Hey People! 

This is your most humble and missed author who returns after a long time, with an apology for not updating before, but I have a very good excuse for it, although it is not so cool 

I ... like a spoiled kid in my house usually I do not cook, but! About four months ago I try to cut some fruit and ... things were pretty bad when I realized that I had cut with the knife part of my thumb, so after all the drama going to the hospital and listen the doctor giving me a sermon for having cut an artery and take care of the injury ... well, I still have not been able to write for a long time without pain, but here it is!

Thanks for the support, and thank you to continue waiting for the update

Kids, do not use knives without the consent of an expert, seriously, the art of cooking is a very extreme activity (Based on a true story)

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Chapter 8: Smoothly Chasing After You

Lately, no....

It's always been like this; but, Tina’s acting stranger than usual

Aom lay back on the bed after putting her pajamas and tried to push those thoughts out of her head. She looked at Tina setting her alarm clock since she had to take her to work early in the morning. When she finished, she hear Tina sigh and turned towards her, making both look at each other, with their heads on the pillows. And again, Aom felt her thoughts wander uncontrollably inside her as she watching how serious Tina seemed to analyze her with such silence, with inhibitions, always tense and she no longer embraced her anymore when they slept; like restraining herself to touch her for some unknown reason to Aom, like almost wanting to be cautious, but… why? “What do you think so deeply princess? Uh?” Tina’s question brought her back to reality, here in their bed with Tina smiling at her but at such a distance that seemed so longer to her

Aom said nothing, just approached her, moving both arms around her and resting her forehead on Tina’s flat chest. Aom tried to get the hug tighter, looking for the warmth of her body, feeling the comfort as her hands squeezed Tina’s pajama shirt and get closer to her.

Then, Tina’s arms surrounded her completely and leaned her cheek on her head, as Aom was so small to be covered like a little prey being surrounded by a snake “I love you…” and after those words, helplessly, Aom lifted her head, only to find Tina looking at her with a bright smile that made clearly her confession “I love you” she repeated, without letting that charming smile disappeared from her lips. And, as always, Aom’s heart uncontrolled hammered in her chest; her blood went up to cover her entire face, and her mind, repeated millions of times those three words in her head… memorizing them forever inside her. Tina saw in her eyes thousands of confused feelings, besides the clear shame she always managed to provoke to Aom with her romanticism; So Tina didn’t push her more, but she would repeat everyday such words again to expect that her princess could accept them someday “And for the record… Whenever you feel cold, I’ll always be your handsome blanket” Tina winked as Aom whispered a slight “ert”

Silently, Tina bowed her head, approaching her lips and Aom couldn’t help but closed her eyes, excited to be kissed by her again, but as it started, it ended so quickly that made Aom open her eyes and looked bewildered; Still, Tina just closed her eyes and muttered “Goodnight…” And again, lately, Tina has not gone further than a small kiss like this

Aom heard her breathing become rhythmic at such a fast time, as usual recently “Uh? She already fell asleep…” she muttered with some anxiety and sigh

Why is Tina been this way? Before, she was always so dependent and lovey-dovey like a puppy around her. But now she was like avoiding her: Always out the house with work or going out with Zee, but… why?

“Could it be that she no longer wants to be with me?” She gets gloom at just the thought of it “Is she losing interest by my bad temper? Could it be…?” she asked to herself in a lower voice, because she didn’t want to Tina heard or wake up

But now that she thinks clearly about it…

It seems that Tina never lacks of lovers. And that was bad

Actually, this was really bad; she had no right to be suspicious, Tina had never laid interest in anyone but her, so there was no reason to have those insecurities, there is no point in being depressed. It can’t be!

Aom shook her head, putting away those silly thoughts from her mind and she just looked at her again. Taking every detail of her peaceful face; her insecurities were left aside after the view she had of her girlfriend, yeah… Aom certainly finds a strong distraction on how Tina can be so y and adorable at the same although she’s only sleeping, and certainly, their relationship had been one of the best choices Aom had made in her life.

And the fact is, the first time they met, She admits to been attracted to Tina at that time when she thought Tina was a guy, but Aom was too depressed to show much interest about it and overly drunk to even apologize for having spilled her drink over her.

The second time Aom saw her again at that catastrophic moment facing Mr. and Mrs. Jittaleela and despite the bad temper and sarcastic tongue Tina had towards her; Tina’s gleaming narcissistic elegance was too dazzling to be ignored, and she was mesmerized by her still beautiful face even despite the disaster in her clothes, but of course, Aom would never admit it out loud. But still, even though her reluctant own pride, she had to admit that despite her horrible personality off-camera; Tina was definitely a good profit, with attractive appearance, good manners, and incredible talent in her profession, in addition to her household qualities so Aom could not complaining about anything as long as Tina did not open .

And after a short time living together, she did not even find any problems that Tina (with whom she pretended a relationship), was a girl

She was not homophobic. But certainly, Aom was straight, she liked boys, and she had never found anything in a girl that gets her attention. Until her mind found Tina too intriguing to be ignored…

So she could rectify her words now.

Aom Sushar Manaying is ninety-nine percent straight. And yes, only one percent is Tina.

Because that was the thing, Aom does not like boys and girls; she likes boys and Tina.

Because inside her mind, Tina is special, unique

Undoubtedly, Aom had never met anyone as handsome as Tina ... no one. And initially, the simple fact that she is really attractive to Tina despite being a girl had been something really interesting for her.

But through the short time they met, ideas that their feigned relationship was true increased with every minute of being together, until their vacation, after Tina comfort her; Aom had taken the courage to ask her to stop pretending and being a couple

And now, with almost four months of dating (real), that interest, that attraction, that one percent… had spread so much, up to be a complex invasion of her thoughts and heart

But again, she would never admit it out loud; because she would die of shame if she did it

Because she was not ready to handle all the revolution which would make her heart toward Tina (little traitor who definitely will choose Tina over her)

Aom shook his head sharply, as she snuggled tightly in the arms of Tina, closing her eyes, and letting sleep overcame to her too

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White…

The ceiling was white, a brighter white which made the office illuminate, and two large and equally white lamps hanging from it. The lamps were circular, and so flat that almost seemed to be part of the ceiling. As two big shiny spheres drawn there

“….The princess that won´t return, the one that he loved and the one tan he can´t have..."

Tina closed her eyes for a moment as she gave a heavy sigh, ignoring the voice and concentrating again

All right…

Again, White… The walls were white too; there were five paintings placed evenly over and framed with a black color that made the place look a little more neutral and professional

"...Because like the different effects of the moon, he was One-Sided..."

This time, Tina frowned as her breathing became increasingly erratic and heavy as she shook her head, almost wanting to regroup her own thoughts, inwardly cursing that irritating voice

OK…

As she was saying, on a wall was a circular clock, a huge circular clock that was next to one of the paintings; And for some reason the inside had thousands of bright white stars on a theme of a dark night and the clock hands were golden moons

"...Ah… Just feeling like if the balcony in her temple is very high about the ground so he can´t get to her place to get out her of there, but he did. Because, a person who is willing to take the risk and leaving the comfort of loneliness can handles any..."

Her patience finally ended; Tina didn’t let her finish that sentence, she got up hastily irritated form the sofa where only seconds ago she had been lying “Shut up, Zee!”

