"Wookie... A-Are you s-sure?" Kyu asked once again

"Kyu... I still remember that!! that's accident still playing on my head like a movie.. I know really well.. That's car.." Wookie said while crying hard on Kyu's embrace

Kyu take a deep breath, holding back his tears as hard as he can..

"Follow me..." Kyu hold Wookie's hand really tight and guide him to his car

"W-where?"

"Make sure about that car, Wookie.." Kyu said before he turn on the engine

Wookie look at his hand which hold by Kyu really tight along the way to their destination.. He staring into Kyu's expression which he never see before..

Kyu look pale...

Kyu sweating in fearness...

Kyu's hand really cold like he is really nervous...

Many question appear on Wookie's head due the silence between them..

What's wrong with Kyu?

Why did he act like he know where that car will going?

Who is the owner of the car?

"We are arrived..." Kyu said when they arrive at restaurant where they will celebrate Kyu's graduation with having lunch together with Kyu's families

"O-oh... Ne~..." Wookie just nodding, confuse with Kyu's weird acted

Kyu run to passenger seat and open the car's door for Wookie like usual.. He help Wookie to walk slowly until they passes the car which made Wookie hysteric before...

"APPAA!!! APPA!!!!"

"Please.... Please help me!!! Help my appa... Help me!!!!"

"Appa!!! Appa don't leave me!!! Appa!!!"

"Appa .. Please.. Hold on... Hold on for a while..."

All memories back one by one, playing like an old movie on Wookie's head made Wookie shivering and snuggle more into Kyu's chest.. Crying hard while Kyu only rubbing his back, trying hard to not crying when he saw there's a marks on the car...

"Let's go to meet my family, Wookie-ah..." Kyu said, hold Wookie's hand tight when they entering the restaurant

Kyu hold the doorknob really tight, take a deep breath before he open the VIP room which reserved already by his parents...

Kyu staring into his family members with sharp gaze... He close his eyes for an seconds, try to imagine what will happen between him and Wookie if he throw a question to his family members....

"Kyu... Wookie... You two arrive? What happen with Wookie??" Kyu's mom asked when she saw Kyu entering the room with Wookie who still sobbing softly

"Mommy... Daddy.... What happen with you a week ago???" Kyu asked before he greet his family or answer his mom question

"W-what.. What do you mean?"

"Answer my question first... did you all pass Wookie's home? Did you all know about the accident which happen into Wookie's appa??"

Wookie's eyes going wide when he heard Kyu's question to his parents.. His tears fall.. He is going weak when Kyu's ask his parents about the accident..

"Mo-Mommy... Daddy... Tell me the truth... Did you two.. cast of the accident?"

"K-kyu..." Kyu's appa move from his seat, look surprised with Kyu's question

"Mommy... Daddy...  I saw marks on your front car.. And... And Wookie... He know really well what kind of car which hit his appa... And.. He told me.. That car..."

"Kyu...??" Wookie called when Kyu fall on his knees, look weak and can't hold his tears for more

"Daddy... Is it.. Right?" Heechul asked when his dad look pale and silence

"Daddy.. Mommy... Can you tell us the truth? All of it only an mistake, right? It's not the truth, right?" Teukie asked more

"W-we... It's..."

"We're really sorry...."

Wookie look at Kyu who remove his hand from his grip with teary eyes.. He can't believe for the answer but he can't avoid if that car who made his appa leave him...

God...
Why it become like this?
Why the answer was right?
Why should my parents?
How can i face Wookie now...?

Should i say i was wrong?
Should i avoid that car and tell Kyu it's only mistaken...?
Should i say it's only look same while i remember really well for the car number?

"Wo-Wookie!!!"

"Wookie..??"

Kyu jolted and hurriedly take Wookie into his embrace when he's about to faint...

"Wookie... Wookie.. Please, wake up... Wookie...." Kyu called, patted Wookie's cheeks softly while kissing him

"Kyu... Let's bring Wookie to hospital..." His mom said

"Let me help you..." Heechul try to help but Kyu refuse it and carry Wookie by himself, bring him out from the room

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"Wookie.... You're awake???"

"Sungmin hyung...? Kyu?? Where is Kyu?" Wookie asked, look around the hospital room but there's no Kyu figure at there

"Kyu... Kyu.. He is not here since i come, Wookie-ah..."

"W-where? Where is he?" Sungmin only shake his head to answer Wookie's question

"I want to back home..."

"Wookie.. No.. You should take a rest..."

"I don't like hospital, Hyung..."

"B-but...."

"I don't want to stay... I should find Kyuhyunie..." Wookie said being stubborn

"Wookie... You can find him later..."

"No, Hyung... I should find him... Hyung.. Help me... I want to back home..." Wookie begged and keep being stubborn to leave the hospital

"Wookie... Wook-.. Wookie okay.. Okay.. But, please be patient, okay... I will ask the nurse about the payment of this hospital and your medicine..." Wookie only nodded and try to be patient, waiting for Sungmin to help him leave the hospital

"Kyu... Kyuhyunie.... Kyu??" Wookie called Kyu when he just arrive at his house

"Wookie..."

