I Can't Lose You

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Eomma... Appa...
Please...
Forgive me...
I'm not a good son for you..



"Ryeowookie...."

"Ryeowookie... Wake up, baby..."


Wookie open his eyes slowly, staring in confuse when he was being greeted by his parents sweet smile for him...


"Eomma... Appa.... I miss you..." Wookie hugged them really tight while they only can reply the hug back, kissing their lovely son's hairs

"Eomma... Appa.. Don't you miss me?? Not have any sweet words for me...??" Wookie asked to them who keep smile to him

"How can we miss you while you always inside our heart everytime...? We always watching you from a far... We are really sorry for not standing beside you in reality... We can't comfort you when you need us... Wookie-ah... Stop crying..."

"Eomma... Appa... Mianhae... I'm sorry for doing this... I'm not have any choice... I love Kyuhyunie so much... I can't lose him.. I..."

"We know it, Wookie... We supporting you for everything.. You should having your happiness.. Take it.. We don't want to see your tears anymore, baby..."

"Eomma... Appa... I love you..."

"You better saying this words than you miss us, baby... Because we're always on your heart... We will always take care of you... We love you, my baby son..."




"Wookie... Wookie... Wake up... Hey..." Heechul called Wookie who fall asleep in his parent's room

"Hyung? Sorry... I'm fall asleep..." Wookie said, wake up immediately and rubbed his sleepy eyes

"No.. It's okay.. We aren't in hurry, right?" Wookie smile and nodded while he trying to wake up

"Let me help you... Wahh... I never imagine if i was pregnant same as you.. It must be so hard to have big stomach like this.. Hey, little baby.. Don't be naughty at there..." Heechul said while carressing Wookie's stomach

"It isn't that hard, Hyung..."

"Such a liar... If not that hard, you won't cry if it getting hurt..." Wookie laugh when Heechul ruffle his hairs

"Hyung... Let's go now..."

"Are you ready to leave now?" Wookie nodded to answers him


Wookie take a look for the last time to his house where white fabric covered all goods inside it.. Murmured a fighting word softly before he locked the door.. He walk slowly to Heechul's car which waiting for him to his destination...
 

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"Kyu..."

"Hmm??"

"Have you prepare to our holiday?" Minho asked while Kyu keep busying himself with reading a book

"Not yet..."

"Hmm... Need me to help you?"

"No..." Kyu answers straightly

"Kyu..."

"Can you stop being noisy with asking me all those nonsense???" Kyu throw an irritated look which success to made Minho's feeling tensed up

"Why?? Not like it?? Kyu.. Did you do this when you in relationship with that ?? Being cold? Looked irritated when he ask you many nonsense question??" Minho asked Kyu who only look at another direction

"Look at me..." Minho said but Kyu not respons him anything

"Look at me, Kyu..."

"What again uh??!!"

"Am i only replacement??" Kyu let out an heavy sigh, put the book on the table harshly, he look deeply into Minho's eyes

"Yes... You only a replacement.." Kyu said before he leave Minho alone in a cafe

"What??? How can he... Aiiish!!!" Minho grumble, feel pissed off with Kyu's behavior toward him

 

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"Wookie... You are coming???" Teukie greet Wookie who entering Cho's family house like mansion with hugging him

"Hyung... How are you...??"

"Waah??? How can you ask me that question?? I'm the one who should ask you that question.. By the way, you look more fresh than before..." Teukie carressing Wookie's cheeks, staring into the boy who keep smiling

"It must because of me who worked hard to cheered him up..." Heechul put his arms around Wookie's shoulders pinched the boy's cheek

"Hyung... Adjuma... Adjushi.. Have back home?" Wookie asked

"Hmm.. They are comeback yesterday... Heechul told me, you want to meet them..."

"Can i, Hyung?"

"Of course... Come on.. They must be at their room.. Me and Heechul will accompany you..." Teukie said, guide Wookie to his parent's office room
 

 



"Wookie??!!!" Kyu's parents look surprised with Wookie's appereance on their room


Wookie walk slowly to approached them, not remove his gaze even a bit from Kyu's parents figure...