Zee stooped reading aloud, then, look at her and chuckled with fun by her bad mood “Buddy, Why are you so upset about? Uh? I just tried to write these quotes from the book, they are really good, I don’t know why you refuse to read these books that your parents gave you”

Tina snorted tired of everyone continue telling her the same “Like I said before, I hate reading, If you my antisocial friend want to do it, go ahead and do it” Again she sat on the sofa “But read in silence, I can’t be out there thinking about something stupid because now you have a poetic attack on your head” Tina said sarcastic and Zee laugh even more harder “Now leave me alone, I have to keep categorizing office paintings” Tina sentenced her being declared closed that useless chat

Zee smiled widely, knowing very well, What was that in which she avoided thinking fiercely, since Tina had confessed a few days ago, although, she was so drunk that day that she surely don’t remember but Zee know that it was impossible for her to not having fun from a little about that “Is that so? So, tell me kiddo… What are those stupid thoughts that you don’t want to have?” She asked with false innocence

Immediately the memory of weeks ago came to her mind without allowing suppress it; Tina felt exposed at the direct question, was taken by surprise and unable to think how her mind could escape from the problem on which had just get into. She could only blush, look down and mumble a few incoherent words about feeling a ert

Zee´s smile only widened further as she took a well-known book to them and calmly sought the page she need. She has another look at Tina who still seemed to debate with herself, then, she standing and began to read

“Passing through the woods, little Red Riding Hood met the wolf. The terrible animal, who didn’t dare to eat her because woodcutters were there close, she didn’t know it was dangerous to stop and listen to the wolf…”Her voice become increasingly softer as soon as she was approaching Tina, Zee breath coming to her ear and Zee could see that with those words caught her attention, but still, remained static as if she was trying to hear better the story; She went to another part of the story and her eyes showed more fun

"Oh! But, grandmother, what a terrible big mouth you have!" softened her voice as she try to imitate a sweet girl; while, touching with a finger Tina’s cheek who only frowned but said nothing. Zee puffed out her chest getting enough air to raise her voice on a terrifying way "...All the better to eat you with!"

After her scream, Tina jump scare, falling off the couch onto the floor, listening Zee explode with laughter while taking her stomach with both hands and dropped on the couch. Tina indignant squinted to be even duped by her best friend, sitting on the floor “That wasn’t funny! Damn!” she growled

Zee cough again trying to calm down, open the book and looking for the last part she needed, ignoring her protests “In saying these words, the wolf threw upon Little Red Riding Hood and ate her!" Zee then pounced on her, her arms on either side of Tina head and astride, she smiled scathingly “Tell me dude… You’ve eaten poor Riding Hood, or Am I wrong?” Immediately Tina opened her eyes, surprised at her perspicacity, embarrassed she tried to dodge her mocking look; knowing that keeping silent would only assert her words but neither dared to deny it, because it was true. And that was the reason why she was so anxious and cowardly “Come on dude takes away that face, is not as if you were an innocent child taking your first time!” Zee snorted with fun then Tina took her off so she could sit

“I know that!” Tina covered her face with both hands “But… I bet Riding Hood was not as innocent as Aom was” She muttered distressed and Zee raised an eyebrow without knowing what she meant. Tina had just told her that a month ago she tried to do naughty things with Aom but she had refused embarrassed and calling her ert, beating her with a pillow and making her sleep on the couch “I… I didn’t touch any Riding Hood, but I was the wolf who ate a lamb” Zee blinked a bit lost with her incoherent murmurs of lambs and not so innocents Riding Hoods. Tina looked somewhat embarrassed as with one hand she rubbed her neck “Ah… I, well… Is Aom, she… she told me I was her first time” Again, Zee blinked, feeling slightly awkward by non-understand what she mean with that

“First time on what?” foolishly turned her head with pure confusion

Tina blush even more, didn’t want to be mocked for her right now “Don’t say nonsense Zee, I’m serious!” hitting Zee head with her hand but really saw that she truly didn’t get it. Tina sighed with regret and Zee wait for her to start talking “You know… when I first met Aom it was at a party of my parents…” Zee nodded, knowing the whole story of how Tina and Aom had been blackmailed by Mrs. And Mr. Jittaleela “Well, that night she and I got drunk; She more than I, actually” Tina laughed “I still could get up, pay the bill and take her to a hotel to make her rest because I don’t even know where she lived and she also had fallen asleep…” Zee nodded again narrowing her eyes, tired for all the twists Tina gave to her story “So… at some point, she and I ended up having… , and... that time, was Aom first time” Tina almost whisper the latest

Zee remained dazed, opening and closing several times, searching for words to answer her confession “Oh, I see…” Zee cleared , settling better on the floor and sitting closer to Tina, in front of her “So, let’s clarify a bit the situation here… You and Aom had the first time you met, right?” Tina nodded “Also, that was her first time but yours was obviously not; without forgetting that you were really drunk when you did, so practically you don’t remember the whole thing, are we good here?” Tina nodded again, groaning at the harshness but truly it was all that

Tina dropped to the floor again, lying down “I feel like a ” she complained

Zee looked down, confused at her “But… you’re a ” she said quietly, as if she didn’t find reason to her doubt

“I know, and that’s the problem!” saw Tina cover her face with both hands and again, Zee didn’t understand “I know I’m a ert, but I never ashamed of it before!”

Ah… that was the problem, the fact it was Aom, she deduced

“It’s just… Now I know this; I realize what it really mean to me and that makes me impossible to touch her again. I even, barely kiss her! Unable to remove the absolute happiness and strange satisfaction of the pleasure so absurd in touch Aom who had never been touch before by anyone but me, that’s what makes me feel so... anxiously" Put her arms all over her face, not wanting to show how vulnerable she looked

The idea of a very vulnerable Aom under her touch gave her unimaginable excitement. Now, knowing she was the only one who had touched Aom so intimately and she had done everything she wanted with her, without any argument, but innocent submission by her part, so pure… and that was certainly a pleasure that not even she could take off of her skin

Zee sighed and smiled gently “"A trusting expression into a heart… Really makes one person, restless with anxiety... telling us all the way our love by someone is becoming so high and infinitive like the nights in the space" Tina turned to see her, raising an eyebrow rather surprised by her wise words “Don't look at me like that; In fact, I just read that too in the book” She shrugged and Tina who rolled her eyes

“Cheap poetry” Tina muttered irritably; and again, she decided to sit in there

Zee shook her head "Maybe you’re right Buddy, but those words have a lot of sense, that you should take into account" And patted her shoulder “But watch out this time my friend. Be careful with every part of your heart and your mind that you will deliver to her, do not give her too much if she is not committed to reciprocate” Tina keep silent, somewhat alarmed by her words and wait for her to continue “Because with two egoist girls who decide to remain their selfish love for themselves… I don’t think you can bear it without losing your temper and good sense, you will crush yourself” Tina looked at her warning look and with that she knew Zee was referring to what had happened before and what would happen if deposited such confidence and dependence on someone who does not give it back to her

“I know…” Tina muttered, gloomy lowering her gaze

Zee cleared “Anyways; just take it easy, I do not say this to you to get all sentimental, Aom's a good girl but can be a little scatterbrained and insensible… I'm only asking you to think before you act. I love you buddy, so I do not want to see you depressed again as a crying baby” She hit her shoulder playfully

Now Tina looked up haughtily “You’re soy gay dude… I know you love me, who doesn't do it? I’m too handsome” she smiled with arrogance

"You narcissist bastard… you're making fun of me!" Zee lunged at her, lying both on the floor, playing as two teenagers, laughing and leaving all problems aside...

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Tina readjusted her sunglasses, trying to disappear among the people as she walked out the back door of the big company of her family. It had been a long time after she had decided to leave Zee alone, reading those books which now began to cause a huge headache on her, because it always seemed to appear in front of her as if it were a plague.

Once she was outside, she glanced back the building; Aom probably would be working as always a workaholic who takes very seriously her obligations. And Tina, despite having been inside the company earlier had not dared to go see her like the idiot Aom caused her to be; practically Tina had hidden in that office that her parents had given her there, eagerly awaiting for her to decide to work there, but she had started using that place as a secret lair where she could hide from the world. Again, cowardly refused to go with Aom, still embarrassed and frustrated with herself, unable to see her without suffering an apoplexy.

