We were there with the food and he tried them and said ‘perfection!’ We left after that and Luhan asked me something.

‘Are you ok, because you seem to quite upset about something.’

‘it’s nothing.’

‘Don’t lie to me, I know something’s on your mind.’

‘My ex was telling me that his new girlfriend was going to beat me up that’s why we broke up.’

‘So that’s why you went to Xiumin for a hug.’

‘Yes because him and I knew each other since we were little.’

‘oh.’

‘he’s like my best friend.’

‘I’m sorry.’

‘why you didn’t do anything wrong.’

‘I saw you read his letter and I know what that feels like.

'I just have no idea what heartbreak feels like because he was my first boyfriend I've ever had.'