The Beginning
Welcome To Your New Life. [HIATUS]
Chapter 5:
Ren's POV:
So I've been living in my new home for about a week. So far everythings been okay I guess.
Baekho, still an . Jr, still touchy feely, and Siwon well hes okay. But I've been around long enough
to actually relize how much he hates the gay community. At first I didn't think it was too bad.
I thought that maybe one day, when we've gotten closer and I've lived here long enough that maybe I would tell him
that I was one of the people he hated oh so much. But that thought has changed completely.
If he sees even a smidgen of skinship between guys he spits out rude remarks about how they should
stop infecting the communtiy with their sinful acts. It really hurts to hear my new father say things like that.
Now I am positive that I will never come out to this man, or anyone other then close friends.
One thing I am dredding is the beginning of school for me. Since living with my father, I haven't had
a proper education, and now that I'm living with a new family, Siwon thinks I should start a new school. A new life I
guess you could call it. I actually like school, yes. But the problem is there are going to be NEW people.
That means I'm going to have to most likely change who I am. I can't be the old me where I could care less about;
what I wear, how I act, and who I interact with. I'm going to have to act straight, and fit in with everyone.
But I refuse to cut my hair and stop putting on eyeliner. I will probably have to use the same excuse I did with
Siwon. That its all just for 'fashion'. But since these are teenagers we're talking about they probably won't belive
what I have to say. I just know, I know what to expect. I'm already prepping myself for whats about to come.
Baekho's POV:
Rens been here for about a long week now.
As I said before this guy is pretty. Really pretty. So its more then awkward, I feel as if I'm living with a girl.
Ren does have a manly personality, but every once in a while a little hint of divaness shines through it.
He does these small girly things like make high pitched noises, not annoying though but rather cute..I guess I could
say that right? Doesnt mean anything.
Anyways, he also does things like paint his nails, or puts on more eyeliner on then a guy should.
I often have to remind myself that he does have functioning male body parts.
I remeber when one time Ren had come out of the bathroom after a shower, with only a towel drapped around his waist.
That was an.. interesting experience? I felt almost like a ert, and even turned my head like I did when Jr
pulled up his shirt in the orphanage.
Speaking of JR He has been acting strange lately. Not with me, but with Ren. I sometimes see him do things
like tickle Ren, or hold his hand. Things he never does with me. Maybe he is kind of like me and sees Ren as
more of a girl, and forgets sometimes.
I can only imagine what dad would do if he saw things like that.
He can't even stand watch two males simply brush their hands together.
Its kind of annoying actually. I know he doesn't like it but hearing it everyday gets on your nerves and he almost
makes me want to support it just to tick him off. But I'd never do that considering I kind of agree with what he's saying,
and don't want to risk having a long talk with him explaining how disgusting and disgraceful it is.
Sometimes I wonder what Ren thinks about this. He is still a mystery to me. I don't know what his ual
preference is, what he likes, ect. I usually don't talk to him because, well I don't actually know. Its just he makes me
think and question myself sometimes. So I put on a rude mask. I think its working pretty well actually. We haven't
really had a decent conversation and I'm fine with that because I cannot risk the disgusting thoughts that he has
leaking into my brain.
Why can't Ren just be a normal boy like me? Maybe even build some muscle while he's at it.
A/N This is more of a filler chapter. Just the thoughts of these two. c:
I hope it wasn't too boring considering their was no interaction between the two. ; ~;
*Mood swing* OKAY, SO I FINISHED MY SAINT THINGY MABOBBER!!!
I know, I'm probably overreacting but getting it off my chest..Hnngg. Its feels good man..Goooooodd.
I swear, one of my favorite parts about updating is adding gifs at the end. Its so fun for some reason. xD
Buuutt its late, I'm tired, so no more gifs till later.
jk
Ren
More Ren
And more.
more..
more..anddd 1 moree
~Sigh~ Wouldn't you love to get a picture of Ren? HE LOOKS SO CUTE. LIKE A KITTEN.
One day, I will hopefully get to personally take a picture of Ren..One day. ;-;
Okay, well nighty night. ♥ ~Olivia
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