REGRET
REGRET
REGRET
“what a weither it is!!” the tan guy beside me keep whining,
“Noona, How bout an ice cream? Wait here, i’ll take it for you” I just smiled when he asked me. He’s so charming, caring and sweet to me. It’s been 10 years I met him.
--flashback—
“yah!!! Stupid boy,,,why you bullied a girl” I saw at kid shoo them. “are you okay?” he lent me a hand to stand up. “are you new here?” he keep asked me. “why you didn’t answer my question?” he start furrowed his eyes.
“thank you” I said in English. I knew what he asked, but I didn’t know how to answer in Hangguk. I’m just move in here, I never using Hangguk because of I lived in California before. Who’s using Hangguk there? Even my parents didn’t use it.
“owaaaaaaaaaaaaa………can you speak in hangguk? Foreigner, Daebbak!!!, I have a friend made in USA” he started dance like a dork. “Kwon Yul, 11 years old” he introduced himself. “nice to meet you” said in English, “Hahahaha,,,, sorry I just knew that!” by the way, I’m going home, where do you live? He asked, “house???” he add in English.
I pointed where’s my house, “my house there too” he said in English. I smiled to him, “I understood what you said in Hangguk, but I just didn’t know how to replay in Hangguk too, Just it”. I said to him.
He blinked his eyes twice, “hahahaha,,,,,let’s go home” he took my hand in happiness, I guess he understands what I said to him, “Honestly, I didn’t know what you said,,,hahhaha but when you pointed where’s your house I think we’re in one way”. He scratched his neck.
--End Flashback—
I learned Hangguk from him, he’s so dork, caring and also sweet to me. Even I rejected him, yeah he kinda asked me to be his girlfriend. But I was not sure with my heart, I don’t want to hurt him at end so I rejected him.
But now I think I have the same feeling with him, just waiting a right moment I’ll say that magic word.
“Noona,,,,it’s yours” he lend me a strawberry ice cream while he had a chocolate ice cream. “why you gave me this flavor, you know what I love right?” I protested. “Noona, you’re always eating this flavor, just try another flavor, and it not bad Noonaaaaaa…..” he said with aegyo. “stop your aegyo, it’s ya know!” I warned him. “hehehe, but I’m so sure you love my aegyo…..right Ms. Jung?” he pinched my cheek and running away from me.
He keep running until “bruggggggggggggggggggg……….” He bumped a girl, “are you okay?” he asked, “I’m okay” the girl said, “sorry” he said sorry and lend a hand to help her up. “once again sorry” he bowed to the girl, the girl’s giving him an eye smile. And he run toward me.
“Eish….Noona,,,it’s because of you!!” he said to me, “Mwooooo??!! Yah! You’re the one who bumped her why it’s my fault?” I punched his shoulder, “Yah! Noona,,,,that’s hurt! What a girl are you….?” I gave him an ice glare. “uwaaaaaaaaaaaa…..seriously your glared is more than cold than this ice cream,, hehehehe,,,okay, sorry. You’re my beautiful Noona in this world.” He took my hand “let’s go home!”.
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Where he is??, what’s going on with him, why he always late, sometimes he canceled our date, I hope he’ll come tonight, it’s his birthday. I prepare anything for it. I baked him a cake, I smiled when I see my creature, I hope he’ll love my cake. I took my phone and text him to come tonight, after a moment I got a replay. I almost tear up when read it. He said he’ll gonna celebrate it with friend of his.
He never do that before, we’re always celebrating it together, when his or mine. Why he changed bout a month. But I can’t blame him, maybe he need it too.
I smiled when another message came. –I’ll make it up with you, after I’ve done with my friend Noona J-
-You better do that Kwon or else L- I replaid.
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“Noona,,,,sorry for last night” he’s coming up to my house, “hmmmm” I answered, “what hmmmm hah?!, please don’t made at me Noona” He’s nagging me. “okay… I’ll give you an ice cream” he said, “ are you thinking I’m a kid” I said in cold manner. “okay,,,sorry…so what do you want??” he said again.
I’m walking to the kitchen and take a cake I baked yesterday. “eat it” I asked, “mwo???!!! Noonaa,,,,,my teeth will freeze when eat it, seriously Noona” I glared at him, “Okay…okay,,,,I’ll eat it,,but…………….” He said, “what again?” I said, “you didn’t take a poison right?” he eyed me with a grin, “yah!! Are you thinking I’m a murder” I punched his arm. “hehehe,,,kidding” he ate my cake, I smiled when he greet his teeth.
Suddenly he took a cream cake on my face, and I guess we make it up already.
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“Noona……………..you remember a girl who I bumped bout a month ago?” he asked me, “nugu?! You’re always bumping on anything” I said to him, “yah!! Noona, I’m serious” he pouted. “stop that Kwon, it’s not suit with your face anymore” but inside in my heart I’m really want to kiss it. Oh my gosh, what I’m thinking,,, forget it Jung!.
“Noona,,,,I,,, hehehehe,,,,” he stretch his neck, what’s going on with him, why he suddenly so weird, “Noona,,,please help me” he continuing, “what a help you want Kwon” I said in sarcastic, “Noona,,,, Iloveyou” he said so hurry, “what???!!!!, are you crazy or what Kwon, how can anyone can understand what you say”. I said to him.
“Noona….”
“……………?”
“I…………..”
“…………….?”
“love”
“…”
“you”
He ended his word, I’m widen my eyes and blinking it twice, “Noona, how….?” He asked, “I love you too….Yul” I answered, “yeshhhhh!!!!!” he jump “so she’ll answer with yes Noona”……. She, who’s she you said.
He hug me, “Noona, I’m going say ‘I love you’ to Tiffany, she’s the one who I bumped a month ago”. I tear up when hearing it, so it’s Tiffany, not me. So he want say that to Tiffany. “Noona…. Are you okay? Why you’re crying?” he asked me. “oh…I’m okay, I’m going home Yul” I said and walking away. “but Noona, you said you want eat Bulgogi?” he asked me, “sorry Yul, I remember to come home early to Dad”. I reasoned.
I locked myself in my room, didn’t dare to out from here. I want to reduce this hurt, alone…..just it that I want it now. I know it’s my fault, my fault because I rejected him. But why he changed so soon, so he want to play with my heart. But I can’t blame him, I’m the one who want it. I said clearly to him, I just want him to be my dongsaeng, not more than it.
I can’t return anything. Just bear it Jessica Jung.
**********FIN**********
HI GUYS….LOL
MEET ME AGAIN, IT’S BECAUSE I DON’T HAVE A THINGS TO DO, SO I JUST SPENT MY TIME TO WRITE IT.
FOR YOUR INFORMATION, I DON’T KNOW WHEN I CAN WRITE AGAIN, IT’S BECAUSE MY LAPPY IS BORROWED WITH MY SISTA. AND I DUNNO WHEN I CAN PUBLISH OR JUST SAY HELLO TO YOU.
‘WHY YOU DIDN’T USE PUBLIC NETTING AUTHOR?’ IF ANYONE ASK IT, IT’S BECAUSE I HATE A PUBLIC NETTING, AND IN MY COUNTRY PUBLIC NETTING IS SUCH A , LOL… BUFFERING LIKE NO TOMORROW.
SO JUST WAITING MY SISTA GIVE IT BACK TO ME, OKAY ;)
‘WHY ME GIVE IT TO MY SISTA?’ LOL,,,,IT’S BECAUSE SHE’S ON THE LAST SEMESTER OF HER COLLEGE, AND YOU KNOW WHAT THE LAST SEMESTER STUDENT DOING RIGHT?
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