I never called anyone “oppa” before. It’s always “hyung” or “gege” despite the fact that I’m a girl.

And I have a very good explanation for that, well it is reasonable. 

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I feel that using the term “oppa” represents something stronger, like a love or affection.

Call me crazy, say it isn’t so, but that’s the truth. I mean look at those dramas where the girls going “oppa~”.

Gross much?

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But today marked the day I first called someone, other that Chanyeol, ‘oppa’.

Byun Baekhyun.

Not that I dislike it or anything, but it felt awkward for me.