https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=24WyNfjg-t8

Jinri's P.O.V

The camera's flashing everywhere, why did I pick this job? I searched up on a phone yet another negative comment about me. 

"Choi Sulli slacking off again" "Sulli just a filler of f(x)"

I turned off my phone and just looked out the window, will I ever be good enough? I sometimes start to wonder why I ever joined this industry, its not that I dont like my job no who wouldn't want to live a glamorus life of an idol, but it gets hard sometimes I just want to run away somewhere far some where I can go and just do what I want to without being judged. We finally reached SM Building, a place where dreams come true but for me its just a place where I lost my childhood.I walked and greeted all my collegues, these people I've known all my life well must of my life anyways.

I reached to the practice room for trainee's, I looked at his soft features, whenever my day was hard he would always brighten it up. I stood there just watching him his sleak moves the way his dance steps are never out of beat. The music stopped and he looked up at me, did he not notice all this time I was watching him. 

"Jinri ah how long have you been here" ah so now he finally decides to notice me

"Not long I just got here" 

Sehun's P.O.V

I finished dancing when I saw Sulli, I really missed her she hasn't been present at the the company lately. Of course I noticed her watching me but I just pretened not to.

"Oppa you promised me to teach me some dance moves" ah Jinri she always tries hard " Yah you better not say I dont have the time, Oh Sehun you promised."

" Yah Jinri I haven't said anything yet, Of course I'll teach you some dance moves" I looked at the clock its already 12am " Miss Jinri aren't you gonna sleep you have a busy day tomorrow don't you"

"Sehun I have a busy day everyday just hurry up and teach me some dance moves I have to improve for our comeback I dont want to slow down the members" I went up to her and we danced through the night, Jinri will you ever know how much you mean to me. 

Jinri's P.O.V

I woke up early again thanks to manager oppa, must I have to go to an interview this early. 

" Sulli hurry up you're the last one" Aish Vic umma is yelling at me again

"Wait unnie I can't find my phone" I looked everywhere, aish where could it be, I finally gave up and headed out the door

"What took you so long did you find it"

"Ani, I think I left it in the practice room last night' ah that must be it, Im pretty sure I put it down some where while dancing with Sehun. We finally got to our location

"Remember guys if they ask a private question just aviod it and change the topic" there goes manager oppa warning us again...

2 hours later after the interview I left to meet up with Sehun.  

"JINRI" I heard Sehun calling me from across the shop

"Yah keep it down, people will hear you" 

"So they know you as Sulli not Jinri, there could be plenty of Jinri's" Aish this guy

" Fine oh why did you want to meet me" 

Sehun's P.O.V

Okay so here goes nothing, but will she accept me, Im pretty sure idols better than me have confessed to her.

"Jinri ah I want to say something, I mean we've known each other for a very long time and I think its safe to say this-"

"Oh Sehun, I dont have much time cut to the point" 

"I would have been to the point if you didn't interrupt me, anways what I was saying was Choi Jinri would you be my-" Ring Ring, Really must a phone ring right now "Just hold on a second"

"Yeoboseyo"

"Oh Sehun where the hell are you you're needed at SM"

"Why, is it important hyung?"

" I think so I mean Lee Soo Man want's to see us" 

" Arasso I'm coming right now"

"Jinri, something urgent came up I need to go to the company" I guess I can just tell her later

" Your going to the company can I tag along I'm heading there anyways" I nodded my head and we both headed to the company "Well bye Sehun, see you later" I rushed over to meet my hyungs

"Hyungs whats the matter Kai called me and said something urgent came up" I hope its nothing bad

"Its nothing bad Sehun,at least we dont think so" I looked at Suho hyung, what could it be? We all went to LSM's office

"Ah guys I've been expecting you" We all walked into his officed I can tell all the other members were as nervous as I was even though Suho hyung told us it was nothing bad " Dont worry kids its good news" We all looked at each other it couldn't be "Your all debuting soon, we already have your album ready all you need to do is record it and we can start filming the teasers" This is the best news ever we all have been training for a long time and finally we get to debut I can't wait to tell Sulli. After he dismissed us all the members were cheering, as we reached the practice roomI saw SHINee, Super Junior and all the other sunbae's waiting for us.

"I heard you guys are debuting" smiled Jonghyun hyung, all the sunbaes came up to congratulate us, but something or someone was missing. I went out to the balcony (yes SM has one now) and saw Sulli looking out into space

"Yah Choi Jinri are you not planing on congratulating me?" She looked back at me suprised

"When did you get here, Of course I want to congratulate you but there are so many people up there" She paused for a moment "And I was wondering about this morning what did you want to say to me" Ah thats right maybe this is the perfect time to confess 

"Well I wanted to tell you that I-" 

"Sehun, Sulli why are you out here come back to the practice room" Kai why is he here I was just about to urgh 

Jinri's P.O.V

1 month later

I haven't seen Sehun around at all, I mean we would bump into each other occasionally but his been so busy with recording their debut album. I should be happy for him I know but its killing me he hasn't called for weeks and when we see each other its just a casual hi. I knocked off the thoughts about and and got ready for another interview

During the interview

Its so boring and the camera is not even focusing on me sigh all I can think about now is Sehun. Im pretty sure he was having his jacket photoshoot, I was interrupted by my thoughts when the host asked me something.

"Sulli-shi I don't mean to be rude but this is a question that a lot of viewers want to know, how do you feel about being how filler of the group" what, how am i suppose to answer to this

"I dont think this topic is necessary and no one in f(x) is a filler" thanks Amber unnie but is it really true 

On the ride her I was quiet, I mean I don't know why I'm so upset for I've heard this before but I've never had someone say or ask this straight to my face. 

Sehun's P.O.V

I was in the car when I came across an article 

Is Sulli really a filler in F(x) 

Sulli ah maybe I should go and see her, even though Sulli is always smiling and happy Jinri is insecure and is just like every other teen girl. I went to the practice room as soon as I got out of the car, I know she would be here she would always relieve her stress by coming here. I opened the door and saw Sulli in the corner of the practice room just sitting there.

"Choi Jinri what are you doing there" she seems to be suprised by my presence

"Sehun ah it hard, its hard being an idol i dont want to do it anymore" she looked so weak she wasnt the Sulli that everyone loved but she was Jinri a girl with a lot of flaws. It was hard seeing her like this 

"Jinri ah I told you not to get effected by these negative people, there are people who support you and love you" Jinri if only if you knew that you really are talented 

"But its too much sometimes i think what if I really am a filler,my job is visuals and its just visuals Im not good at anythign else and -" I cut her off and placed my lips on hers sometimes she thinks too much and worries too much 

"I like you" 

"What" 

"Well remember when you asked me what I wanted to tell you at the cafe, well i wanted to tell you that I like you and that your perfect" ♥

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Yeah the ending kinda but enjoy & comment below on what you think! Also who should I pair Sulli with in my new oneshot? :D