Warning: Not Edited... I hope you like it, and that i don't disapoint you.

We were kids at that time. I remember watching a tv show. I was watching tv with my childhood friend, Kyuhyun. Thinking back to that time, when it began.

The people in the screen were hugging, their lips were moving against each other. ‘ I love you…” they said, “ I love you too Enrique…” More kisses were added to the scene, not that I paid much attention to it. The caramel cube that i was trying to open was much more important.

‘Wanna try it?’ he said, I was only a child, and a distracted one at that. So I easily nodded my head in response. I had no idea what i was getting myself into.

“ Kyu what are you doing up so early? It’s rare for you to want to walk to school together. Unless you are not Kyuhyun, and the real one is being held hostage. Who are you and what have you done to my babyKyu?!” They boy in front of him made a hurt expression “ I here because i’m your best friend that loves you very much. Now come on lets go.”

I was playing my Innocent card, I knew why he was here, i knew what he wanted. This is a routine, it happens more times than i can count. Before I realized it, i was being pulled into an alleyway. “ Hey Kyu, what are you doing?” I didn’t get much of a response. I was lead further in before he stopped and turned to face me.

“No one will see us here.” He was closing the distance between us, “ Come on.” His hands were on either side of me trapping me, his face only a mere inches from mine. Kyuhyun, the boy with the beautiful face, that can lure any girl into a deadly trap.

“You have such an unwilling face Yesungie~, You don’t want it?” I couldn't help but to blush at his comment. “ Yeah, well that has never stopped you. Regardless of the expression on my face or what i think, your going to do it anyways. So please move on with it i don’t wanna be late for school.” It seemed like nothing went through to him, a smirk was still decorating his face. “ Moody are we? Just so you know your actions speak different, and your reactions only adds to my entertainment.” With that the distance between us was closed and hot breath was being exchanged.

Ever since that time it’s was always the same, he became a kissing monster.  He pulled away, He looked like he was shining “ Wow, I feel re-energized!” I could only mumble my disapproval since now we looked like opposites. “ I couldn't sleep last night, so i started to play on my computer to see if i could make myself tired and go to sleep, but before i knew it the sun was rising. I was feeling exhausted but thanks to your kiss i feel like i can make it through the day.”

I seemed like Kyu only looked for me when he was exhausted, or upset. At first it was a kiss on the cheek, but then as we got older his preference changed. When we got to middle school i tried to put an end to it ‘ Stop it already! You and I are males. Kyuhyun and Yesung are best friends!’ I had said with a blushing face, it only made it worse. ‘Oh you don’t want to anymore, it ok i guess. Hey your mom keeps asking me for a cute photo of us, you think she would like to see this one,’ to my horror he was holding up his phone with a picture of us kissing. The only thing i could think of was ‘he is blackmailing me.’ I had no other choice, we continued to play this little game of his. Deep down i was a little hurt, and I couldn’t help but feel that for him i was just someone he could relieve stress with.  

“ Oh by the way here,” he pressed something on my lips, i hesitated but opened my mouth anyway “ its a caramel cube, take it as a reward.” The familiarity of it, the sweet taste made me smile, memories started to flood my head, which also made me blush, because it was not the first time he had given me the caramel after a kiss. He only chuckled at my expression and patted my head. We made our way to the school, only then did i let my mind relax. But a single thought kept coming back, it was that no matter how close we were, it was painful being in this kind of relationship with Kyuhyun.

“ So what you’re saying is, that you are irrevocably in love with him?” The comment only made me fluster. “ Yah! Kim Heechul, don’t say that at this point in time!” The feminine boy only flipped his hair and crossed his arms across his chest. “ Ok, then what exactly is it?”

I had to think about the question, “ I don’t know what it is. All I know is that i like it when he pushes me against a wall and kisses me, but i try to hide it. God i’m such a masochistic ert.”  Heechul’s face only lights up with realization and smirks. “ Well why don’t you ask yourself why is it that you became a ‘masochistic ert’?”

I wasn't thinking anymore, neither was i paying attention to Heechul anymore. My attention was drifted across the room were Kyuhyun was having a conversation with Leeteuk. They were both very popular due to their good looks, and seemed like they complemented each other. They seem to be very close lately. My heart was thumping loud, what was this feeling? Everything around me became a blur as i started to wonder if i had feelings for Kyu. If i did what was i to do, i could not just simply confess my feelings to him and risk destroying our existing friendship.