Because Tina did not know how long your sanity and good manners mask would last. This woman was the only one capable of turning her apparently princely patient and gentle facade, in an impatient child ready to explode into tantrums if that was necessary to gain her attention. She wanted Aom, wanted all of her, selfishly without delivering anything of her to anyone, because the anarchic part in her mind screamed inside her that this princess belong to her, but she was desperately struggling with herself to become the prince Aom wanted from her, but who was so hard to be right now ...

Tina sighed reluctantly, rejecting the idea of see her right now. She decided to walk and clear her mind, and then she would come back for her car. Walking for a while, selflessly seeing people on the street, trying to find some distraction until she reached a park nearby; And she sat down on a bench, crossing her legs and her arms, she looked at the children playing and laughing there.

She really envied those days where she could be childish and therefore no one would rebuke; where she could be completely honest and free to say and do what she pleases be given, without feeling bad or guilty about it. Because now she knew how fragile the people were, her personality was so docile towards them. Tina was startled when of her thoughts cleared the sound of someone sitting next to her so suddenly that she could not notice the moment when the person came near. Tina sighed quietly, trying to calm the little scare she suffered, and she looked at the person for a moment with some blatant curiosity, she had never cared to be prudent and she would not start now just for this strange girl.

Tina inspected her for a moment, she was a girl (maybe of the same age or a little younger), who wore a loose dress and childish, with a large summer hat on her head. And who suddenly took off her hat, revealing beautiful brown hair beneath her, and her beautiful eyes blinks with light, as if she was getting used to the light of noon. Tina realized that the girl also was looking at her now which caused her to retain the gaze earnestly, waiting for her yielded away her face to the other side, but this girl does not seem to care about her imposing look, in fact she seemed bored and just turn around to the phone which was in her hands, it seemed more interesting than her for Tina’s own indignation. Tina's eyes traveled to her again, wanting to know what it was in the cell that is more important than watching someone as handsome as her. She sharpened her sight, and she could see some kind of book read from there, she rebuked the growl that would come out of her in annoyance since apparently reading was really a plague in her life.

Suddenly, the girl looked up again and Tina wondered why this girl seemed so fresh and brave like if wasn’t big deal her insolent and daring proximity. The girl smiled at her with such overwhelming and outgoing warmth that made Tina flinched in surprise, but did not remove her gaze, refusing to lose every detail of this strange encounter. She looked at Tina with casual indifference, but without losing the smile on her face

"You are too curious, right?" asked the girl with a little humor

"Uh? Ah... I guess so” Tina admitted with a shrug

“Did you always get used to harass girls in the parks?" Asks with clear curiosity

Tina smile at her with some irony of being treated as stalker, when was always her who was harassed by women "And what about you, are you always eloquent and carefree with people you do not know?"

"Well, yes ..." Ah, irresponsible response such as the irresponsible owner "But I do not think you're the type who speaks so openly with someone" She said in a very unusual innocence and laughing like a little girl, pointing her clothes as if that were the answer for every word

Tina looked at herself, wearing a pair of blue jeans, a white shirt and a leather jacket, casual without wanting draw attention today. Tina frowned at her answer and returned to her seriously, "You should not judge people only for what they wear" almost scolded

The girl just laughed again, undeterred by her bad mood as she poked her cheek with a finger "Yes, maybe it is not good to depend only by our view; Still, we make a choice to wear certain items of clothing, o you can also meet people for their choices, or isn’t it? She said simply; Tina raised an eyebrow a little dazed and allowed her to finished speaking. "I refer; I can say some things about you and hit at least 70% of them"

Tina narrowed her eyes with vanity, unable to believe in her daring boast, crossing her arms ordered her to proceed with a nod

The girl turned towards her, trying to get a better view, a little exaggeration expression of meditation, maybe not wanting to bother at being funny "your face and manners seems like a charming Prince, a soft, sensitive and thorough one. You care about your loved ones and you are very dear by them as well. However, I bet that most are wrong about your gentleness. Definitely, you are probably something like... the spoiled prince from somewhere, however you do not like being tough or with a loud temperament towards people. Surely, you often will flirt a lot, but have difficulties to build a relationship, because you are not a playboy despite what others think” Casually said, smirking once her mission was accomplished

Tina blinked in shock. She looked at the girl who just awaited the confirmation of what she had just said. But Instead she wrinkled her eyebrows, surly and impatient "I'm not spoiled" she stated.

The girl tilted her head toward her, "Say that to yourself until you believe it” She said, laughed, and at once she leaned her head on Tina’s shoulder, unashamed about it

"Ah, you are really something, didn’t you? No girls has treated me so directly and surprisingly petty "Tina said, smiling at the intriguing girl "Do not tell me you're some kind of antisocial who just looking to have fun in something”

The girl laughed in disbelief but without leaving her shoulder "Nothing like that. Maybe I just like watching a little, because under the study of people, one can avoid being surprised. You don’t need to be a sort of high-level stalker to know basic things about a person" she said. Tina did not know what to say. She had never met a girl who spoke with such disdain and look so innocent about it at the same time. This girl awoke in her an immense curiosity, an instantaneous and strong interest, to know and to hear more about her for a long time “Although it know you're a famous model that is practically in all the places in Bangkok help on that too" she muttered under her breath

Tina looked at her which made the girl look at her as well "Really?" she raised an eyebrow, more relaxed knowing that she was not so obvious in her movements to be categorized only after being seen once

"Really” gave Tina a warm look "I've read some magazines where I saw you. I love photography and I can say than yours… the seriousness and effort that you show in front of them, undoubtedly, the determination of your job is what has brought me more satisfaction to continue studying this career" that girl suddenly looked more shy but excited to talk about that part

And Tina certainly had received too many compliments, not only in her job, but throughout her life by the richness of her parents. People always around her sumptuously throwing thousands of praise but which only few seemed so honest. Modeling was not simple at how everyone seemed to believe or speak in front of her. It was so hard and tiring; that now was grateful that this girl opened a little with her, without elegant terms, but so gratifying, such type of simple recognition… really like it. Tina knew she was too good at what she did; however, when this girl said it, granted him an undue assurance that will surely would crush her if it were to grow bigger.

"I would say that you try to be nice for seeing me besides you, but I also am aware that my photographs are the best" she tried to sound with her usual arrogance and not with that smoothness with which this girl showed to her

"So.... Would you sign some for me?" she replied

Tina blinked, for some reason did not expect that from her; maybe in some other girl, but not this time "Ah… so, is that what you expect from the beginning? Not to see my handsome face, but an autograph?" It was more mockery that annoyance

"I would lie if I said no" shrugged and then she spontaneously laughed.

Tina frowned a few seconds, and then, laugh with her, infected by her good mood and at the same time amused by how ridiculous seemed all this. After a while, the silence was present, but a comfortable silence without losing the pleasure of the other company despite only look at children playing in front of them

"So ... are you studying photography?" Tina suddenly resumed the conversation

The girl nodded “I still missing 3 months in order to graduate and then I would like to work on a fashion magazine "responded

“Then… Should not you be at the school right now?” Tina asked again

But saw her deny it “I'm working now, there" She pointed out the coffee shop behind them “Now I have some time off, so I come here a while; after finishing my shift, I will go to school"

Tina nodded, probably the girl was working to finance her studies "I see ... Actually, I thought you were like that kind of spoiled girls who depend on their parents" she said casually

She smiled but in an ironic way "Maybe I would be, but now I'm alone on my own"

"Sorry" Tina was embarrassed by her recklessness

“It does not matter, it's not as if they had died" again, she downplayed the issue

Tina looked at her carefully; trying to understand how this girl could be so disinterested with the fact of being abandoned by her parents and having to fight on her own as if it was all her fault “Make you live alone in your own overexertion... Does not it make you hate them?"

"Not at all, I think they have their reasons as I have my reasons for not doing what would make them happy. One must choose between own desires rather than do the most suitable. We cannot all be a perfect prince puppet like you" she scoffed sardonically

But Tina did not seem to mind at all, "how rude, your innocent face is simply a cheap illusion" she counterattacked

"I never said I was an innocent child in the first place; you just made fun of you yourself with those thoughts" she shook her head

“So… Are you a false innocent princess?"

