new for everything. You're a big girl now. You need to live by your own, be the grown uo haejoo.

In front of your new house, home sweet home you thought. First thing you do is went to your room and leaving your stuff there. Glad to have a little sister who can help you arranging all your stuff. the house is fully furnished easy for you now.

 

Tomorrow morning,woke up and give your body a streching.. put on a sandals, went to the bathroom to brush your teeth and face.. walking pass the window and you saw a guy (boys next door) tall, good looking with glasses on. Suddenly he notice you, hide yourself behind the curtain, thought that he'll not see you. you try to peek but.. yea he saw you, he chuckled. you madly blushing.

you took a part time at a cafe.

Working hard to earn money for your pocket. That's your job taking orders. Suddenly..

 

"Are you perhaps my neighbour?" someone asking you, you gulp, lift your face up cause he's tall..

He is .. the one .. your neighbour..

 

you guys have a talk for a moment.. That's his name.. Jongdae, Kim Jong dae..

 

It's been a while you guys know each other.

Used to talk everyday, spend your time together, he's a nice guy you've met.

Went for cycling at the evening.

Knowing him, he's good on playing piano, so he teach you how to play piano

Always together, he even fetched you from your cafe ..

until he make you fall for him..

 

One day, He knock your room window, don't really know how he made it on the rooftop of your house. He asking you if you want to watch stars from the roof top. "He struggled to be on the rooftop how can i say no". Laying on a sheet with two pillow and watch all the shining and bright stars. you hold your both hand and starting to make a wish. who knows it's secret. you opened your eyes after hearing he chuckles.

He take your hand and started to saying his wish loudly..

"I've met a beautiful girl. bright likt the stars on the sky. i'm curious myself, i hold that girl hand, do i like her. yes i do.. i wish she could like me like  i do.." I think i stop breathing for awhile.. is it real. He look into yout eyes. "I love you haejoo" he felt the same way. is this a real life. " You feel the same way, i thought.." without finishing your words, he pull your hand and make you turn onto him and he giving a kiss leaving a warm feeling to your lips. You tears falling down.. you can't hold it longer.

 

A day flies~ you having a really bad cough.. you were having dinner with jongdae. You keep on coughing until there's a red spot on you tissue, you face turn pale and you suddenly faint.

JongDae lift you and took you to the hospital. With half awake, you saw him bring you somewhere you don't now. you just smiled.

 

You in the emergency room.. waiting for the result.. 

 

after an hour past. A doctor finally came up and tell jongdae that

 

you cannot be safe.

The beep sound telling that there's no heart beat anymore.

 

You left him no choice. He called your parents telling him you in the hospital. He broken to much, he checked your purse you left while you having dinner he found a note..

 

"Hey mr. Jongdae

      I want to tell you something, I maybe don't chance to live longer. I suffered for lung problems. i only have 30% to live if i have surgery, sorry i didn't tell you earlier. i don't want to spoil the great day we have.. i'm sorry, knowing you is about knowing how to be strong. honey please remember this, it's not a goodbye but it's see you again. please be alive for me, stay healty..

                                              Love, Hae Joo"
 

 He read the note you left inside your bag that you about to give him. I fall sick right after hearing that you can't be safe. He taking care of himslef as you wish.. but in ways of hurt..he can't forget you..

 

After a few month passes, JongDae getting better and alive. He open his wallet and tak out a photo of you and him that you guys used to take. He went to the window and look into your room. SUDDENLY..

 

There's someone is in your room, flipping her hair like you always do, 

The height is just same as you, the body movement just same as you..

"Is it you hae joo ?" he thought.

 

He went to the next door which is your house, he's curious and teary in the same time..

Knocking on your door.. expecting someone to open the door but there's nobody..

 

He try to open the door, and the door is unlocked.. he fastly run into your room to check if it si you...

Suddenly someone opening the door...

He guess it rightly.. he once again, noticing you.

You fell down cause you too shocked cause he suddenly in your house but he grabbed you and hug you tightly,,

Tears falling down when both of you hugging.. 

 

"where have you been haejoo? WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN !? Why you left me? I miss you i'm dying miss miss you  !!" he shouted while his tears flowing.

"Mian.." you cried "Mianhaeyo.. i don't mean to do this to you i have to.. Thank you for noticing me jongdae.. thanks "

 

*Flashback* He sending you to the hospital. On the first surgery, its fail and you died for minutes and the doctor told jongdae about your death. jongdae leave. you parents came and asking the doctor if they can make the 2nd surgery adn they made it to the second surgery. you in come for months. when you recover a little, you were able to go home but you plan not to tell jongdae's that you alive. You were in your room all day until you're fully recover. you can't do nothing. you watch jongdae only through the window.. until now you are perfectly fine and now , he found you...*end of flash back*

 

After weeks past you and jongdae makeup the relationship again..

"You should not leave me that time. you cruel hae joo, you cruel. My heart ripped to pieces." he said.

"Mian.." he plent a warm kiss to stop you from saying sorry all he time..

"Don't say sorry again, you make my heart ripping even worst." said jongdae "now on, just smile.. cause your smile the only medicine to my ripped heart," you smiled but the tears just can't be hold anymore. 

He kissed you forehead. " I want to show you a magic i've learned, give me your hand."

He hold you hand between his both hand and rubbing them, then the let go of your hand and you saw a whit gold with diamond round thing on you ring finger. He hold me hand, proposing style.

Before he could say anything.. you tears flowing down nonstop. 

 

"Will You Marry Me?" that's what he said.. my heart stop beating, and i stop breathing for awhile..

"I stay strong to survive even how hurt it i am for this... i'll never say no to this.. YES JONGDAE"

He stand up and grab you face and kiss you deeply. He hug you thight as he can.. 

The moment.. that you'll never forget, still in the memories on your head..

 

Day by day passing through like a wind ~~

You have a great time with Jong dae.. and with two little angel of you and jongdae.

A pair of twin.. a boy and a girl named DaeJoo and HaeJong.

Combination of your name and jongdae ..

You guys are funny :P