"Sungmin Hyung... Kyu isn't here..." Wookie tell Sungmin who staring into him with sad look

"Hyung... How can you know i'm at hospital? Kyu?? Did he tell you? Did he tell you where will he go? Hyung... Hyung, do you know something about him??"

"Wookie... What's happen?" Sungmin asked while carressing Wookie's face

"Huhh??"

"What's happen with you and Kyuhyunie? There's a problem?" Wookie bend his head without answer Sungmin's questions

"Kyu... He told me you were at hospital.. And he ask me to take care of you well... But,.. When i'm arrived... You're alone..." Sungmin said

"Alone?? I'm alone...." Wookie staring blankly while walk slowly to his room

"Wookie... Hey... What's happen?"

"I'm... I'm alone.. Hyung, i'm alone now... I'm really alone..." Wookie back to crying while Sungmin hurriedly hug him and comfort him

"I'm alone, Hyung.... I'm alone...."

"No, Wookie... No... You aren't alone... I'm here... I'm here with you..." Sungmin said, keep try to comfort him

Sungmin lying the sleeping Wookie on the bed, pull the blanket to covering him and carresing his bangs which covering his swollen eyes... Sungmin sigh in confusion before he walk toward the balcony..

"Kyu???" Sungmin mumble, surprised when he saw Kyu's car in front of Wookie's house

Sungmin leave Wookie's room immediately, try to find Kyu but he just found an empty street without a tiny figure of Kyu or Kyu's car...

When he's about to walk back to inside the house, he found a letter on the ground...

Wookie-ah...
Take care of yourself well, okay...
I'm not deserve to have you..
There's many sins which can't forgiven...
There's many mistake which can't forgotten just within saying an apologize..

Wookie-ah...
I don't know how to erase all pain..
Even i say 'i love you' a thousands times.. I'm not sure i can give you a love which you really need..
I'm realize..
I'm nothing now...
I'm only give you many sadness...
That's why...
I thought,.. Leaving you is the best way for you...

Please... Forget me...
Throw me away from your mind..

Kyuhyunie..

"What's happen between them, uh??" Sungmin mumble while saving the letter into his pocket pants

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"Kyu??? Are you drunk?" Heechul asked his brother who just arrive at home

"Hi Hyung..." Kyu smile with half opened eyes, walking slowly to his brother direction

"Kyu.. Where is Wookie? You leave him at hospital? Alone?" Teukie asked

"Me? Leave Wookie? Yes... I leave him.. Not only at hospital.. B-but... Forever..."

"WHAATT???!!!" His brother asked him, look surprised with his words

"K-kyu.. You can't.. Oh my God,... Kyu.. I'm sorry.. I..." Heechul look guilty while Kyu only smile and waving his hand in front of him

"No.. No Hyung.. Why did you say sorry?"

"Kyu... You better bring Wookie to here? You can't leave him..."

"Hmmm... No... I don't want him anymore... I can't face him anymore... " Kyu said

"You need him.. He need you.. Kyu.. You better take a rest and we talk about it again tomorrow.." Teukie said, help Kyu to back to his room

"Heechul-ah... If you don't mind.. Can you go to hospital to accompany Wookie??"

"Oh.. Ne... Okay,... I don't mind..." Heechul said and immediately leave them

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"Wookie.... You should have breakfast... Please... Stop crying, Wookie-ah..." Sungmin begged while carressing Wookie's hairs

"K-kyu, Hyung... Wh-where is him..?"

"He.. He must be come to here soon.. Maybe he is busy for something..." Sungmin try to answer but Wookie's cried made him realized, he is failed to comfort him

"Wookie... Hey... Hey, listen to me.. Don't cry anymore... Kyu will back.. Hmm.. What if i call him now?"

"He even not answer my phonecall, Hyung..."

KNOCK!! KNOCK!!!

Wookie jolted on his bed, look surprised when he heard sound from the front door.. There's a big hope on his mind if it was Kyu who come.. He move from his bed, walk a bit faster toward the front door..

"K-kyu...???"

"Wookie..." Wookie bite his lips hard, bend his head to hide his tears

"Wookie... Hey..."

"W-where is Kyu, Hyung... Where is Kyu...." Heechul pulled Wookie into his embrace and try to comfort him

"Wookie... I'm sorry... I'm sorry....."

"I want Kyu, Hyung.... I want him...."

"Wookie???" Heechul called in surprised when Wookie become weak in sudden until he can't stand on his feet

"A-aah.. Ahhh.. H-hyung..."

"Wookie....?!!!!" Sungmin run toward them, help Heechul to carry Wookie to his room

"H-hurt Hyung... H-hurt..." Wookie hold the pain on his stomach with pulling the blanket which covering him

"Hold on, Wookie-ah... I try to call doctor..."