“What are you doing?” I almost jumped out of my seat, “ What are you trying to do, give me a heart attack? Besides what are you doing over here, I thought you were talking to Leeteuk.”  He just shrugged in response. “ We are done talking,” he looked at me with a bored expression, i looked across the room to catch Leeteuk staring but looked the other way when he saw that he was caught. “ Hey Sungie~ What are you doing tonight? Are you free?” I could feel my cheeks getting hotter, “ Yeah... i guess… i’m free…” His face suddenly broke out into a grin. “ Good! Then can you go and buy me this game? I would go but i’m kinda busy you know, with being the boy genius and all.” I don’t know the real reason why i agree but what i do know is that i want to see him smile.

Again i question myself, why did i came because of that cheeky brat? Standing outside for an hour, in the middle of november on a rainy day with nothing more than a hat and a hoodie for protection was not such a good idea, especially when you're surrounded by crowds of people waiting for the same thing you are. At any moment i could be trampled to death by desperate gamers. Words were put into action when the store clerk announced that the game was now available to purchase. Trying to stay alive in the crowed was keeping my full attention, that i didn’t see the sign they were putting up. When i got to the register i breathed i sigh, and asked for the game. “I’m sorry we just sold out.” The clerk looked apologetic as he saw the emotions come across my face. ‘ What the motheren god’ I cursed mentally, at this point i was trying hard not to flip tables. And then it hit me, what was i going to tell Kyuhyun?

What would Kyu think? He would probably be really mad? Or worse he might think that i did not want to buy it for him and that i’m a bad friend. “ Yesungie~!” His loud voice echoed in the corridors. My guess was that he had spotted me, and was now trying to make his way to me so that he can ask for his game. I couldn't bare to look at the disappointment on his face, i started to walk faster. All efforts went to waste when i suddenly got dizzy making my steps falter on almost hitting the floor. But before my body could hit the ground his strong arm went around my waist, making blood rush up to my cheeks. “ Hey why were you running? Nevermind that did you get the game?” His arm was still at my waist, but tried to turn around anyways as i explain “ No i didn’t they were sold out when i got there. Now please let me go!” He seemed a bit startled and loosen his grip on me allowing me to escape.   

“Ugh, you are so useless… what are you doing so close to me? Have you not heard of personal space?” He said as he pushed away my face with his palm. How can he treat me like this? Can’t he see that he is hurting me? “ Kyuhyun, are you talking about the game that just came out yesterday? I have a copy at home.” We were interrupted by Leeteuk. “ My brother works at that company, I could ask him to get you a copy, if you’d like.” No matter how i see it, they really went well together. I really am a useless person. “ Really, thanks!” Kyuhyun had answered, “ But i don’t really need it.” I could only freeze and hope i wasn't going deaf, and my ears weren't betraying me. Did i just really hear Game Kyu refuse a video game, and a new one at that. Leeteuk’s face fell, “ Well If you ever want it, just ask me ok.”  with that he walked away. All i did was gawk at Kyuhyun like if he was some alien, maybe the real one was really was kidnapped. He started to walk away, but turned when he noticed i was wasn't following him, “ What? Why are you looking at me like that?” I was still too stunned to speak. “ I really don’t need it, I didn't really want it.” If you didn’t want it, why did you make me stand in the rain for an hour?! “ Anyway here,” he dropped some caramel cubes on my palm, “ it’s as a thank you for going there yesterday, and trying to get the game for me.” With that he patted my head, “ you are welcome.”  He said and started to walk away again.

So many candies, somehow i feel happy. I struggled to keep up with Kyuhyun, “Why do you always have caramel candy with you?” We hurried to get to our classroom as we talked, “ Well thats because i like them,” He said with a smile, “ Also because i think that they are like kisses, don't you think so?” Like kisses..? I repeat in my head. “ They are sweet, cute, and upon eating you get the feeling of happiness.” All of it he was saying with a dreamy face. We got to our class which was actually empty and made our way to our seats. “ That’s why when im its the middle of the night and i don’t have you around, I eat one.” Is that so? To him these sweets were replacements for kisses. I wonder what was it that i was replacing. My thoughts were interrupted. “ You know what, you can’t have the candies, give them back.” He snached the ones that i had in my hand, “ Yah! you brat!” He was counting the candies in his hand, “ There is one missing, I want it back too!” Before i could react he seized my chin and connected our mouths. Our tongues battling to get the piece of candy. The struggle was in vain when he pulled away with the caramel in his mouth. “ That was a really sweet kiss.” My face probably looked like a mess, but he looked flawless. “ I’ll take my leave then, I see my friends outside the room. see ya!” with that he walked away.