"I do not think so" she once again denied it "Maybe I could be the witch of any fairy tale"

Tina laughed to her surprise without losing interest despite her words "I certainly have the best luck in the world, you know, with a life so full of wonders. At first I thought I had met three unique princesses who would light up my way, but now it seems I just met a cruel and false Queen Barbie, as I like to also say, a sadistic dictator and a stubborn witch..." she laughed even harder, with fun, as fresh as the spring of the day

But the girl looked at her quiet, with a reserved expression. Quietly, as the laughter of Tina became more violated, listless and somewhat painful and ironic "You know, my friend Zee told me once that some people come into our lives leaving a huge mark in our hearts and with that they get that one will never again be the same as before. But perhaps also not be the same, can be better" she sighed noisily

“Well, it sounds like someone wise enough to me” she heard and felt outraged by her reply

"None of that, she stole the words of a book and tried to be a poet with me, copyright plagiarism "Tina hissed

"Maybe your friend looks for those words in a book, especially for you" she tried to persuade her

“Yeah, It sounds like something that idiot would do..." she nodded, remembering how overprotective Zee could be with her

"So, the president of the company of your family... “Which one is her?”

“Sadistic dictator" said almost immediately

“Is she really your girlfriend? Or is a farce just because she became the CEO of the company of your parents? "She raised an eyebrow

Tina could not help but smile again as was inevitable with that girl. She really was too smart "Now she is" answered honestly

She turned her head without understanding "So she was not before?" question her again

Tina shrugged "Even if she was not before, it was impossible for me not to fall in love with Aom" she sighed with a little more reluctantly, recalling that at this time she wanted to keep Aom out of her head “It is still very hard to be in love with her”

"Woah ... You seem to have relationship problems, so young and already want to commit suicide for a girlfriend?" She tried to put a bit of humor

But Tina did not seem to laugh or care at all, have fun with that; her jaw tightly clenched "No… Aom is not just a girlfriend for me, and I'm just trying to think how to solve some problems which appeared in front of us, no matter what I have to do, all will disappear of the midst of us" Her sight been set firmly forward, watching the kids keep playing

Tina will not dare look at the girl, not wanted to see the look of disappointment of the girl at find out how selfish and cruel the role of Prince that people have created from her, could really be “brutish and paranoid prince" replied the young woman mockingly

She angrily turned her head indignantly for being mocked in this way, forgetting the reason for being gentle and losing all traces of guilt by her sudden blurted out cranky towards that girl "I'm not brutish and paranoid” she almost growled "I'm being cautious, otherwise, she will be at the disposal of anyone" loudly she shouted on command, trying to silence the uncomfortable topic

But again that nosy girl smiled "So, this sullenness that you have now, Is it because you're jealous of someone?" she said shamelessly

The score was one to zero on behalf by the girl. For her part, Tina was petrified at discover that she was right. It was true and her spoiled pride was attacked as long as she was looking how to respond. But certainly, she would not admit it, at least not to anyone but Aom "Hey cutie ... What's your name?"

Tina’s voice broke into her thoughts, blinked confused by the sudden basic question “I ... my name is Tavee”

Tina nodded her head "Tavee, eh? It really suits you” she smiled at her

Tina´s words were genuine; she had realized how beautiful the little woman with airs of smarty girl was, she watched as her hair slightly curled at the tips and the brightness of the two eyes resembled innocence, and even at miles, you could tell she was definitely a natural beauty. But of course, in front of her eyes, there was no one besides Aom

On the other hand, Tina could see in their silence, the Tavee girl was also checking up on her. So, her narcissistic self was proud of it, as always to Tina, there was nothing better than knowing she was extremely handsome, coveted by women for her wealth, for her elegance and gentleness. And it was that why she was in trouble right now. No woman said no to Suppanad Jittaleela. All kinds of females had gone through her life and none had anything to rebut. There had been fans, models, actresses, and even her ex-girlfriend had yielded into hers charm. All had fallen, all except one...

She did not mind being ignored by other women, but being ignored by Aom, being ignored by her beloved princess, that, was certainly push it all towards her limit.

The first impression that the girl beside Tina had the first time saw her in a TV interview some time ago, had caused her to think Tina was such a narcissistic person who would never think of others, so full of herself that she simply had in mind to grow up her ignorant and boastful pride. Then, learn that Tina had only been immodest of her hard work "You know, you're being a very bad girl right now, making me uncomfortable with you looking at me like that..." Tina was obviously teasing her dramatically, and in some ways made Tavee, embarrassed for continuing check on her, by make sure she was not a hallucination. Tavee announcing her big and expressive eyes, which were trying to record those moments in her mind with the girl with who she has been having a crush on since she saw her in the TomAct magazine on her first day in college.

And now having to Tina so close was doing her legs like jelly “Ah… think, it's a little late... I'd better go, you know, work " she could only mumble a few words and stay looking at her; Unexpectedly she felt seized by a feeling of guilt for run away from her, but still she knew was the right thing as she stood up and took her things

She was about to run away when her hand was pulled, grabbing her wrist and prevented her from leaving. Tavee turned with questioning eyes. Almost as if it were in slow motion, their eyes met, Tina's eyes were more sullen in person, but still beautiful "No, don’t go”

"W-why?" Tavee stammered surprised by her outburst

Tina seemed to contemplate her answer. Looking at her wristwatch, she smiled pleased that she still had some free time; returning her gaze to Tavee to find her with the head down “Since it's over you rest, I'll go with you" Tina said, and saw her lift her head and looked surprised "Come on I'll walk you to the coffee shop" she added with a smile but still there was no answer, so being still holding her wrist, it was too easy to slide her hand to take Tavee´s, by pulling it slightly and start walking

Walked on in silence, Tina smiled pleased of this short stroll to the work of the girl she had just met a few minutes ago, but that certainly had ravaged on the time they shared together

They arrived at the little glass door and Tina could not help taking a quick look at the equally huge glass panoramic window, which showed her everything inside the place, wanting to study every part of it. It seemed pretty quiet and cozy, with a good number of customers who seemed happy with their service as the curiosity consumed her inside slowly, almost like a natural need to know how it would feel being inside that place, but she could not, her free time was over and now she must go “Here you go cuteness, back and safe" she gave a little and fun reverence almost like of a servant, which again reflected a huge smile on Tavee "It was a pleasure to share this time with you, and I hope this is not our first and last meeting... I kinda like to fight with you "she winked

"Well, certainly someone like you seem to be everywhere, so maybe we meet" then took a deep breath, although almost she drowned out.

“Ah? I guess you're right, I'm too handsome to be static in one place" Tina hummed with arrogance and heard a little laugh from her, but not sounded so cheerful now. In fact, Tavee does not even look at her, shielded her face for everything around except her

Tavee refused to fall with a childish love at first sight, neither was right to let wander those illusions with a person highly committed as Tina was, moreover, after learning that her girlfriend was all that seemed to be on her mind. Suddenly, a pair of arms took her without her consent; as she, surprised by the inopportune act that wronged her personal space, meandered her arms, trying to escape "What's the matter?" hissed nervous, "what are you doing?"

"Thanks," she muttered. What was she saying thanks for? But then Tina broke away from her, her arms were no longer around her, but looking at her wristwatch again, "I have to go now cutie, see ya" smiled patting her head and walked away, but not before shaking her hand in farewell again. Tavee sighed tiredly as she prayed silently, never again see Suppanad Jittaleela

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Aom was sitting in her office quite irritated by the silence of her cell phone, it was two in the afternoon and there was no message or call from Tina, shameless idiot who had not deigned to spend with her hardly any time lately. As today Tina had left her early at the office and practically fled from her, claiming that she also had to go to work early in a photo session with Zee. She snorted indignantly, annoyed, she had not wanted even go out for breakfast and preferred to be distracted at work, signing some documents and finalizing the new project that was coming, thus it was better forward now to not be so overworked later with all the meetings she would have to do and closely monitor the new campaign. Now that she remembered, she had forgotten to tell Tina that she should sign her employment contract with the company...

