"I'm baekhyun, your bacon oppa"

"huh? bacon? you're a meat? what a funny name" i laughed my off

"don't you remember me? i'm byun baekhyun, you always called me bacon oppa" he looks confused but really, i don't remember i know someone name baekhyun, i even never make fun of someone's name

"ji myeon-ah, you don't remember him?" suho oppa looks confused too, well i don't know, its weird, but i just really don't remember who he is

i told him the truth "i don't even think i know him, i never known someone named baekhyun and he doesn't look familiar to me. did i knew him before?"

i don't know why but i can see that inside that bacon person is crying but at the outside, he kept his poker face.

"i... i'm your childhood friend since you were 6 years old. we always play together" his tears dropped

i feel hurt seeing people crying because of me, but i can't lie, i really didn't remember him

"try to remember please, ji myeon-ah" suho oppa begged me.

i tried to remember, but suddenly my head feel heavy, everything is spinning, suddenly its all black.

SUHO pov

its really weird that ji myeon didn't remember baekhyun at all and when she tries to remember, she's unconcious. i need to call aunt ailee to ask her about ji myeon

i pressed the numbers and its ringing, and she pick it up.

"Aunt ailee! please tell me what happened with ji myeon! she can't remember her childhood friend at all and when she tries to remember, she went unconsious." i panicked

"i'm sorry for not telling this to you suho, but when the first time she was here, she keeps crying, she won't even eat, she cut herself, she even almost killed herself. she's depressed, i can't do anything but erase her memory about this one guy who made her like this.but someday, she's going to remember everything"

Alice pov

i opened my eyes slowly. where am i? i searched for joon myeon oppa at the room, he's not here but that bacon is here. he looks so worried. why is he worrying about me when i can't even remember him.

"hey, you, bacon guy, why are you here? where's my suho oppa?" 

he looks up and looked relieved and slowly walked to me

"you've woken up? do you feel hurt somewhere?" he's so worried, his eyes look sincere, now i really think that i knew him for a long time but why did i never had any memories of us in my head? its weird

i just shook my head

suddenly suho oppa come in the room and take bacon guy for a talk.

SUHO pov

I take baekhyun out for a talk

i told him everything that aunt told me about alice

he looks really guilty, but he is really sincere.

Baekhyun pov

Suho hyung told me everything his aunt told him about Alice.

she kept crying? won't eat? cut herself? and almost suicide?

its all is because of me

just if i trusted her that the girl only want my fame and money and that she got a boyfriend, it wouldn't be like this

its all my fault. i'm so stupid to believe that , accusing her for making stories, screaming at her and said badword to her when she was just a 14 years old innocent little girl who doesn't even know what is love and never want to lie.

just kill me for hurting you, alice. i'm so sorry.