Goodbye Woohyun

Dear Woohyun....

Hi woohyun ^^.uhm i know this is awkward...im sorry if i just can talk to you through this letter

I know im such a coward and i hope u would read this till the end if it doesnt bother you.

Can u feel that woohyun ? our friendship was not like before. I wont blame it on you

We used to be bestfriend since we were kids,we played,had fun,laughed and cried together

We were always together ,until our friends would call us a couple. I know it was just kind of joke for you,,,but for me...i always hope that it would come true

Yes woohyun..the thing i want to say to you is..I Love You

Remember when we were in middle school? I was bullied by our senior ,and then you came to rescue me eventhought you ended up in hospital too with me,i was happy you helped me. And that’s when i started to feel this kind of feeling towards you. I know it’s wrong to fall in love with my own bestfriend,but i cant help it. Day by day you make me fall for you deeper. I didn’t want to destroy our friendship so i decided to hide my feelings

Until one day in high school...you started to changed. We were no longer hang out together as much as before. Whenever i asked you to spend weekend with me like we used to be,you always rejected it. At first i understand maybe you were busy or have your own life beside spending time with me. But then i understand..you are the popular guy while im just the nerd. Of course...why would a popular guy like you would hang out with a nerd like me. You will just embarrasse yourself if someone else spot you hanging out with me. I’m totaly understand Woohyun.

So i decided to stop bugging your life. I just want you to be happy and if being with them make you happy then im happy too.

But Woohyun ah,im sad..am i selfish if i want you to be always by my side ? you are no longer here to protect me,to tease me with your greaseball and your failed aegyo eventhought i love them.

Im so sad woohyun ah..my graduation is coming but i guess i can’t make it. My parents decided to send me to USA. You must be wondering if the reason im going there is to continue my study there right ? no woohyun,it’s my last year of high school so it’s impossible.

The reason is..i’m dying woohyun ah.. i know it’s unbelieveble but it’s the truth.

Remember your birthday 3 months ago ? i sent you message that i will wait for you in the park beside your house,the place we used to hang out together to celebrate your birthday together . i bought strawberry cake,i know you like strawberries. I waited you there and kept telling myself that you would come. One hour,Two hours, Three hours passed you still didn’t come but i kept waiting eventhought it was raining and i tried to cover your cake. I dont know how,but the next thing i knew i was in hospital bed. That’s when i found out that i have brain cancer,that explained why i always felt dizzy and nosebleed there past year. But the doctor said it’s too late to do a surgery. The chances is only 35% for me to survive. So my parents do everything to save me that’s why they want me to go to USA to do surgery there. I am scared Woohyun ah..i’m scared i wont be able to see you anymore. I want you beside me everyday and say that everything is going to be okay.

I know im no longer exist in your life. Im sure you wont be sad if im gone. Hoping that one day you will notice my feeling.

I have to go now Woohyun. I want to say thank you for everything. I was happy with you. Be happy and i hope you would be focus on your study more. sorry i cant write such a romantic letter

I love you woohyun ah and i always will. I’ve saved your name in my heart

Goodbye Woohyun <3

Ps : sorry i can’t send this letter by myself so i asked Myungsoo to send this letter to you instead

Sincerely Yours,

Kim Sunggyu