Fond Memories
A Silent Goodbye
Taehyung's POV
The days we spent together seemed so long, yet short at the same time. We spent so many moments together and
made so many memories throughout our entire relationship. I wonder how many memories of us there are....
Many? Several? Countless? I don't know- I can't tell. It's been 2 years since you've left and it's so queer
without you. Everything's become so quiet... Too silent and peaceful for my liking. Everything that used to be
pink looks so dull and colorless now that you've disappeared. After all, you were the only Pink Princess right?
Haha... Imagine myself adorned in pink.... Impossible. I mean... Eww... Kim Taehyung in pink?! That'll be in
the headline news for sure. I had always been the rather domineering one in this relationship we had. And yes-
you'd always be that awkward fellow in my heart. -smiles softly-
Well.... Now that you've actually left, I look back at the moments we had in nostalgia. I love the way
everything had been so perfect then. But... Things don't always stay perfect forever right? It was the same for
our relationship. It was perfect at the start.... It didn't end perfectly or happily though. Definitely not how
Princess Aurora (Sleeping Beauty) or Snow White ended. We didn't live happily ever after.
Remember our favorite cafe? Owned by our friends, Jimin and Suga? Those two disgusting squabbling love
birds who were way too... Well- let's just say that Rio, 'Angry Birds' would've earn a few more millions of
bucks, had Jimin and Suga been featured in that game. Blame their oh-so-funny jokes and silly stunts that once
got Suga hospitalized and Jimin weeping like a baby without milk. As much as I didn't favor their stupid jokes,
both Jimin and Suga were hardworking kids. They never failed to stun me with their skills of brewing tea and
coffee. Yes. The aroma was just perfect. I suppose it was the similar skills the two had in cooking that made
their relationship ongoing. Talking about cooking- you loved to cook too! You could've been a chef, had you not
been a high school student. That's right- all of us, were still studying then. Books, books and more books. At
least we had good brains unlike the dumb and dumber- Jimin and Suga. They were good in sports and had their
own talents too... (It's best not to talk bad about them. The walls have ears too nowadays.)
2 years... I'm now 24 years of age. We dated for 4 years... Wow... I was 22 when you left. It's funny how you
left so silently. It's as though as you never were in pain when you actually suffered so much. I still regret. It
kills me (literally), to know that you had put on a facade to hide your pain. You suffered a lot, babe. I'm glad
you don't hurt anymore. Yet....Why didn't you tell me? I could've done something- at least something to help
you ease the pain... -sighs- I wonder if you still love me. I hope there's no one better than me up there. Anyway,
if you're ever wondering if I've loved someone else after you left, don't worry Seokjin. I've kept my promise thus
far. After you left, I never looked at anyone else. That's my undying love for you. That's my promise that I will
keep and bring to my grave when I die. This love of mine, will continue forever....
Flashback (at the cafe)
Taehyung's POV
" Hey Jin ah~ What would you like to drink hmm? Americano or caramel tea?" I grinned as I watched my
loveable boyfriend huff and puff his cheeks, arms akimbo.
"You came late you piece of . And you're trying to act so nice. you!" Jin hissed, irritated.
Upon hearing his harsh words, I couldn't help but pout unconsciously. He was being mean! I had put in so
much effort to put up a surprise (that would come later) and now here he was reprimanding me. What did I do
that was wrong? Well, wait till he saw the gift I had prepared! I let a smirk adorn my handsome face. I heard
a few girls squeal loudly (and flail their boney arms hysterically) from a few tables away. I grimaced in disgust.
Girls, girls, girls. The noises they made. I scrunched my nose, turning to face those es with a scrowl. How
the hell could Jin manage to deal with such high-pitched women? Well.... Jin had always been the more
patient and gentlemanly one I suppose. Not me though. I didn't have much patience when I saw girls flocking
to either Jin or me. Anyway, seeing how Jin smiled at those girls pissed me off. Why the was he even
smiling- smiling that god damn beautiful smile that looked so angelic? Bishh please.. Kim Seokjin was mine.
Mineeeeeeee. Rawr. I rolled my eyes inwardly, puffing my cheeks. Now where was that dumbo Jimin? And the
dumber dumbo Suga? Argh....
*Calm down Kim Taehyung. Ask your boyfriend what he wants to drink. * I mused, nodding to myself, trying
to calm those raging nerves every time Jin shot those god damn es a smile.
"Jin- What do you want to drink, I repeat," I growled, my husky voice reaching octaves lower, smoke emittig
out of every pore.
Jin's brown eyes fixated on me (finally). He didn't say a word. He only stared. We exchanged looks for a
minute or so before he looked away and smiled his charming smile toward those girls. Kim-ing-Seokjin!
