Nobody’s POV

Sulli came to Taemin’s house as usual. And she asked Taemin go out for a walk. Taemin seems happier than before, so he wasn’t afraid of going out outside as long as he has Sulli beside him. They walked in the river bank. They sat on the fresh grass. This was the place 3 of them (Suzy, Sulli, and Taemin) often went after school.

The sunset reminded Sulli a period time they were very happy when they were in high school. They often bought food and drink here and watched the sunset. This was also the place Sulli saw Taemin confessed to Suzy. That was a day Sulli had activity club, so she went to the river bank later than Taemin, and Suzy. From a distance, she saw he confessed his love to Suzy, and they kissed in front of her. Her heart was so hurt. She planned to go away, but Taemin saw her and called her name. She didn’t want to let they know she was hurt. So she wiped her tears, tried to smile, acted like nothing happened, and even congratulated them.

She kept recalling about that thing, Taemin called her many time, but she didn’t reply

• Suzy, Suzy, are you okay? – Taemin shook Sulli’s hand
• I’m … I’m fine, just recalling – Sulli said
• What are you recalling just now? – Taemin asked
• About the time when you, … Sulli, and me were together  - she said, she almost said “Teamin, Suzy and me”
• Don’t mention about Sulli, okay? – Taemin said
• Why? – Sulli asked
• I know I shouldn’t say that, because she is your twin sister. I wished the time could came back. I would not run into the street and saved her. I really regret about saving her. I lost my light because of her. I know it is not her fault. But until now, I can’t forgive her. Once you mention her, I recall the scary day – Taemin said
• Taemin … So, you … really hate her? – Sulli said with a weak voice
• I think… so, sorry for hurting your feeling, anyway she is your sister – Taemin said
• It’s fine,… she will understand – Sulli said with the tears falling on her face

Sulli’s POV

It’s been 3months since that day. I thought Taemin could forget, and stop hating me. But I was wrong, he still hated me so much. I thought he got the right to hate me, because I ruined his life. I stole everything of him. If one day he know I pretend to be Suzy, he will hate me more than now. It was too hurt to listen the one I loved, said he really hated me, and wished me die. Yes I would rather die. If I live, I just make h is life worse.

One month later, I  got a phone call of doctor. I couldn’t believe in what I hearing. He said someone donated cornea for Taemin. His surgerywould be held in next week. I rushed to Taemin’s house to tell him. Once I came in Taemin’s house. I saw Taemin sitting in a sofa. I rushed to his place and hugged him. He was surprise and hugged me back

• What wrong Suzy? – He said
• Doctor said … he said someone donated cornea for you – I said
• Really? … is it true? – he said happily
• Yes, you can see everything again – I nodded
• I’m really happy, I can see everything again, and I can see you in person – he said

I paused after hearing he said he wanted to see my face. No, he can’t see me. What if you know I lied him? I really wanted to be his side, but I wanted him to see everything again more. I knew my dream time was over. I needed to back to reality. My tear kept falling down once I thought I must separate from him. I truly love him, so I wanted him to be happy. I couldn’t live in happy while he lived in darkness

• Suzy, when I see again, we will get marry, okay? – he said
• Y…Yes. We will marry when your surgery is successful – I said while put my face on her chest

“Only this time, let me be your love” I thought. I hugged him tightly, I didn’t want to let him go. I looked at his happy face, I felt happy, yet hurt. I reached to his soft lip. I kissed him passionate, he kissed me back. He held me tightly, I couldn’t breath since he kissed me in a few minute. I gladded my first kiss was with him. I always hoped I could kiss him just once in my life. No time for me. I needed to be Sulli back.

I arrived at home with red eyes. I knocked Suzy’s door. She opened the door and looked at me

• Unnie, did you cry? Your eyes are really red – Suzy said
• I’m fine, I have an important thing to tell you – I said
• What is it? – Suzy said
• Taemin will do surgery in next week, then he can see again – I said
• Really? I’m so happy for him – Suzy said with teary eyes
• I have a favor. Please help me – I said and kneed on the floor
• What are you doing, unnie? – She pulled me up
• Please, come back to him, and pretend nothing happened. – I said while crying
• No, I can’t … I’m a bad one who left him – Suzy said
• Please, all he need is you – I said
• But you are the one who love him truly and took care of him after he got accident until now – Suzy said
• I did it because I felt guilty, not because I loved him. Come back to him, please – I lied to Suzy
• But I left him in his most difficult time. I’m worthy to be his girlfriend – Suzy said
• He didn’t know everything. He still think I’m you, Suzy. Just pretend nothing happened – I said

I begged Suzy in a long time. Finally, she accepted to be back to him. Now, my mission is completed. I can’t see him anymore

Next week,

His surgery was very successful, and he was discharged from hospital. Suzy also back to him. They are happy as before. Now, I have no reason to him again. I have the reason to give up on him. I will remember the time I was with him in whole my life. Thank to god, I had a chance to be his girlfriend, although it was a very short time

Taemin’s POV

It’s been 6 months since I saw everything again. My love for Suzy gained much more day by day. She was the one give my hope when I was hopeless. She took care of me very hard, now I want to take care of her back. I decided to make a proposal. I was so happy, since she said “yes”

Today I come to her house to ask her parents’ permission. I was so nervous while asking them. Finally, they accpeted me. I had dinner with her family. While having dinner, I saw Sulli again. She looks a lot thinner. Whenever I looked at her eyes, her eyes looks so sad, and about to cry. It’s been a long time since the last time I talked to her. She also kept a distance from me. She was not happy and smile a lot.

While Suzy, and her parents were watching TV, I saw Sulli standing at balcony. I decided to come to her, and have a talk.

• Hi, Sulli. It’s been a long time – I said
• Hi, hi Taemin, long time no see you – She startled back and said
• You looks thinner a lot – I said
• Yup, it’s because I must study hard to finish my study – She said
• And it seems you keep distance from me, do you hate me? – I said
• No , no , because I can’t face to you after cause you trouble – She said with teary eyes
• I forgave you already. At first, I really hate you, but now I will be your brother in law. I can keep hating my wife’s sister. And it’s not your fault – I said
• Thank for forgiving me – Sulli said
• After accident, I knew how much Suzy loved me, and I love her much more before. So I decided to get marry with her
• I’m happy for you guys, please take care of my sister well – Sulli smiled
• Of course, I’ll make her to be a happiest girl in the world – I said
• Let be a good family – Sulli gave me her hand
• Take care of me too – I shook her hand

I felt something different once I touched her hand. A similar warm. I didn’t know what this feeling was

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I plan to finish this fic in this chapter. But it's longer than I expect. So, i think chapter 5 will be the final. Hope you like it