"Adjuma... Adjushi... Long time no see..." Wookie try to kneel but they immediately forbid him

"Wookie... Wookie.. No..."

"Wookie... You don't have to kneel.. You are pregnant.." Kyu's mom hold Wookie's arms, force him to stand up but Wookie refuse it and keep being stubborn to kneel in front of them

"No.. No.. Adjuma... Adjushi... Please... Let me greet you in formality.." Wookie said

"Wookie... Who are we for you??"

"Wookie.. Please... We aren't deserve..."

"No... You two deserve it... Adjuma... Adjushi... You will be my parents in law, right?" Wookie asked which made them look surprised

"What????"

"Adjuma... Adjushi... Help me... Please.. Help me... I don't know where i should ask for help..."

"Wookie... What help?"

"P-please... Please help me to talk to Kyu... Please help me to getting him back..."

"Wookie... I'm sorry... but,... You know the reasons why Kyu decide to leave you... It's..."

"I forget it already...." Wookie tears fall without permission when he told them that he forget about the accident

"W-what??" They feels surprised with Wookie's statement

"I forget it already... I forgive you two already...."

"Wookie..."

"I'm sorry... I didn't mean to bothering you two with my relationship with Kyu... But.. He won't hear me.. He even refuse to meet me.. So,.. I thought.. Talk to you is the best idea since you two are Kyu's parents..."

"Wookie... Listen to me..."

"No... Please, listen to me first..."

"I know.. As a son,... I shouldn't be like this... So easy i forgiving someone who made my father died... But,... I'm not have any option.. If.. If i'm not love your son, maybe i won't being like this... If i'm not have a child from your son.. Maybe i won't do this... If.. If i don't want parent's figure anymore.. Maybe i won't kneel on here.. Kyu ever promise me, will bring me to new happy family when appa leave me... But, until now... I'm not see it.. Day by day i spent it with being lonely.. And now..i'm here... I need him to make it happen.. I need new family who love me.. I need parents in this earth who can love me like my eomma and appa did... Adjuma.. Adjushi... Please... Let me.. Let me join into your family as your son in law.. Please.. Help me to bring Kyu back to me... Please..." Wookie said while sobbing

"Wookie...." Kyu's mom kneel in front of him and hug him

"Please.. Please adjuma..."

"Teukie.. Heechul... Where is Kyuhyunie?"

"He.. He is out since morning, daddy... Do you need me to call him?" Teukie asked

"No, let's wait for him.. He will back... Wookie... Please, wake up... " Kyu's appa hold Wookie's both hands and help him to stand up

"Wookie.. We're really thank you for your kindness... Thanks for forgive us... i promise.. I will work hard to help you to get Kyuhyunie back to you... But,... Can you call us daddy and mommy now? That's a son in law should do, right? We are your parents too, right?" Kyu's appa said, wipes Wookie's tears while the later only smile

"My husband was right... You should call me mommy like Kangin hyung did..."

"I.. Ne.. Mommy.. Daddy...."

"Waaahhh... Sounds really cute, Mom... Seems like you have a little son now..." Heechul squeal

"Wookie... Don't cry anymore... You have us to help you... We will try to talk with Kyu.." Kyu's mom said while carressing Wookie's hairs

"Hmm.. You must be tired... Will you stay here? Teukie... Prepare a guest room for Wookie..."

"Daddy.. No... Can.. Can i sleep in Kyu's room?"

"What?? Wookie... Are you sure?" They are startled with Wookie's question

"Hmm.. I believe he won't hurt me..."

"But..."

"It's okay, Hyung... Don't worry..."

"Well, if you need it... Let's go to his room..." Teukie said, help Wookie to bring his bag

"Take a rest, Wookie-ah..."




Wookie staring into Kyu's room which look messy than the last time he see it... He sigh softly before he start cleaning the messy bed, put all books which scattered on the floor back to the drawer... Open the curtain which made the room become dark...


