I remember every one of our firsts like it was yesterday. Our first hug, first kiss, first date, first anniversary. Do you remember them as clearly as I do, hyung?

Do you remember the first time you told me you loved me? Or the first time you proved that sentence when you gave your body to me; when you showed me what it felt like to be loved so much? Surely, you remember them, you told me so in the last message you left before you took off without a single clue where you went to.

But do you remember how much I loved you, hyung? How I gave everything I had to you? How much I hurt and sacrificed for you?

Are these memories, so precious to me that I can't forget them no matter how hard I try, so small to you that you forgot them so easily?

Or... do you not care enough to remember?

Note: I am not stealing ichigosama's stories, I have been given permission by Nikki (her) to put them back up on AFF. She's an amazing writer and will be deeply missed. I just couldn't bear to watch her stories go with her.