The door banged open and Aom turned somewhat surprised since most of the people in the company, except the security guards, would be out until about an hour having their lunch "Tina! What are you doing here? And looking like that?" she says surprised

Stupid, handsome and beautiful Tina, who was with a very y costume of a security guard, which Aom did not think that anyone else look better but her “Didn´t I look cute?" she joked about her security guard cap “I just did not want people to recognize me so I disguise, but as well, it's more fun this way, do not you think?” she play now with her handcuffs "and… I want to see you" she smiled

"Is that so?" Aom raised an eyebrow

Furtively, the memory of a small package that was now in her car came into her mind; making all her bravery to leave overboard "Yeah..." Tina smiled nervously “Ah… and you know, about the gift this morning, that which said about our anniversary..."

"You mean the anniversary present of four months that you forgot to give me but still I gave you one this morning?" Aom interrupted and Tina flinched into her place at how sharp those words came out, but still she dared to nod "What about it?"

“I… I was wondering if you, if you wanted me to reward you otherwise, but still I promise there will be a gift, so… Do you have a wish for our anniversary?" Aom narrowed her eyes but still seemed to think about her answer for a moment without taking her gaze over her to then, nodded, with an innocent smile that terrified Tina until death, through her mind a scary thought to sleep on the couch for years maybe

"Is that so? What is that? I'll do it if it's into my hands" her voice sounded anxious, at the prediction of calm before the storm

"I want a kiss" was almost an order in a quiet voice

"Huh? I think I do not listen well, can you repeat that again? "She asked, blinking in confusion

"I said, I want a kiss" And now, the little princess looked indignant, crossing her arms in her elegant office chair, throwing himself on the back of this with such an imposing aura that will surely scare anyone in this world

Is this some parallel universe? Was this a deceptive trap in order to some type of mental pain? "Why?"

"Because I said I want one, you asked if I wanted something for our anniversary, so that's what I want, stop being so dramatic!" Almost growled

Tina sighed, swallowing hard as she tried to remove the recent lump in , again the idea of kissing Aom will certainly raged mainly to her body, but again, she tried to keep calm the chaos in her hormones than Aom caused with her mere presence and without doubt she had lost her mind at her innocent petition that was certainly disguise as an order, which had made her forget the excuses her mind had created all this time to keep the distance with Aom, and the fact that her princess had risen from her chair and walked towards her, now in front of each other ... she had forgotten even how to think

Her eyes scanned the lips of Aom carefully as slowly were making a grin that adjudged sufficiency, but she did not mind at all in knowing the vast control Aom held over her, increased the teasing as she and wetted the area around the lips with her tongue, doesn’t mind to wonder where Aom had left her shyness. The only thing that seemed to connect on her was the painful and peaceful closeness she made every second, closer… and closer… until their lips touched.

Tina was the one who had leaned forward and captured Aom, as her arms automatically surrounded Aom waist, and she hooked her arms around the neck of Tina.

As soon as their lips touched, Aom began to feel the familiar for her, period of electricity through her body; she sighed happily and relaxed under the kiss.

Aom certainly had missed kissing Tina, this type of intimate kisses in particular, and now that Tina had given her the opportunity to reach it without having to lose her authority, certainly she had not thought twice and goes for it

Tina leaned her whole body against Aom, pushing and almost imprisoning her against the edge of the desk, therefore Aom only managed to hold on a little more in her neck as the kiss became deeper and demanding. Aom was surprised to feel Tina's tongue trying to take the way into . She had almost no experience in this, in fact, the only time she moved from innocents and short kisses had been that fuzzy, drunk and confused night she spend with Tina; But which despite remember only parts of it; she can tell, Tina had always been the one who kept doing everything, leaving her only as a receiver of her actions.

Therefore, again, Aom allowed her to take control again...

Tina ran a hand over the back of Aom, gently sliding up to reach the neck, behind her hair, where her fingers clung there and pushed her closer, at the same time, separating the lips of Aom with its own and finally allowing access into it.

A small groan escaped from Aom when she opened her lips, giving Tina the opportunity to delve her tongue, in order to rotating against her own, to utter astonishment and embarrassment by Aom; but even with the recent feeling of weakness, the lack of stability that now had her legs and the increasing adrenaline that ran through her body, yet, she refused to stop this.

Both could feel the coupling of electric shocks, the beating heart and lungs being drained as they were left breathless by refusing to be away from each other, but they had to do it. Their eyes were still closed, almost tasting the moment; after several seconds finally they stared into their eyes, mesmerized, studied other's face but not for long as Tina leaned down again and Aom eyes closed in advance, caught between the other as instantly their lips relaxed into the kiss.

For a while, they stayed like this; in motion kissing, still enclosed in their world together, each girl enjoying the feel of the other in their lips, Aom following the rhythm of Tina movements as they caress their tongues together, the sensation of hearing some sounds choked of were silenced by the insistent lips of Tina that refused to get away from her.

This kiss was different; it was more passionate and demanding than ever. Another moan came out of her and made its way to the throat of Tina, just to resonate back at her from the mouth of Tina as Aom wondered how Tina's voice had become more husky than she had ever witnessed

They moved away again panting and with Tina smiling, with that arrogant and charismatic smile than Aom hated so much to see "I'm ... I'm doing a good job ... with the kiss? It's ... a good present?" Aom could feel the breath of Tina so hot over her as the words left , the space between them was almost nil, but before she could think of a protest or even a word, Tina crashed her lips forward, closing and thoughts. They kissed while Tina’s tongue once again requested entry to explore more deeply, and even, biting Aom lower lip, causing uncontrollable moans over both

Nibbling the already swollen lips of Aom, running her tongue along them and encouraging Aom to grant the fullness of the command in the proper way towards her. Tina tried to control herself before, she really did it, she did not want to scare Aom with her hormonal anxiety, but when their lips touched and she clung to her waist, she had no enough control in order to avoid require, almost claiming everything in this princess that she selfishly thought, belong only to her

She pulled away again, looking at something to let her know that this was a mistake, that she was overstepping or was demanding too much; but Aom kept her eyes closed, as if she expecting a little more of this and Tina was about to capture her lips again when she heard the voice of Aom saying in a whisper "What are you doing, Tina?"

Tina smiled, leaning her forehead against Aom’s, with her eyes closed “"I thought it was quite obvious" her head went into the space on the neck of Aom “I was determined to deliver a worthy gift so ... How was it?”

Aom closed her eyes and took a deep breath, trying to find some patience, already knowing how stupid Tina could be quite often, then, opening them again; she spoke "You're an idiot," she huffed "but thanks"

She waited another mockery from Tina, but there was nothing; Aom only felt the squeeze over her waist "Tina?" Aom broke Tina out of her reverie, making her face lifted from her hiding place “Tina, let´s have some dinner later”

Tina raised an eyebrow confused “Huh? What are you saying such a thing like this so sudden, so random?”

“Well… lately you haven´t seemed well, so I thought a little distraction would not be so bad” Aom shrugged

Tina was surprised; usually it was her, who asked for dates or any kind of time together for both, although, she did not complain that Aom will continue asking for more dinners together

But of course that was no impediment to , a little bit either

Tina smiled “Are you that captivated by my handsome that you finally fell in love? so brave girl, even asking for dates with me” she winked at her

“Huh?” Aom blush more shy than angry or too embarrassed to enforce her anger

“Oh... No words but a red face, does that mean I´m right?” Tina , but… really, What´s with her reaction?

