Nobody’s POV

Today is the day Taemin leaves hospital. His parents are working in USA. They came back to Korean after hearing Taemin got accident. Actually, they didn’t see Suzy or Sulli once in person. They just knew by Taemin telling. So, they thought Sulli was his girlfriend, because Sulli comes to visit Taemin in hospital every day.  Sulli and his parents hospital came to hospital to take him home. Taemin seems afraid of being alone, so he held Sulli’s hand tightly. His parents only had day off in 2 weeks. Then they had to come back to USA for working. They asked Sulli come to their home and helped Taemin every day. Sulli accepted happily.

Every day, Sulli came to Taemin’s house for taking care of Taemin. Sulli cooked meals, cleaned house, helped Taemin take medicine.

Sulli’s POV

It’s been a month when Taemin had been discharged from hospital. He was very down. He only wanted to stay in his house. Since his parents were not there, so I had to take care of him. Sometimes, I felt very tired, because in the morning I rushed to Taemin’s house to cook breakfast for him, then I had to school, after school I went to Taemin’s house. I stayed in his house to cook meals, clean house, etc…Taemin kept distant with everybody. He hadn’t walked out his room just once. He was just in his room.

Sometimes, I went to his room. I saw he just sat at a corner of his room. He didn’t talk to his friends when they came to his house. I knew he hated everyone looking at him with pity eyes. I was the one he talked and smiled to.  He still thought I was Suzy. Every time he called Suzy’s name, my heart ached. I wished he called my name instead of Suzy’s name.

-          Taemin, why don’t we go out for a walk? – I said

-          I prefer to stay at home – Taemin said

-          There are many interesting things in outside. You’ve not walked out since the day leaving hospital – I said

-          I can’t see anything, so I don’t need to go out to see those interesting things – Taemin said

-          Taemin, do you know why us - human being have five senses? Because God wants us enjoy this life fully and honestly. Despite now you can't see anything, you still can experience this life with other senses. The beautiful scents, the familiar sounds, the cold feeling when the wind glides on your skin, the taste of your favourite food.

I started to cry when I saw he was very depressed. He was a kind person. He deserved to have a happy life. I wished I could be replace for him

-          The light is very important, but it doesn't mean everything. Your friends, your family, and me are always beside you – I said

-          But I’m so afraid. To me, the world is all black now – Taemin said

-          Please, just come out once – I said

Finally, Taemin agreed to come out with me. We were walking in a river bank. Taemin looks pretty scared in each his step. There was ac children group  playing football in there. The ball was flying forward to Taemin. It didn’t hit into Taemin, and the children rushed to where Taemin standing. They were laughing and screaming. Taemin looks very scared and shock. He turned around to find something

Taemin’s POV

Now to me, staying at home or going outside is the same. They are both completely black. But Suzy kept asking me out. I didn’t want to make her sad. I knew since I lost the light. She had to take care of me a lot. I couldn’t do anything. She was both studying and taking care of me. I knew she was tired, but she never complaint just once. Thanks GOD, I still had her beside me. She is my everything, the only thing I need now is her

We were walking in a river bank, I guessed it, since Suzy told me that. I couldn’t see anything, but darkness. I heard a loud laughing and screaming voice near to me. The loud was getting more and more loud. Then I felt the ground under my feet quaking. I was scared and shock. I was about to fall down, suddenly a familiar hand held my hand. A warm hand that I was expecting very much. I knew that was Suzy’s hand. I held her hand tightly.

-          It’s fine, because I’m always with you. I’ll never let your hand go – she said

I paused and was so happy because I was not alone at that time. Whenever I felt most depressed, she came to me, and helped me out

-          Taemin ah, Do you feel the cold wind? There are many birds flying in the sky. I guess they are coming back to their nest, …and the sky … it has pink, orange, and even blue color. All color mix up together, and become a colorful sky. The clouds are drifting forward to where the sunset. There are five stars rising in the sky. The water surface is mirroring the sky’s color. Everything, everybody are sinking into the darkness

Suzy was describing the scene in front of eyes. I closed my eyes and imagine everything through her description. I could see everything clearly in my mind.

-          I saw it, I could see it in my mind – I was imagining while crying

-          Really? – she said

-          As long as I has you side by side, I can see the world with colorful eye

Sulli’s POV

I was so happy, because Taemin looked happier recently. One day, I took him to hospital to meet doctor. He said Taemin could see again if someone donated cornea for him. I could see a smile on his face. I was happy to cry.

Back to Taemin’s house, in his room

-          Doctor, you still have a chance, I’m so happy – I said

-          But don’t hope too much. If I can’t, you’ll be hurt much – he said

-          No, no way, you will have the light again – I cried after hearing his pessimistic word

-          Are you crying? – He said

-          You will see everything again. Please, don’t lose your hope – I said

Suddenly, he held my so tightly. I wished this time would last forever

-          What is it? – He said and held crane paper in his hand

-          This is crane paper – I said

-          Crane paper? You made it? – He asked

-          2 days ago, I went to book store to buy book. I saw an origami book – the art of folding paper. I see it’s interesting. So I buy it

-          There are a lot of crane paper in the box – he touched a box next to him

-          There are 1000 crane paper what I made in 2 days – I said

-          1000 crane paper, I made it all, why did you made it so many? – he said

-          Someone told me, if I can made 1000 crane paper, my wish will come true – I said

-          So, what is your wish? – he asked

-          I wish you will see everything again, and be happy – I said while hugging him

-          You made it for me? I’m so touching – he hugging me tightly

I couldn’t breathe, I would rather die in his arm just like this

-          Can you teach me? I’m bored, I want to try to made it – he said

-          Of course – I smiled to him

I started teaching him origami. I taught him folding paper every day. He seems fold paper. I taught him a frog, a ship, a crane, and a daisy. He touched it carefully to imagine its shape in his mind

-          This is daisy, right? – he said

-          Yes, it’s daisy, its meaning is a true love in flowers’ meaning – I read it in a book

-          So, … this is your flower, Suzy – he said

-          Mine? Why? – I said

-          As the meaning of daisy, you’re always stay by my side sincerely , and your heart is as beautiful as its meaning – he smiled to me

“Am I sincere? True love? But I am fake, I am not Suzy” I started crying hard. My heart hurt so much. I wish I can be sincere to him. I could tell him who I was, and how much my love was for him. “Please, don’t tell my heart is beautiful, because it’s not as beautiful as you think. If one day you know it, you will hate me because I lied to you too much.

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