Holding hand, gazing into each other…When they have become a couple?How can I not notice? Yea right, I am the one who always lock myself in my room not wanting to see how lovely is that family, secretly hoping that he will knock on my door one day. Ha, guess there is not going to have that one day.

 

"Happy Birthday, Sung! Here is your gift Hae and I choose it for you! She choose hers already, its a white cat.That's why two of you are twin sister." he flashed his cute smile that I love and show me a necklace with a shape of black cat pendant. "Keep it to yourself." "But-" "Sorry I still need to get my books from the locker and the class is going to start soon."

 

Yes, I love cat, black cat but I wish I don't. Why she loves cat too? Yea right, we are twin blablabla. She already get all the loves from mother, she loves cat too but its white cat that she loves hahaha how angelic. And now my crush, Chunji our childhood playmate, loves her too. How wonderful.

 

I open my locker and see the same black colour paper rose and ' To My Hae♡, Happy Birthday! ' can be seen written on a petal with white colour pen. Five words with a love and there is not even a 'From' or anything. Oh wait.. He already have his Hae already why he still send me this? Oh, so I'm the one who think he is the one sent me these everyday since last year when he is not the one? Haha MrGod, thanks for this wonderful birthday present!

 

So who it is? Guess there are still some stupit fellar love a huh? Well, I'm not actually a . It just she is too good to everyone so I become a ''. Haha, at least that's what I think- "ouch!who the hel-" that's hurt! Someone bump on me..or I bump on him whatever. "Sorry! I'm so sorry" a guy with nerdy big glasses bumped on me, wait he looks veryyyy very familiar. 'Ahn Daniel' oh, he is in one of my class but I heard he is a top student why he is in the same class with me? I'm not that stupit but my class is not for the top student la. "Nevermind." 

 

"Unnie, please...please come to have a dinner with us! Its yours birthday too!" "No, I still need to work." Its 8pm and I'm already wearing my short waitress uniform and a little smokey make up ready to go to work. "Unnie~pleas-"she whined. "Can you stop? I will be late." I put on my sneakers and walk to the bus stop ignoring mother's scolding. Like she care.She hates me. I know it since I am a small little girl, since I know the meaning of the words 'hate' and 'love'.

 

"Hae, what's up? Happy Birthday yah~" and he wink. As usual the gorgeous bartender, L.Joe greets me. Aww he knows, he is always the sweet guy and that wink, hehe. I always loves people call me 'Hae' I jus loves it but again, I wish I don't because everyone call my lovely little twin sister 'Hae' too. Yes, I'm jealous, I don't like. Why ? My name is Hae Sung I have 'Hae' in my name too! Why can't everybody just call her HaeMi? Jung HaeSung, Park HaeMi.. since we don't have the same father why name both us 'Hae' too? Still we are twin, I was borned half an hour before her. And I don't know where is my blood-related father, I didn't even seen a pic of him too, guess mother burn all of them since she hates him and me, too because I'm his daughter. Plus I don't know and not interested on what really happen to them too.However, hearing people who don't know her call me 'Hae' feels good.

 

I'm here working when that lovey family is having a fancy dinner. Yes, they are rich, I can use their money but I have my pride too so I want to work. I am a waitress working here in this famous club. "Hey dude, I'm not touchable." I shot a dead glare to that ugly guy who secretly touch my like I don't know. First rules in this club : waitress in uniform is not touchable. That's why I choose to work here plus the income is quiet high too. I know right? The rules sound weird, but after a few weeks I work here, this rule pop out, weird right? It was when I decided to quit because there are people ..emm touch me when I'm not a freaking .

 

Three shot of volka and I'm drunk like hell. I always drink after work, when its nearly 1a.m. And there is a ...should I call him a friend? Well, I can't simply call a guy a friend when I'm drunk and can't cleary remember his face. Well, I just love his aura. Its not the same like Chunji's but I love his more than Chunji's. Haha, I hope he is handsome. I used to not to get drunk after work because I hope I can see his face but he comes only when I'm drunk. Okayy I know its weird too. Niel, he just tell me call him 'Niel'. He always hear me blabblering when I'm drunk. I don't really remember what I have told him since last year.

 

"we.. have the... 'hics ...same..pret-'hics..-ty face.. why... 'hics ....mother loves her.. 'hics ..only..even Chun..Ji too..Niel-ah..whhyy??! .'hics .. L... 'hics ..Joie-ah.. give me 'hics .. one.. more glass 'hics ..ha... 'hics haha.."

 

"L.Joe, don't. Hae, you are too drunk.. I'll drive you home. Wait me outside. Just hear me once kay? I'm hurt seeing you like this and its your birthday you should be happy. "

 

"aww.. 'hics ..you sound...so.. 'hics ..sad...man..okaay.."

 

I stumble towards the bench outside when a group of-

 

"Hey , pretty lady? Alone? Wanna play some games wit-"

 

"Urh...Oops... 'hics ...I'm d..drunk.. 'hics ....I want.. to vom-" those things came out from my mouth had 'fly' towards that ugly guy..hehe my fault.

 

"YAH! Do you want to die? , you want to learn some lesson hmm?" I can blury see a baseball bat coming for my head.

 

"HAE! WATCH OUT!" It was too late.

 

Then, the last thing I can cleary see is my hand full of blood after I touch my head and finally, Niel clear and familiar face. Well, he does looks handsome. Darkness eat me up at last.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Stay tune there are still one chappie^^~

 

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