Pairing: BangLo/ BangZelo | Rated: T (suicide) Genre: Angst, suicide | Song: Chris Brown - Don't judge me (SoMo cover)

\And I scream, then they constrict tighter around me/

Flashes of a camera, screaming from the angry people, threats. Zelo shut it out the best he could, but the hatred towards himself only inspired the actions he was about to make happen. He was gay, yes, now known by all of South Korea. Hell, known by the entire world. But that wasn't what effected him, that didn't make him want to break down and cry. Yongguk was crying, crying. He was crying out to the people that pulled Zelo's hair, cut him with keys, nails, knifes. He was breaking, Junhong was dying. And the worst part was that Yongguk couldn't help him, he couldn't stop the thousands, the millions, that hated his baby. That's right, his.

So Zelo waited until Yongguk went to sleep before downing the nearby sleeping pills. He waited for the right moment.