Tuesday February 14, 2019.

I hate today. I hate it with a burning passion. Is it possible to kill a day of the year? Just shoot down February 14, and have February 13, then 15 right after. Wouldn’t that make life so much easier?

Or better yet, shoot her down. Just get rid of her. I hate her. I hate her so much. I hate Cha Eunmi.

Why did she reject me 4 years ago? Am I lacking? Am I really that bad of a person? My class rank is 8th, so it’s not because I’m unintelligent. I plan to go to Harvard University once I graduate, so a dull future isn’t a concern.

Wait.. Why should I worry about this? It’s been 4 years. I should move on.

But I can’t.

I still like her.

Maybe even more than that.

And as much as I want to hate her, I can’t.

She’ll always have a special place in my heart.

Cha Eunmi, I swear I’ll make you fall for me. No matter how much of a pain in the romance can be.