Confessions~

More... Than Just Friends?

[ChoonHe POV]

"Mrs. Kim, is Jonghyun home yet?" Jonghyun's mom giggled at my question.

"Agioo, ChoonHe. I told you to call me Omma remember?" She kept blabbering on about how we've known each other for a while and that we should be less formal around each other. 

"Sorry to interrupt you Mrs. Ki- errm, Omma, but is Jonghyun here or not?" I didn't want to sound rude or anything, but I was starting to get impatient.

I really want to find that dinohead before the day ends.

"Ahh, Jonghyun? Omo, he's not here yet. Where could that boy have gone?" I left her pondering to herself and headed out somewhere else.

I went from place to place, door to door, and I still couldn't find him. I went to my own house to check, even though the chances of him being there are considerably low.

And not to my surprise, he wasn't there. Figures.

Aish where could that guy be?

I walked down the sidewalk, my back slumped in disappointment. When he's finally single, when I've finally cleared my mind up, when I finally have the guts to confess.....

.... he just isn't where he should be.

Things just never work out for me do they?

I felt my phone ringing in my pocket and decided to answer it, seeing the caller ID. 

"What is it Key?" I dropped all the formalities. 

"Yah! Is that the correct way to talk to your oppa?" He scolded through the other line.

"Oh just hush up you diva. I'm in a bad mood right now." I snapped back. Ok, maybe I shouldn't have said that, but I'm really disappointed right now. I just can't help it.

"Aish, this girl. YAH! HOW DARE--- You know what? Just go pick up my bag in my locker. I'm sure you already know my combination."

"But Key--" I couldn't finish my sentence because all I heard afterwards were continuous beeps.

Damn you Key. I headed towards the school's direction, not wanting to get yelled at.

 

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I can't believe this. I spent a good five minutes trying to unlock this god forsaken locker. About 3 minutes later, I stomped my feet in annoyance at not being able to open it. Today just really wasn't my day.

I closed my eyes and thought hard about his locker combination. Wait? Didn't I write it down somewhere?

And that's when it all came to me.

I remember a long time ago, I copied down the code onto a sticky note and stuck it under the piano in the abandoned music room. I'm just positive it's there.

While strolling towards the music room, I started hearing faint music. It gradually became louder, the closer I got.

Someone was playing the piano and singing? I thought this room was abandoned. Unless...

I took a quick peek through the window, and I did guess correctly. Jonghyun was being his usual angelic self.

I set myself down on the floor and listened intently.

The beautiful, but saddening lyrics and playing was interrupted by a series of broken notes. What the--

"GAHHH!" I heard screaming from the other side of the door.

"Jonghyun!" I opened the sliding door worried about his safety.

 

[Jonghyun POV]

I swiftly played the keys of the piano obtaining the melody of Taeyon's song, "If". I started singing along without knowing it.

If I go, if I go closer to you
I wonder what you may think, I can’t drum up the courage

I can't help but admit it myself. I was scared. I could have walked up to her and Junhyung, muster up my courage, and confess to her there.... but I didn't.

I'm a chicken, that's what. I can't even confess to the girl I love.

 

Perhaps, the reason I only look at you, like a fool,
is for fear that you may turn your face away, and
you and I may drift further apart

I can't help but think of us drifting. We've known each other for five years, and I don't want our friendship to end because of my foolishness.

Who knows what'll happen to me if we do end up parting ways?

 

Perhaps, the reason I can’t say ‘I love you’, like a fool,
is that I am afraid of the painful sad days of waiting after we meet.

What happens if I do confess, and you don't accept me back? I can't help but think to myself that I'm not good enough.

Even I myself think your better off with Junhyung. He'll treat you better unlike me. I really am a jerk.

Junhyung, why did it have to be you?

 

"Yes Junhyung. I'll go out with you."

 

Of course. She loves him; that's why she accepted his confession. It's obvious she would never accept me.

"GAHHH!" I couldn't help but slam my hands on the piano keys.

I hated this. I hated everything...

... but I couldn't help but hate myself the most. It's my fault things turned out this way.

There's just too many "ifs" in the world.

If only I confessed sooner.

If only Junhyung never got in the way.

If only I had the courage.

If only she was here right now so I could tell her how I really feel...

 

"Jonghyun!" It was as if fate listened to my prayers. The girl I longed to see the most was standing there with the most captivating face in the world.

"ChoonHe!" My spirits lifted seeing her here. I just had to confess to her.

