“When do we…stop?” “When do we draw the line?”

“Will we ever draw the line?”

“Will you…not love me anymore or did you even love me?”

“Would I be happy once again without you?”

“Would I find somebody new…somebody else?”

I open my eyes slightly seeing the alarm clock on the side of my end table stare back at me with the bright red numbers saying, 5:53 a.m. I was already awake, but I didn’t want to get up. Today, I feel like . ‘Donghae,’ was the first person who came into my mind today, but I didn’t want to think of him…for once not him. My heart feels like it is throbbing in my chest right now as I think of him. It hurts…but at the same time it feels, well good. What really makes my heart hurt is that I know that whatever we have between us is gonna end pretty soon and what makes me feel worse about it is…I feel like I can’t do a damn thing about. Tears begin to form in my eyes as I think about. I didn’t know that a friendship could even go this…far.