My fingers curled into a fist as I trembled in anger. I bit my lower lip, falling back into the cozy chair, sighing.
From the corner of my eye, I saw Jin turn to face me slowly, concerned eyes gazing at me.
Well, you see, no matter how impatient of a person I could be, I seldom lost my temper. Neither would I look
so demoralized or upset. Yeah... Facades. Putting on fake smiles and reassuring ones to tell everyone I was
alright was a common act I had to put on. At times, it got really tiring and I would break down. No one really
saw through me. Except for the closer friends like Jiminnie hyung, Suga hyung and the rest. For now, I felt
like a total failure. Now Jin hyung was angry with me for coming late. Now that Jimin hyung and Suga
hyung were not here, I couldn't surprise Jin hyung at all. I sighed softly in exasperation, liftening a hand and
letting my fingers rake through my hair. If you said I was really stony and expressionless (facial expressions
that I also put on very often), I was actually really sensitive and I really got hurt easily. It's just that I chose
not to show it. You'd think I thought too much but I always worried about small things even.
"I really need a walk...." I mumbled quietly.
Perhaps I'd walk to the cahier's and order I drink for both Jin hyung and me. Perhaps I could even talk to
Jimin hyung and Suga hyung's friendly assistants, Jungkookie, J-hope and Rap Monster. Yeah. I suppose I'd
do that. Oblivious to Jin's worried stare, I stood up abruptly and strolled towards the deserted cashier's. I felt
Jin's eyes bearing holes through my back, but I chose to ignore it due to my saddened and weary state.
"Jungkook ah, not much business today huh? Where's RapMon hyung and J-Hope hyung? One peppermint ice
blended tea and caramel tea if you don't mind anway," I muttered, blinking my tired eyes, offering the
young man who stood in front of me, a weak smile.
"Hyung... You look really sick. Jin hyung made you upset huh? Where's the dumb and dumber? Weren't they
supposed to help you with the surprise? J-hope hyung took the day off and RapMon went to the supermarket
to get more groceries. We eat lots you know. You should know since all of us stay together," Jungkook smiled
back, his chocolate orbs staring back into mine, concerned.
" Nah I'm fine Kook. Don't worry about me. Those two are probably squabbling again over which angry bird
figurine is cuter and who's taller. And yes, I definitely know how much all of us eat. Poor RapMon hyung," I
smiled, watching how Jungkook made the two drinks I had ordered skillfully.
Jungkook chuckled, smiling tenderly before passing me the two drinks.
"Thanks maknae yah~ How much is it? 9000 won?" I laughed good naturally before passing him some notes.
Jungkook only grinned, pushing the money away from him," It's on the house hyung. My treat, if Jimin hyung
finds out."
I smiled before ruffling his hair. He groaned before whining in disagreement," Hyung! Stop that!"
I could only laugh and run back to where Jin sat, looking jealous and angry. I snickered mentally.
*That's what you get for being mean and making me sad.* He's jealous? Ha! Well...I didn't like Jin
to be angry though and... Hmm... I'd take this to a ier route.
"Here's your drink Jin.... Oppa~" I murmured, smirking, winking at Jin rather suggestively.
Jin, who had grabbed his drink and sipped it, began to splutter and choke.
"Careful there, oppa~" I purred, deciding to take the seat opposite him. I knew Jin hyung had always had this
and kinks for stuff like that. Since Jimin and Suga hyung had probably forgotten about the supposed
surprise, I suppose I could take things down a different- a more spicy trail....
Next chapter will be ! Lalalalalalalalalala~ I miss all of you so much! -cries- I'd be taking a plane to Busan
tomorrow. I'd try to update 2 chapters of ' The diary of an abused child' as well as update this fic too~ If the wifi
is good later, I'd possibly update this fic first~ Be prepared for kinks that's bound to happen later in the restroom
-coughs- in the cafe. Who do you want to top? I don't know why but Jin seems like the most submissive male.
V seems more.... domineering ^^ comment your thoughts~ I'd keep them in mind ^^
Some gifs for all of you~ Credits to all owners of these gifs! <3
No matter what he does, he looks awkward! Hahahaha~ He's so cute <3
This.... -coughs- I love his eyes and smile ^^
Cute prancing lion <3
This gif never fails to amuse me... Poor Taehyunggie >< At least Jin hugged him! -pedo grin-
Some Suga for you? haha~
He looks like GD and Zelo here o-O
This.... ERHHHHMAAAGERDDDDDD I ship these two too~ I'd write a fic about them too~
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