"Yaa!!! Who are you?!!!"


Wookie stop cleaning when he heard some voice which interupted him.. He staring into the owner of the voice who look suprised..


"Yaa!! Kim Ryeowook... What are you doing in here??"

"Why?? Then what are you doing in here too?? It's not your room..."

"It's not my room but it's my boyfriend's room.." Wookie chuckled when he heard Minho's statement

"Aigoo.. How funny to hear that statement.." Wookie said, try to ignore Minho's appereance

"Yaaa!!! Go away from here!!"

"I don't want..."

"Aiishhh!!! Go away before Kyu come here.."

"Why? Do you scare if Kyu find me? Find his true love?" Wookie asked, smile in victory to look Minho's expression

"You are so funny.. Still calling yourself as Kyu's true love while he already forget you.."

"Really? Forget me? Is that because replacement like you?"

"KIM RYEOWOOK!! HOW DARE YOU!!!"

"Why? What makes you really mad? You ever said i'm a replacement.. But, seems like... We can see, who is the real replacement in here.. "

"Yaa!!!"


Both of them stop bickering when the door opened and Kyu entering the room..


"What happen in here?" Kyu asked to them

"Kyu.. Look!! How can he come to your room without permission..??" Minho said, linked his arm into Kyu's arm acted like a couple

"You... Why did you come to my room without permission too? Remove your arm before i do it first.." Kyu said coldly make Minho removing his hands immediately

"Get out..." Kyu said

"Yaa!! Kim Ryeowook!! Don't you hear it?? He told you to out from here.. Go away!!!" Minho said to Wookie who keep in silence

"Not him... But you, Minho-ah..."

"K-Kyu... What??"

"Get out... I need to talk with him..."

"Aiiish!!!" Minho look irritated and leave Kyu room
 

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"K-Kyu... How are you??" Wookie greet Kyu first while the later keep staring at him coldly

"Why did you here? What makes you come here? All of it won't work, Ryeowook-ssi..."

"Kyu..."

"I can't comeback to you.. And i won't..."

"Why???" Wookie interupted Kyu's words

"You still ask me why??"

"Kyu... I forgive your parents already..."

"It's not about you forgive them already or not... But..."

"What but?? Not fair? Then what is fair for you??? What if fair for you, Kyu?!!! Leave me? Leave me?? If you think with leave me it's fair for you.. Then what is fair for me?!!! What?!!!"

"Ryeowook-ssi..."

"Ryeowook-ssi... Ryeowook-ssi?? Since the first time we meet, you never call me like that but why now... Yaaa!! Cho Kyuhyun.. If you think with being like this you can make me give up.. You got it wrong... I will show you who is the real Kim Ryeowook.." Wookie said before he leave Kyu's room

"W-what?? Is.. Is he my Ryeowookie?" Kyu look not believing for what he see


Wookie not cry even a bit..
Wookie look stronger than before..
Wookie is different...
He even look really angry for what i did...
Ryeowookie... Is that you??




"Wookie... What are you doing??" Heechul asked, confuse when he found Wookie, leaning on the door, holding back his tears with take a deep breath several times

"Hyung..."

"Yes?? Wookie.. It's not a time to give a birth, right? Your face look really red..."

"No.. No, i'm okay... Hyung... Can.. Can i have a rest on your room for a while? I.. I'm a bit tired.."

"Kyu... Inside?" Heechul asked while Wookie only nodding to answers him

"Okay... i need to hang out with my friends until tonight.. You can use my room in free.. Is it okay to not accompany you?"

"I'm okay, Hyung... I only need to have a rest for an hours.. Tonight, i will sleep on Kyu's room,,"

"Do you fight with him?"

"Hmm.. We had bickering.." Wookie answers while Heechul only smile and ruffle his hairs

"Glad to see you stronger than before... Go to have a rest now.." Wookie smile and walk to Heechul's room

 

 

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"Kyu..."