This whole "engagement" was the brainchild of her parents in the first place, and now it was real was just merely a like to Aom, and it was unfair that she was the one that ended with all the hard feelings. Hell, they were like a coveted torture, and yeah… Tina had become such poetic masochistic

But she could not do anything else; she had fallen all the way down, and yes it was an irony that people continue seeing her as an unconquered player “It´s funny, isn´t it?” Aom frowned, thinking she was being once again the fun of Tina “I never know how to act around you… but teasing you like this… It´s okay, right?” still with Aom in her arms Tina came down, returning to hide her face in Aom’s neck “Let’s have a dinner later princess, you and me” she muttered

Aom smiled, adjusting her hands over the neck of Tina “Hey, that was my idea; you don’t have the right to steal it” She tried to sound threatening, but a little giggle came out of her “But now go home, I still have to work on some papers” she tried to escape from the embrace but unsuccessfully because Tina was stronger than her

“No, don't go away from me... you know, I just wanna stay like this forever, just holding you close to me with no one around… being selfish… I want to keep you all to myself” were some of the words Aom could hear Tina murmuring from her neck, making Aom tremble as she felt Tina’s warm breath on her whenever she spoke, almost distracting her but not enough to make her forget her recent confession

She had said what?

Her brain began working on the rewind…

“No, don't go away from me... you know, I just wanna stay like this forever, just holding you close to me with no one around… being selfish… I want to keep you all to myself”

Ah? Why she had just said that? She did not think to go anywhere; Tina did not need to worry about someone around her ... but, what about herself? Would Tina be able to look at someone else around? Again, her silent insecurities returned more intensely, hardest hitting on her with a person she had only imagined and who refused to disappear from her head

Aom returned to tell herself that she was imagining things, and the fact that Tina was here, now, with her in these displays of affection so sticky and gooey as she was used, were proof that she was the only one

But still, she needed to be sure "I can trust your love, right, Tina?"

Tina frowned at the distrust of that question. She boasted her love for her princess like a mantra to 4 winds, and Aom still doubted it?

"Tina?" Aom broke her out of her reverie once again "Say something. Your silence is killing my nerves”

Tina blinked, trying to regroup her thoughts, pulling away to see her face, then Tina sighed “It isn't necessary to guess mindlessly princess. I would not go this far if you’re merely a crush to me” She removed her hands from her waist to cup Aom’s cheeks, denying her to look away “...I truly love you, you're everything to me"

But even with that words Aom, didn’t believe it "How can you be sure you're in love with me?" Aom muttered, trying to free herself but without success

Tina avoided to frown in front of her, did not want Aom to think she was upset about her doubts, because she was not anymore, rather, she was confused. In fact, Tina was very confused than Aom seemed so bewildered asking like a little girl, As if she had never been in love before ... but that was impossible

And the existence of that annoying boyfriend corroborates that

Still, Tina replied “Because even if being with you make my wings grow uncontrollably, and then you broke them to make me dropped from heaven, even knowing that could happen… I’ll be following you yet, because you're all I need, because you're the only one I want to love and the only one with I want to be” Ah ... damn! That sounded so cheesy and embarrassing, she had never said those things to anyone, they were not at all like her, and that made her feel so vulnerable. She cleared , straightening her posture to her usual haughty arrogance "So, It will be fine if you stop hating me, go ahead and fall in love with me"

“I don’t hate you stupid” the words came out on their own and almost like a whisper from Aom’s mouth who could not help but let them go, still somewhat mesmerized by the kind of cute speech had done this arrogant idiot “So, don’t think about stupid ideas” and then she crossed her arms offended “If you do I swear I’ll kill you” her eyes drag to the floor, refusing to see her and with a frown that in the eyes of Tina just made her look prettiest

“Stingy” Tina said, mocking her to make Aom look at her, which work very well

Aom´s eyes burning with rage as she frowned again “Shut up you jerk, that will be the best you’re going to get out of me! Is that clear?!” but to Aom surprised, she didn’t care about her anger towards her; Tina just grab her and hug her tightly into her arms with her cheek on her shoulder, looking to the other side without letting her to see that look of infinitive join, smiling with a loving expression as she muttering “silly princess, do you love me that much?” she giggled as she pulled away from her and touch gentle her cheek with her thumb; watching with pleasure as Aom blushed but still frowned

Aom turn her face away from her, refusing to let Tina see her so weak and exposed “What are you talking about? I never went that quite of far, you’re just overreacting” she snorted, annoyed by her arrogance

“Eh?! What are you saying? Tina clucked her tongue irritated by her reluctance “stop being so silly and just say you love me!” she demanded

“Shut up already you big cry baby!” then, Aom took the folder on her desk and hit her

With her hands Tina tried to remove the folder from her face but then, a sharp pain in her leg gave the alarm after receiving an unexpected kick from Aom making her to complain in a loud voice “Oi! You’re gonna break my leg!” Finally, Tina could hold her active hands, enclosing Aom among her arms as she raised Aom over her, walking until her legs touched the couch in the office, and Tina dropped down on her back with Aom on her lap

Tina laughed at the notorious blush that appeared on the face of Aom, more than pleased to be able to get these replies from her “Hey pretty lady, I think I'll have to arrest you, you just committed a crime in front of an officer, and in my judgment, I do not think you're sorry about that” she sentenced

And Aom raised an eyebrow, forgetting the shame she felt for the position in which they were “Is that so? And what was it?” she asked confused

“Maybe I only am a security guard and you are a princess, but that does not give you the right to steal my heart, please return it to me…. otherwise, we can do an exchange and you can give me yours” Tina winked at her

Again, Aom she felt the imminent shame at her cheaper poetic repertoire, being betrayed by her heart, jumping in joy upon the words of Tina “As I told you, stop saying embarrassing things in front of me” she crossed her arms again, looking away

But Tina did not intend to give up this time, she would push until Aom yielded, as meek as a little lamb "Ah ... Is that so?" Tina put her hand on her chin, pretending meditation her words, then; she nodded understandingly “if you say so ... then I think I'll go outside" she said but did not stand up

Aom tilted her head still confused “Why are you going to do that?”

Tina smiled “Due to you do not want to hear my lovely words, so I'll go out and I'll tell someone else, I do not know, maybe your pretty secretary will be happy to hear..." she cannot quite say that when she felt pinch in her arm which made Tina close her eyes, swallowing the groan of pain that wanted to come out from her, trying to keep the smile on her face “what? You're the one who said so! You’re must pick one... So, want me to flirt with your secretary again? Or you want me to keep doing these things just with you?” she raised an eyebrow and then bringing her lips to the ear of Aom, whispered mischievously “Come on princess, I am your servant prince, so tell me, what you want me to do?”

Aom's eyes widened in surprise, the discomfort of feeling weak against Tina told her that she should yelling and beat her for being so daring; But otherwise, Tina was willful, stubborn, yet, absolutely adorable and Aom really like her so much that she’s willing to accept every single aspect of her. But of course, she'll never tells her that” "Hug!" Tina demanded and spread out her arms. Aom was somewhat surprised at the childish order but still, she did it. Knowing she was probably order and sticking on her around so much because she wants more of her attention and care than anyone else. And at this point Aom thought Tina was kind of cute when she acted like this. But again, she would never say that, even if that killed her

Aom rested her head on the shoulder of Tina as her arms clung into her waist with this giving you the opportunity to Tina to completely surround her, Tina’s long arms around, transmitting to her the already familiar and pleasant warmth “Not that I'm complaining, But what are you really doing here?”

“Because you were here and I want to see you, I really miss you, so I disguised like this, now we can have some privacy” just like that, her answer made Aom smile, Tina was so natural and irresponsible as ever

And after that, Aom no longer asked again and returned to work; as once Tina had returned from changing the disguise of security guard to go back with an elegant black suit, white shirt and one of her elegant bows in black color Aom liked so much. Tina kept at her office, promising to wait for her, playing with some game at her cellphone on the couch; and at some time Aom get annoyed by all the noise she was doing but Tina seems so happy as at time she look at her with some of her charm smiles, so Aom let her do as she pleased, besides, it was just for today...