"Wookie... Take a deep breath... Wookie... Please... Listen to me... Take a deep breath,..." Sungmin try to comfort him with holding his hand tight and carressing Wookie's face

"H-Hy-Hyung... "

"Wookie?!!!!!" Sungmin called Wookie who fainted because can't hold the pain anymore

"Oh my God!!! Wookie?!!!! Hmm... We should bring him to hospital..."

"Y-yes, Hyung...."

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"Kyu... You're awake...?" Teukie asked when he entering his brother's room

"H-hyung..."

"Hmm... Heechul called me... Wookie... He is at hospital now..." Kyu move his gaze immediately from the window to looking his brother in affraid

"Hospital??"

"He suddenly feel hurt on his stomach and fainted..."

"Oh..."

"What oh, Kyu?"

"Hmm.. No.. We used with it.. Maybe it's because he is too tired or contraction of pregnancy..."

"are you sure with it?"

"Kyu... Should you do this to Wookie?"

"Hyung.. Do you think i can face him for more? Mommy and Daddy kill his appa..."

"It's accident, Kyu..."

"It's not an accident if they help him.. You know how Wookie's condition, right? He is pregnant.. He is hard to walk.. Do you think he is able to help his appa in that condition? Where is mommy and daddy? Why did they leave their victim like nothing?"

"But all of it can't make you to leave Wookie in this condition, Kyu..."

"I better leave him, Hyung.. He always feel hurt since he know me.. I'm made him pregnant.. I'm made him being thrown by his appa... And i'm made him lost his appa.. Oh,.. I still hasn't count how many times he feel hurt because Minho.."

"Kyu... Do you think Wookie count all of it??"

"Wookie is too nice..."

"Because he is too nice, then why did you hurt him?"

"He always looking for you since he wake up... I don't know who is he but, Heechul said.. His friend, Sungmin.. Can't accompany him everytime.. He failed to force him to eat.. He failed to take care of him... Wookie refuse to eat.. He refuse to take a rest.. He need you..."

"He should learn to stay alone, Hyung... He should learn to be a mature man.. He will be a father... If he keep being spoiled.. How can.."

"Is it come from your heart? How can you talk like all of it happen because he want it?? How can you talk like Wookie is a strong boy? How can you talk like Wookie not have any feeling...? I can't describe what will happen if he heard it... Now i want to visit him.. Will you join or not?" Teukie asked but not get any answer from Kyu until he lost his patience and leave the room

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"Heechul.. How was his condition?" Teukie asked when he just arrive at hospital

"not really good, Hyung... Oh, Hyung.. He is Sungmin.. He is Wookie's childhood friend.. He is really close with him like a brother.."

"I think i ever meet you before..." Teukie said after he shake hands with Sungmin

"I'm.. Kyu's senior during secondary school.."

"Ah!! I see... You must be Kyu's crush.. I'm Teukie.. Nice to meet you.."

"Ne, Hyung.. Nice to meet you..."

"Thanks for helping us take care of Wookie..."

"It's my pleasure, Hyung... I've promise to his appa to take care of him well too.."

"What did doctor say?" Teukie asked while carressing Wookie's pale face

"He should bedrest, Hyung... don't let him to stress much... And make sure, he always eat well.."

"Hyung... I'm sorry.. It's not mean i want to join into the problem.. But, i.. I found this letter last night.. I purposely hide it from Wookie because i don't want to make him sad.. But, heard the story from Heechul hyung.. And compare with Wookie's behave and condition.. I can say, Wookie need Kyu so much now.. And he try to forgive everything about the accident.. So, i thought.. Kyu shouldn't have to worry.. Opposite with it, he better to come here and accompany Wookie like usual.. With Kyu beside him, Wookie look better.." Sungmin said

"Stupid brother!! What kind of letter it is!!" Heechul ripped the letter and throw it into trash bin

"Heenim..." Teukie said try to calm him when he realized Wookie start to awake

"Wookie...."

"Wookie... Are you awake?" Sungmin asked

"H-hyung..." Wookie murmured softly

"Wookie... What do you feel? Need me to call doctor? Hurt?"

"I will call doctor.." Heechul said, but when he just open the door, He got surprised with Kyu's appereance in front of him

"K-kyu??"

"Kyu...?"

Wookie look at the front door, force his eyes to open widely just to figure out if Kyu really come..

"Kyu..." Wookie called softly, try to sit on the bed and greet him

"Here.. Let me help you.." Teukie help Wookie to sit, waiting for Kyu who walk closer toward him

"Kyu... Kyu,..." Wookie hug Kyu immediately and crying hard on him but Kyu stunning and act really cold toward him

"Stop being spoiled, Ryeowook-ah..." Wookie look surprised with Kyu's sentences which heard so cold

"Kyu.. Not in this time..." Teukie warned him

"I can't stay beside you anymore, Wookie-ah... I should work, contin