“ That was hot you know!” I was startled when i heard Heechul right behind me, I turned to see him sitting down on the seat. I was getting ready to yell at him for startling me, but a loud ‘ ehm’ brought my attention back the other way. “ Yesung-ssi do you mind talking for a bit?” It was Leeteuk, his face wore a slight smile, it’s was kinda shocking really and the only thing i could do was nod in response. I followed him to a corner of the classroom since, it was still pretty much empty. “ What is you and Kyuhyun’s relationship?” The question was shocking but not surprising, “ We are childhood friends…” Immediately his mood changed, he was literally shining. “ Really?! Oh thank goodness! I thought you guys were more than that. But being friends, Yesung-ssi please help me confess to Kyuhyun, I like him very much. Can you please give him this letter? Tell him ill be waiting for him.” with that he walked away, i was paralyzed, there was pain in my chest, the kind that doesn't let you breath right. When will it end? I looked down at the envelope in my hands, I had no choice i had to give it to him. I wonder if Kyu gets a boyfriend what would happen to me?

‘Cough, Cough’ It’s embarrassing being in the middle of the school assembly, when it was all quiet, and you are the only one making a ruckus with your coughing. “ Are you ok? you don’t look so good. Do you have a cold?” Heechul was beside me, looking a bit worried, before he turned to glare back at students who were staring at me. “ Im fine, its just a small cold, nothing to be worried about.” I was assuring him, as i was putting my hand in my pocket to retrieve a tissue i felt the the letter i was supposed to give to Kyuhyun yesterday. It had slipped my mind due to the building stress, and not to mention the slight cold i was getting. I wasn't feeling well since the morning but thought that it was just because i had missed breakfast. I suddenly remember that i had a caramel that Kyu had given me this morning after his usual routine.  Maybe it could help ease some of the dizziness, I reached into my pocket and closed my hand over the candy, ‘ah found it.’ Then everything went black, I could feel myself falling, but my body never found the cold floor for strong arms were around me. Holding me hostage against a chest i knew so well, Kyuhyun’s. When did he get here?

“You Idiot, If you had a fever why did you come to school? Why did you have to make me worry?” I woke up to Kyuhyun’s rather loud mumbling. “ Yah~ why are you being so loud brat,” i said as i sat up on the bed, judging by the the white room i could tell i was in the school infirmary, “ And for your information i came because it wasn't bad this morning.” Kyuhyun put quickly got up and put a hand to my forehead. “ Idiot, You’ve been having a fever since yesterday, you’ve also started coughing after school.” The truth gave me a shock, “really?” Kyuhyun looked at me “ Now that i think about it, it was probably my fault that you got sick, I should not have told you to get me the game. I’m sorry Yesungie.” Was he really that worried about me? “ You shouldn't have to say sorry, it wasn't your fault, i did it because i wanted to do it.” Suddenly Kyuhyun was kissing me, it was also unbearingly hot due to the fever i was sporting. He pulled away after a moment and smiled, “ Then i’ll help you get rid of that cold, You can transfer it all to me..” I like him so much, but its so painful. Sweet caramel can’t even compare to your kisses, much less you. He started to close the distance again when a low knock came from the door, after a moment it cracked open and in came Leeteuk. “ Excuse me, Kyuhyun can i talk to you?” I was glad that for the interruption, And didn't realize that i was holding my breath till kyu walked out of the room. The door open again, instinctively i held my breath once again, but let it out when i realized that it was the nurse. “ Hey Yesung, I’m Siwon, the school nurse, how are you feeling?” I had to admit the man was very good looking, I was struggling to get words out. “ I-I’m g-go-good,” His face was now filled with concern, “ Are you sure your face got red. I think your fever is getting worse, You should go home for today.” He had a hand on my cheek, which only made me blush harder. I tried to smile, but i’m pretty sure i failed, so i just nodded.

All i wanted to do was sleep but my uniform didn’t provide me with the comfort needed for me to take a nap. I started to pull off the clothes, a piece of paper fell from my sweater. ‘Oh !’  I cursed myself, I was supposed to give the letter to Kyuhyun but i forgot. How could i forget something so important. ‘ Maybe i don’t want Kyu to read it. Maybe I don’t Kyu to get a boyfriend, and leave me by myself. ‘Bzzzzz’ I looked at my phone and saw it a that it was a messege from Kyu. ‘ Meet me in the park in 5 minutes.’ I sighted.     

