How Much I Love You

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What would we call this complicated kind of relationship? Unrequited love. Yixing might as well be head over heels for his best friend since childhood. But that doesn't stop the younger man from crushing on another. Fresh out of high school and attending the same university, and also having the same dorm room as the said cursh (Kim Minseok). It's no secret between Yixing, Minseok and his friend from China Luhan. Though Jongdae doesn't know that and he doesn't have to know that. Yixing, on the other hand, likes to keep his own feelings to himself. Afraid that it might ruin their tight friendship. Even though it is torture to deal with this every day, Yixing would rather see his friend happy more than anything else in the world. He just wonders how long it will take for himself to finally break.

  Kim Jongdae
  Joining college at the tender age of 19. Almost always happy, and tries
  to keep a positive attitude when he can. Jongdae is currently spellbound
  and infatuated by Minseok's charms, oblivious to his friends gestures of
  affection which may lead to the difficult path ahead.
                              Major: Music, Bachelors

  Zhang Yixing
  If you're looking for calm, collected, and patitent (and obessive)
  this is Zhang Yixing, completely fallen for the innocent, and sweet Kim Jongdae
  Although their feelings aren't mututal, he's willing to make the latter happy
  by giving up who he loves the most.
                           Major: Bachelors, Performing Arts

 

  Kim Minseok
  Captian of the university's soccer team with LuHan as his "second in command,"
  and right hand man. Minseok, 25, has a bit of an interest in Jongdae, but has no idea
  how this whole "relationship" thing works. He isn't the serious relationship type and
  is rather awkward anyways. He puts his studies first before anything else.
                           Major: Masters, Psychology

 Lu Han
 Besides being a sweet little angel, Luhan isn't afraid of taking anyone down if necessary.
 He's very observant, but when it comes to himself and his own problems,
 he can be very very dense. In the dorm, he's like a mother to all, and can be very
 protective of his friends. Though he won't admit it, Luhan is an overall softie.

                          Major: Bachelors, Performing Arts

Foreword

"Hyung-ah! I don't wanna go in there!" Jongdae whines, trying to pull and tug away from him as Yixing had him by the sleeve, dragging him towards the school.

"It's not as bad as you thought it was! Just at least give high school a try." Yixing releases his sleeve, giving him a stern look with pleading eyes. Jongdae still wasn't convinced and dashed off the second his fingers let go of his sleeve. "Aishh! Jongdae! Get back here!" Yixing yells, dropping his back onto the ground with a thump before running after him, catching the smaller one by the waist. Jongdae whimpers.

"Let go of me! ! !" His cries for help were muffled when a hand clapped over his mouth. Yixing glares down at the younger one, who was giving him the most innocent smile. Hand still clasped over his mouth, the latter kept tugging him and whined when Jongdae kept resisting.

"Come on Jongdae. I don't wanna spend the rest of high school without you." He pouted. Jongdae huffed, shrugging himself away from the older one, crossing his arms.

"You can too. I can just... Become homeschooled or something."

"Jongdae." The threat in Yixing's tone hung from his lips, along with a glare that Jongdae swore could kill him.

"O-okay! Please stop staring at me like that... People are watching." He whispered under his breath, but he was still loud enough for Yixing to have heard him.

"And who's fault is that, hm?" He loosened his grip around his wrist, looping their arms together instead. "You'll have a grand time. It's not as bad as it would seem to be." He flashed the younger male a smile, while they walked towards the school. Jongdae only sighed, dragging his feet as if the proccess would be slowed if he did so.

PoetPerfection
Alright... I'm writing up my draft for my chapter two rewrite. I promise I'll try to be more organized with this story from now on. Thanks for sticking around~

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Cagachan04 #1
Chapter 12: My ChenLay! Noooo! Lol. In all seriousness though. If you've resorted to forcing yourself? It's not worth it. Never do that! You won't be happy with the finished product. And we, as readers, will be able to tell. Take the time you need to rewrite, edit and improve the story until your happy with it. ChenLay is worth the wait! (^__^)
MeiliXiaoLu
#2
Chapter 12: I'll wait for you author-nim....for your amazing story. Please take your time ^^
Fighting!
Cagachan04 #3
Chapter 12: Noooooo! Half a year is too long! ::insert strong use of puppy eyes and crocodile tears here::
My ChenLay!! (〒︿〒)
kakashilover #4
Chapter 11: Aghhhhh,,,,,mmm ,,,,,okay ,,,,I we'll be waiting and anticpating ur return
kanimelife #5
Chapter 10: More I need the xingdae/chenlay ❤❤❤❤
nightingalesatnight #6
Chapter 10: Yay you updated! Finally Yixing and Jongdae get some alone time together. I almost thought that Jongdae was going to invite Minseok along when they saw him but thankfully he didn't.
parvitasari #7
Chapter 10: Btw This story will end up with xiuchen or xingdae? If it will end up with xiuchen, i don't want to read any further.. i can't see my poor unicorn hurt.. i have to prepare my heart to read this story until the end, bcoz i'm totally hooked by this story of yours author nim..
Anyway can't you make jongdae jealous and feeling lonely bcoz yixing start to stay away and keep distance with him?
Update soon..
Miskii #8
Chapter 9: Sorry for not commenting earlier, I've been very tired this week and gone to bed really early after long days.
I was sad to see it wasn't an update, but it's okay. Sometimes inspiration needs to take some vacation too :)
I'm glad to see that you will continue the fic and I know it will be great if you just take your time on it.
And I don't think any of us readers wants you to rush your story, it's too beautiful for that :) <3
parvitasari #9
Chapter 9: It's ok.. take your time.. fighting.!!
kaikai-panda-chan #10
Chapter 7: This. Was. Too. Good. I had those 'fluttery' feels