"Teukie hyung??" Kyu called his brother who come to his room

"What are you doing here? Where is Wookie??" Teukie asked, looking around to find his brother in law figure

"He?? No... He is not here since.. Since..."

"Since when?" Teukie asked look curious

"We bickering when i found him on my room this noon.. And he is not comeback..."

"Why?? Did you scold him again? Kyu... He is... Aissh!! I'm tired to tell you about it again and again.. Stop hurting him.. I will call Heechul.. Maybe Wookie with him..." Teukie dialing Heechul number immediately

"Does he pick up the call?" Kyu asked his brother who glaring at him

"No.. And if Wookie in problem, i promise i will punish you.."

"Hyung... I'm your brother..."

"My brother Cho Kyuhyun is a mature man.. He never hurt someone like you did lately to Wookie..." Teukie said which successed made Kyu pout and feel guilty

"Hyung..." Kyu called Teukie who ready to leave the house

"What?? I should find Wookie.. I know you won't find him because Kyuhyunie who Wookie love so much is different now... I don't know what kind of love that you have now.. Love to hurting him or love to protecting him.." Teukie said before he leave the stunning boy in the room alone




-flashback-


"Kyu..." Wookie called, linked both of his hand on Kyu's arm

"Why??"

"Don't leave me..." Wookie said while pouting

"I'm not go anywhere, Wookie-ah.. Only go to kitchen to have some snack.."

"Will you take a long time?"

"Why?? What makes my baby look in worry like this? You can find me at kitchen if i take a long time..."

"How??? Your house really huge... I believe i will lost someday if you not guide me... I only remember the way from the front door to your room.. And the other place.. I don't know..." Wookie said   made Kyu laugh to see his cuteness

"You are too much... Are you sure you still has not remember every corner of my house?" Kyu asked and Wookie shake his head to answers him

"Then don't go anywhere without me... Because, i will going crazy if i can't find you in a minute.. Or maybe a seconds..." Kyu said, peck Wookie lips and carressing his cheeks



-end flashback-



"Wookie...." Kyu called Wookie's name before he leave his room



Kyu run around his house.. Try to find Wookie figure in every part of his house.. From the front yard, back yard, dinning room, kitchen until he stop his track when he heard Heechul and Teukie's conversation in the living room..


"It's okay.. He can sleep with me... I'm not have a heart to wake him.. He look tired... You know he cleaned Kyu's room when he just arrive at here.. But, what he got? He only got hurt because Kyu call him using Ryeowook-ssi... "

"He called Wookie with Ryeowook-ssi??"

"Wookie told me like that.. Kyu acted really cold to Wookie..."

"He must be really sad for it..."

"Sshh!! You right... Even he acted really strong.. He can't hide his sadness... I found his eyes a bit swollen when i back.. I'll bet he crying in my room..."




Kyu sigh in relieved when he found Wookie sleeping figure on Heechul's bed.. He entering his brother's room without permission, walk slowly try to not disturb the sleeping boy... Kyu kneel beside the bed, staring into Wookie's face, removing his bangs to see an glistening tears which made Wookie's eyelashes getting wet...


"Wookie.... Wookie... My Ryeowookie..." Kyu called Wookie softly while sobbing

"I miss you, Wookie-ah... I miss you... I miss you so much.... " Kyu kiss Wookie's forehead and leaned to smelling Wookie's sweet scents from his hairs

"Baby... How are you? Do you miss appa??" Kyu asked, carressing Wookie's big stomach


"Kyu... You were here??" Heechul got surprised when he entering his room and found Kyu beside his bed

"Hmm.. I come here to pick up the guest on my room.. How can he sleep in your room like this..." Kyu said, wipes his tears secretly, hope Heechul not notice it

"Sshh!!! He is sleep already... Let him sleep in here..."

"No.. He can't... He will disturb you.."

"Huhhh?? Does my ears got problem?? Am i not wrong to hear it?"

"Noisy!! I will bring him back to my room.." Kyu said, carefully carry Wookie with bridal style

"K-kyu... He is pregnant..."