Or that's what she thought the first two hours

"Hey! How long is this going to take? You should already have ended by now” Tina demanded with raw and irritated voice “Aom… Aom… Aom! What about now? Aom… A-O-M…” repeatedly called her, so persistently that she was ending her patience, one… two… three, four, and five… “HEY!”

“Al right!” Aom yelled back, already annoyed, but yet she sighed “Okay, mister impatience prince, take your stuff and let's go" She said, already defeated by her persistence; Aom heard a happy sigh “Come one!” Tina looked so happy about it, and obeyed follows her, taking Aom hand in hers

Pulling her through the building, regardless of anyone's gaze, until they reached the parking lot where her car was "You carriage, my lady" As Tina opened the car door, she bowed and smiled while Aom was laughing fun but still entered inside

Tina closed the door once she gets into the driver's seat, reaching out to help Aom with her seat belt to the shame of her who could only look down nervously. Tina smiled, pleased to be able to create these reactions; in first stay she had only thought on help Aom, but now... her brain was working so fast that it did not take more than a respite to being so close to her lips, that now she could feel the breath of Aom so close “Tina, don’t ... someone might see us ..." Aom murmured softly, but doesn’t pushed her away, just kept looking at her, waiting for her next move

But she heard Tina's immediate response “Who cares… if people see us…” Then, Tina gave her a quickly kiss at the parking to the shame of Aom who could only be static and look dazed from her brazen action

“W-w-what was that for?” was all Aom could stammer out between her nervousness

But Tina grinned evilly; with revenge and satisfaction “it's your punishment for ignoring and makes fun of me all this time" her eyes sparkled with devilish thoughts

“Wha….?” Aom pushed her away, embarrassed and offended by her words, as she was trying to look intimidating and angry

Tina laughed, taking the keys and turning on the car “Don’t worry, I know, I won’t seduce you at work anymore. Instead, be ready when we´re get at home” She didn’t deal well with this part of her. Because she does things like this without any idea of how much her smallest gesture throws her heart into a chaos “So… let’s go” she winked as she pulled the car out of there

And Aom thought; this is why she become more irritated and annoyed; But she do really like her…

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Tina was sitting idly by, groaning softly as Aom ordered; childishly looking bitterly to the young waiter since they arrived at the elegant restaurant until he walked away from there, something fearful hurried to leave them alone, Tina giving opportunity to complain for the first time "Fool of me, you do not bright me on a date, we are just here for work. Ah.... What a heartless girlfriend!” she muttered indignantly "I thought we would have dinner for our anniversary ... but you're an insensitive woman with me”

Aom rolled her eyes, "Stop being so dramatic, I already told you, this meeting is really important for you to know your partner for fashion campaign but we still have about two hours before she gets here, so stop being a crybaby"

Tina sighed in defeat as she nodded her head "Can I ask you something else?" said recovering her smile again

Aom raised an eyebrow skeptical “Is it about the model? Because if you dare flirt with her I will kill you, is that clear?" Threatened her with a finger

"Of course I will not flirt with anyone, I just wanted to know, if you're really waiting for that gift from me. I do not know… come tomorrow, you might have fallen for me, right?” she winked at her

“Life must be really enjoyable for you” Aom muttered and sighed

“Oh! Was that a compliment?” She

But even with all the tease, of course Tina would fall for Aom so quickly; because she doesn’t hide her feelings, she smiles when she’s happy, cries right away when she’s feeling insecure, everything she’s thinking shows in her words and her expressions, so there are no lies….

“Who said I was worried about that?” Aom said

“Is that so?” was that my own misunderstanding?” Tina groans, suddenly feel a smack on her head, as surprised turn to look at Aom, amazed at her rough action, which she think it was cute although

“Of course it was. How long do you plan on clinging to me?” This time she smacks her poor cheek and she cannot help complain with pain; this princess surely was very strong and brutal

She took her cheek with her hand as long as the waiter come leaving the food on the table and with a huge smirk directed at her, Tina wanted to tear out of his face but she just wait patiently to him leave again

Still, she was really upset with the person who dares to mistreat her face ““What the hell?! The moment you aren’t mad anymore, you have to hit my beautiful face? You’re not cute at all!” She yells indignantly, rubbing her cheek as she look at Aom sad face, she already regret what she said. Tina sighed and stood up, sitting on the chair next to Aom and then hugging her as she saw Aom hide her face in her neck and hug her back but more tightly, saying nothing else. Just continue like this, enjoying the sensation of have each other so close to them “Ah really… you’re so mean princess, I was really worried about, you know?” she muttered and pout

Tina feel Aom squeeze her shirt with her hands. And her heart stop beating, almost wanting to stop the time with it; then she hear a soft and incoherent words but before she could ask to her what is she saying, Aom raise her face to her and covered with a beautiful view of her embarrassing face as she spoke “It was a lie… that was a lie, sorry” Now her start racing again uncontrollably, almost been painful in her chest as it hit so hard inside her “I was really worried about that, and really worried about you too”

Tina smiled happily, giggling even as she bent her lips to the ear of Aom, muttering the slowest she could, "Actually, I do have a gift to you" and kissed her ear making Aom shiver for a moment

Tina’s words stopped on her mind "Do you have it?" Aom raised an eyebrow and saw her nod, she winced annoying "Then why did not you say so idiot?!"

Tina laughed again at her moodiness "Do not be angry princess, it should be a surprise, it is a very important gift and I wanted to give it when we were alone, not when I have my bad morning mood or when you're stressed at the office, but....” She reached into the inner pocket of her blazer, taking out a small red velvet box "In fact, I've spent some time looking for a suitable one to give you; you already know how corny I am" Aom felt so slowing the way Tina opened the tiny but elegant box, gasping when she saw a pair of very expensive rings

Was Tina proposing marriage to her?!

“You don’t need to make that horror face princess, I'm not telling you to marry me" Tina mocked

But Aom frowned, not amused with this "So what is this?" pointed out the box which was still in her hand

"Good question hun, these are called Claddagh rings and I want to give it as a promise from me to you, as a formal way to symbolize my relationship with you..." Aom listen carefully each word Tina said. Because it was as if instinctively, Tina knew everything that was in play here and she was protecting herself from losing. Aom knew Tina was offering more about her than anyone else could offer. And if anything was learned from her was that Tina Jittaleela was not someone who did things halfway. If she was going to love her, Tina completely would throw herself against her; as she did with her job, as she did with the blackmail of her parents, like she said she would in front all her fans. She was putting all her heart into this. She would not give up. Tina would not let her go without a fight. And, for a moment, Aom was afraid of it, because this was something new to her, the idea that she did not know what to do with this enormous responsibility, and that this event would change everything around her “…And I want you to know that this spoiled prince is delivered to you everything get my hands on as long as you want to accept it, so ... Miss president, Will you be my girlfriend?"

Despite all that terrifyingly and unfamiliar feelings Aom felt, she did not want to take a step back; without letting his eyes fall away from Tina, she smiled “Yes, I'll be your girlfriend "then frowned "But even so, we still have four months of dating, so you do not feel so release, eh? Womanizing idiot..." she complained

"No my lady, I've been yours since longtime, so you don’t need the hostility" Tina smiled "Though you look really y being so bossy" she raised both eyebrows

"ert masochist" Aom clicked her tongue

"Only for you and with you" Before Aom continue replicating, Tina straightened up and kissed her on the lips one more time "Can I now put you the ring?" Tina murmured softly, her attention focused on Aom hand as she takes in hers.