 

No more waiting Jonghyun.

 

"I have something to say." We both said at the same time. 

"You go first." She gestured.

"Ah- Ehm... Well... I l-lo--" I just couldn't find the courage to say it. I turned my back from her and took a deep breath. That was when I felt a pair of arms wrap around me.

"Jonghyun. Why are you such an idiot dino?" I chuckled hearing her.

"Because I fell for an idiot girl named ChoonHe." I closed my eyes shut, afraid to hear her reaction.

"Really?" I turned around hearing her say that. I know I joke around a lot, but I was being very serious right now.

"Really." This is it Jjong. This is the moment you've been waiting for.

"Then I guess I really am an idiot." She sighed.

"And why is that?" Don't tell me she's rejecting me.

"B-because I fell for you." Before I had any time to respond, she leaned in and glided her lips across mine.

"I love you... Oppa." I smiled hugging her. This was the second time she called me oppa.

"I love you--"

"THERE YOU GUYS ARE!"

 

[Key POV]

Where the heck could those two be? I've been waiting for more than thirty minutes and ChoonHe still wasn't here. I haven't seen Hyung around either.

Geez! These two. I bet they're making out in some room right now.

I ended up calling the guys, "Let's head to school guys. We need to look for those two."

 

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We did end up finding them making their cheesy cute love confession in the music room. Wow, this dino has game huh?

"I didn't know Hyung was such a womanizer!" Taemin exclaimed.

"YAH! He's not a womanizer. He's being truthful with his love here." Minho spoke his words of wisdom.

"Where did you even hear that word?" Onew scolded the maknae, "Don't use it ever. You're too young to even know what it is."

My back suddenly started to hurt at that moment.

"Time to ruin their little confession guys. My back's hurting." I led the way and entered dramatically like a real diva should.

"THERE YOU GUYS ARE!" I yelled out. OMO! Did they just kiss?

"Key, don't you just have the best timing?" Jonghyun said sarcastically. 

"Oh hush up. You can kiss her all you want later when we get home." I smirked.

"KIM KIBUM!" They both yelled at the same time with burning faces. Well aren't they a sweet couple?

"What! There's nothing wrong with kissing now that you two are, you know..." I continued, "More than just friends." I winked at them.

I ignored their ranting and walked way ahead.

Kim Kibum, be proud of yourself. The two most important people in your life are now an "item".

That makes me sad though. I feel like... you know...

I feel like I'll be alone forever.

GIRL~ I NEED A GIRL!

....I still can't believe Jonghyun ditched JONGKEY for my sister.

 

[Author's NOTE]
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AND THAT'S THE END OF THE STORY GUYS!

I know, it's the longest chapter I wrote. Well that's fine, since it's the LAST ONE.

I know, so sad. HU HU HU. That's fine though!

Aight... bye guys! I also came up with a new Jonghyun story.

It's called, "My Homeless Boyfriend."

Please keep a look out for it because I will be writing it when I finish another story.

I promise it'll be a good one! Just subscribe to me on my profile page. I'm pretty sure they do things like that now. :3

BAI~BAI! See you next time!

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Typical-Singaporean
#1
Chapter 45: Hahahaha, love the part when JongHyun said he hate JunHyung cause their names are alike XDD
And of course not forgetting the ending ^^ Super sweet~ And LOL at Key~ Haha :))
didzzz #2
done at last!
took jonghyun a whole lot of time to finally realize his feelings. . but yay! at last!


great fic!
timeofmylife03 #3
Ong. This is like, so awesome! Gaaaahhhh<3
notelights #4
Love this fanfic! :D Love your other stories too. :D HAHA Jonghyun is so cute in this story. ^_^ Poor Junhyung though. :(
JongKeylove7714
#5
I finished this story in two days! Kyaa I wanted more kissing.
azngirl1011
#6
LOLOLOL you told Curly-Oppa to go on AFF TOO?
azngirl1011
#7
I find it funny how you update in the middle of nowhere just to tell us you have a new fanfiction. AHAHAHAH.<br />
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I'll read it.
curlyfriesLOL #8
Yet another story?<br />
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AHAHAHA. You're gonna get eyebags because you're so busy.
elisha960809 #9
WAHHHH! YOUR DEBUT STORY! IM SO GONNA READ IT, LOLLLLL! myy debut story cows' balls, its not even funny. BUT I BET YOURS' IS GOOD:DDDDDDD yayyyy, lol!xP love the plot;)