"I know... I know what should i do to carry him.. Open the door for me..."

"Aiiish!!! Crazy... It's dangerous, Cho Kyuhyun!!!" Heechul following Kyu to his room, open the door for him




"Kyu!! Your bed... You only have one pillow and cushion.."

"We are use with it before... Don't worry.. Get out now..." Kyu said, lying Wookie on his bed softly, placed the cushion under Wookie's head

"Stubborn.. Whatever you want to do laa..." Heechul said and leave Kyu's room with smirk appear on his face witho

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urgoodmate #1
Chapter 20: I really love ur story
Opie90 #2
Chapter 7: Why minho do that? Its too childish, but i guest minho start realease his felling to kyuhyun
Opie90 #3
Chapter 6: Ommo that's was great story. Really sorry coz found this earlier. Snd my english is not good enough. Mianhae :)
ryeonggu09
#4
Chapter 20: omo so cute! funny how kyuhyun is unstoppable ert! a little tooo old man! gyahahaha! thanks for holding onto him ryeonggu~
NishaRyeosomnia #5
Chapter 20: huwaaa.. >.<
this ending so romantic.. hihihi
i want boyfriend like Kyu too la.. #dicekekWook
hehe, seneng dech liat mereka kek gitu..
ok, aq lanjut baca ffmu yg lain ne nnti.. ^^
NishaRyeosomnia #6
Chapter 19: huft, Minho dah nyerah..
dan akhir'a dy sadar seberapa besar cinta Kyu ke Wook
aigo, Minjae-ya, bagi donk foto KyuWook yg lg kisseu.. >.<
Minjun bener2 kek Wook ya.. kkkk
kasian Kyu anak'a ngikutin sifat dy,, hihihi
NishaRyeosomnia #7
Chapter 18: Kyu babo namja..
giliran kek gini aja baru dech dy nyesel..
hayu sih, keras kepala, so stubborn boy.. -_-
Minho, greget dech liat'a disini, tp aq ucapin makasih ya udh mau jadi tempat pelarian Kyu sekaligus nyadarin Kyu kl dy tu ga bisa jauh2 dari Wook..
coba kl Wook ga dirimu dorong, mana bakal Kyu sadar.. #smirk
Wook baby, please, bertahan ya, ini br awal mulai kebahagiaanmu beb.. :')
NishaRyeosomnia #8
Chapter 17: huweee~~
Eonniii~~ T^T
chap ini bikin aq kesel sama Kyu.. #tendangKyu
jahat banget sih??
padahal Wook udh berusaha bwt maafin Appa & Eomma Cho..
tp Kyu malah ninggalin Wook kek gitu,,
udh ditinggalin disakitin lg bathin'a..
apa dy ga inget sama janji2 dy dl ke Wook??
mana Minho manfaatin kesempatan banget,,
bikin tambah kesel ke si koropi.. -_-
NishaRyeosomnia #9
Chapter 16: why about the car, Kyu??
mobil siapa itu emang??
ck, Wook mah ga jauh2 dari jerapah ya??
dalam sejarah belum ada pangeran naik jerapah bwt nemuin sang pujaan hati.. -_-
aigo, Minho kelakuan makin aneh aja dech,,
btw eonni, apa kau punya dendam pribadi ke Minho sampe tega bikin dy jadi antagonis??
NishaRyeosomnia #10
Chapter 15: oh no, kenapa Wookie's appa harus kecelakaan??
sapa itu yg nabrak??
Minho kah??
aigo, semoga aja hal terburuk ga terjadi..
btw Minho maksa bgt sih??
kl Kyu ga mau ikut ya biar sih..
kenapa dirimu selalu membuat perasaanku jungkir balik eonni-ya??
di awal manis2 adegan'a, giliran kesini'a nyesek.. -_-
pdhl aq demen bgt tu liat kyu sengsara gara2 ga dikasih nyimpen foto bayi'a.. kkkk