I went to the park and spotted Him sitting on a bench, he looked kind of anxious. I walked closer to him, finally he turned towards me, his face expressionless. “ Where is Leeteuk hyung’s letter? Give it to me!” I pulled out the letter from my pocket, and without warning he snatched it from my hand. “ How did you know?” he looked at the letter, “ i heard from Leeteuk…” He must be very angry, “ I’m sorry, you should know that i was going to give it to you, but…” I was interrupted by him. “ I doesn't matter anymore, he confessed to me not too long ago.” So he finally did it, I wonder what kyu said, I wonder what his feelings are. “ What did you tell him?” I had to ask. “Thats none of your concern, Yesung.” Oh I get it now, I mean nothing to him, I should have known. Every kiss was unmeaningful, they were just like caramel cubes.

And then they went their separate ways and never saw each other again. THE END

Just kidding. :)

“ I have to go now.” He was leaving me. “ Kyuhyun, I don’t want to kiss you anymore!!! Let me go, let me live my life.” I screamed after him, he stopped in his tracks and turned to face me. “No! Never, Yesung is my slave.” slave, he said, You're wrong, You are so wrong Kyuhyun. I ran towards him, tackled him to the floor and kissed him. It was a bit awkward since i never  initiated a kiss before. I pulled away with a blushing face, “ I might be a masochistic ert,” I don’t wanna be just a slave to you, “ But i refuse to be your slave,” I want to be more. “ I don’t want to kiss Kyuhyun anymore! I don’t want to be with Kyuhyun anymore!” I’m at my limit, “ Set me free… please…” My face was facing the floor, and because of that i couldn’t see Kyuhyun’s hurt expression. “ Ok, I understand… I won’t get close to you again.” with that he push me off and walked away. It hurt but it was for the best, right? I could not help the tears that were now freely running down my cheeks. “ Hey! What are you doing? Did You just had a fight with your boyfriend?” Ugh. Just what i needed right now, a couple of thugs, I got up and started the way back to my house. “ Where are you going, We saw the kiss right now, you made it look so hot, Me and Eunhyuk, here, Just thought that maybe we should try it too.” No stop, “ Stop! Let me go!” one of the boys smirked, “ Careful Hae,He’s a screamer… I wonder If he screams like that in bed, What do you think, should we give him the best night of his life?” The boy name Hae, face was getting nearer, ‘I don’t want this. The one i want to kiss is...’ “KYUHYUN!!!!” Strong arms were pulling me away, “ If you wanna know how he taste like, here is a caramel for you, It should be enough to satisfy a child like your self.” It was Kyuhyun, he saved me, Relief instantly filled me. “  You must be crazy to think that he would want to kiss someone that resembles a fish.” Kyu was now glaring, which had me cowering behind him. The other two on the other hand not so much, “ Aww they are no fun, let’s go Hyukie~” They were walking away, but i could see Kyuhyun ready to go after them. “ You know, I think those two were older than you.”  He turned to face me, “ Stand up…” I didn’t realize that i was sitting on the floor. I wiped some stray tears, and shook my head. I felt his hands tapping my head, “ We can get through this together, here have a caramel.” Suddenly it was raining caramel candy, I was being surrounded by them, “ This will be the last time i give these to you, each one represents words that I couldn’t say, touches i could never feel, And kisses i could could never steal.” I never knew Kyu Would feel like that, and never in my wildest dreams did i imagine that kyu would say those things to me. “...Love…” He froze. “ I Love You Kyuhyun!” I was crying now, “ But you are already going out with Leeteuk Hyung….” I was sobbing loudly now, and Kyuhyun was looking at me in disbelief. “ We are not going out, i turned him down on the spot. I can’t go out with anybody else but you, Yesungie, You are always on my mind, and always in my heart.” I was not expecting this, “ So what you are saying is that i have always been… you… you're… the person you like?” Kyuhyun was madly blushing, “ Idiot! do you think that I would kiss just anyone!?” He looked away, “ Do you think that i would allow  just anyone to get me sick? I started to fall in Love with you, so much that every time i wanted to kiss you…” Caramels were substitutes for kisses, my kisses. “ Is that true or are you just being mean?” Kyuhyun looked at me flustered, “ Of course im being serious, I would have rejected anybody, even if they did give me letters.” His expression suddenly turned dark, “And i’ll have you know that from now on, i’m not holding back, and i will take things further.” He pushed me down so that he was on top of me. Oh my god! “ Yah! you brat what are you doing?!  This is a park!” He smirked, “ Well Sungie i’ll have you know that since i’m on top, i would have the advantage, So i suggest for you to cooperate, and take responsibility for all the kisses i ever wanted to give you.”  He’s a monster, he is a sadistic monster, Our lips met and i couldn’t say anything back. When he pulled back, He laughed at my startle and blushing face. “ You know with a face like that it makes me want to tease you, after all from now on its going to be my job bully you.” Oh my what ‘em i going to do now! >.<