"You're taking way too long on that, you know? Hurry up or I will change my mind" Aom brought her eyes to meet up with Tina´s, her cheeks cutely blush when she realized that Tina never had missed a second to look at her, not even a blink; watching as she stretched her smile and leans, taking one of the rings and did what she had asked, deliberately running her fingers through her left hand

Once she finished placing it, Tina raised her hand, bringing it to her lips and placed a kiss where the ring was "What about you princess? Do not you want to own the most handsome and famous model that has existed?" Tina smirked; leaving the small box on the table waiting for Aom took the other ring

And she did it ... And Tina almost left out a sigh of relief, almost…

And right now she thanked the cotillion training where she was educated at so young age

Because she did not want to look like a total desperate in front of Aom, because Tina did not want her to think this was merely a guarantee to herself against that stupid ex-boyfriend who is still haunted her girlfriend, because it was not, well ... that was an extra bonus that she was not complaining though

Once Aom innocently boasted of having finished placing the ring so proud of her work as usual; finally Tina let her go, aware that her time alone with Aom had ended about half an hour ago late now, but that was no surprise, models never accustomed to arrive at the dictated time due to their schedules were always so tight “I am able to have some wine? I’m pretty boring right now, you know than I don’t like to wait” Tina said taking the cup into her hand

Aom narrowed her eyes thinking an answer "Fine, but do not you dare get drunk, you still have to be present to meet you partner, Is that clear?" she raised an eyebrow

"Loud and clear as crystal, my highness” Tina lifted the cup, making a silent toast

"You're such a ridiculous Prince" Aom rolled her eyes

Tina smiled pleased to be able to tease Aom so easily; and now, her brain quickly gauged a sarcastic response that certainly would touch the nerves of her beloved girlfriend… "Good evening Miss Manaying ..." a sudden voice interrupted them. Both turned to see the newcomer and Tina almost choked with wine that refused to go through the lump in that was formed by seeing the person standing in front of them “I'm sorry I kept you waiting for me, my driver had some problems with the car" saw her curtsy with apologize

This had to be the mother of all jokes...

"It's Okay, we arrived a little earlier" Aom dismissed it the issue "Have a seat please" She pointed with her hand the chair next to Tina "This is Suppanad Jittaleela, she will be your coworker" Aom politely introduced her but she watched as Tina did not say anything, just look at the girl in silence and with a paranoid mind that thought Tina even seemed somewhat in shock, so she sought to draw her attention "Tina, this is...

But Tina did not listen at all, narrowing her eyes the words came out by themselves "Mean?"

Aom blinked in confusion as Mean smiled brighter at not being ignored by her. For a moment she had thought she would pretend they had never met before “long time no see Tina, I've missed you"

"Yes, it's been a long time…” her jaw was tense, almost demanding the words to come out of

Aom frowned not at all happy from not knowing what was going on here “"You two know each other?"

And Tina stalled at the remarkable voice of Aom

What she should say to Aom now? This was definitely not how Tina had planned to happen this happy gathering! (Sarcasm can be included here)

Okay, she had never planned for this to happen even in the craziest of her dreams, because she had never wanted Mean near to Aom, And maybe, not planned such utopian scenario had been her mistake; If Tina had stopped fantasizing so long with Aom and be more aware of having a brain, she would have avoided this uncontrollable shake of fear

And now that she thought, how long she had left her life out of control?

But now it was not the time for self-discovery. And honestly. Self-discovery has never been a drawback in her planned life before, because she had not wanted or needed it, until now that all seemed so chaotic

"Yes, we are friends since kindergarten" Mean interrupted her of her almost already thoughtful answer

Friends since kindergarten? Like seriously?! Well, that wasn’t a lie, but ... Ah, really...

Perhaps this should have been a record, a manual, a guide or even a pamphlet would be good! She didn’t know! Maybe it could say...

How to introduce your ex-girlfriend to your now girlfriend without leaving your girlfriend hires your ex-girlfriend (which she does not know is your ex). With you seeing her again and learning this, pretending that you are just childhood friends, then which in fact you and her, only have a few months of breaking

Oh….

PD: ex-girlfriend which actually did not even broke up with you, just suddenly married the ex-boyfriend of your now girlfriend...

Yes, Tina thought. The title and planning could have been better, but it was her own ridiculous and specific title and this was too much for her to take to think of somewhat more clever and fancy

"Oh! I see" Aom smiled to both more peaceful with her honest answer, pleased how good they looked together, perfect to her new project with them at the forefront of the campaign. She looked Mean take a seat and Aom cheerfully took the lead to continue chatting with her

Tina was outside Aom explanations about the work, inspected suspicion that nothing pleasant situation from her place, looking at the two girls in total disbelief. It was when she started to think more about what Aom had previously said about her coworker… and she shuddered. She did not know why, but there was something wrong on the so calm way in which Mean had looked at her. The so gentle way she had raked the eyes over her and Aom, and had pronounced her name once again. It was too soft and wrong, that was not predictive any fortune in the future if she did not stop this drama right now.

"….And I'll be waiting for the joy of learning and the opportunity to be part of working with Tina" Just what was the true meaning behind those words? Based on the sounds of it, the idea of "learning of be part of your work" that Mean had in mind was very different from that Aom was concerned. That was certain, but… was not possible that her successful and newly married ex-girlfriend had a fad for her ... Or was she?

Soft laughter filled the room awakening her again from her slumber as she heard Mean told to her girlfriend more about her past experiences not as lucrative as this, drawing the attention of Tina in the conversation again, which, to her surprise and dislike, the two seemed to get along very well. For her, Mean was not the type of planning or lies to people. Unlike the authoritarian, expressive and short temper Aom radiated in front of all; Mean she radiated serenity, maturity, which was surrounded by a welcoming aura that lit up to people.

Putting the pieces of the complex puzzle together, Tina began wondering if accepting the order of Aom to be part of the new campaign with Mean had been a good idea. She secretly hoped her beautiful but naive girlfriend would change her mind and cancel her participation; though she knew that such an assumption was just a silly illusion that would not happen even in her most bizarre dreams. With every second, her anxiety at the figure out the next few months kept growing.

Tina frowned, resisting the urge to scream at these two women.  But she would not do that, because she was not going to explode like a kid dropping a tantrum, because she was practically meant to be a trained dog, one that would not jump if her master would not allow it

The logical side of her was right. She could not complain.

It was due to this CEO, yeah… Aom was the only reason she was doing this, after all. She wanted her girlfriend pleased. Because Aom always worked hard, sacrificed so much for the company of her parents which she had neglected responsibilities... So the least she could do to help out a little was to meet with the expectations that Aom had put into her.

Tina got up to help with the chair once Aom apologized to go to the bathroom, and Tina as attentive as always smiled at her although for her almost came out as pleading when she whispered to Aom "Please, hurry back" and Aom nodded slightly confused

No, Tina could not be a problem for Aom. These types of difficulties, Aom did not deserve it. Although Tina did not like the idea of spending time so close to Mean, it was her only option if she wanted to make Aom happy

Tina drank the rest of her wineglass once sat down again, sighing as she reloading both hands on the table in an attempt to intimidate Mean who only smiled at her actions “Hey Mean, tell me... Are you trying to kill me?"

“Hey Tina, What if I say yes…" she sneered back

Tina narrowed her eyes somewhat surprised and outraged by the sudden arrogance in her words but of course, she would not make her know that "Mean, What are you doing here? Eh? What are you waiting for with this entire little circus you've created?” she asked politely

Mean smiled "I come for a playback"

Tina frowned. Really, really, she did not like Mean anymore. She was behaving too intimidating and mysterious for her taste. And she did not understand how Aom could want to work with a person like that, that certainly was beyond her comprehension. "In whatever you want, "Mean, do not you dare to stick to Aom in this, or I'll forget we have been friends since kindergarten" sarcastically mocked the last part "I’m warning you Mean, you can mess with me but if you try to do it with Aom... I'll get a rather unpleasant part of myself" she sentenced with a deep voice which shook Mean

Mean could have changed whatever she wanted, but certainly, Tina was not to stand it

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See ya next time!