What It Feels Like

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But Howon supposes he is a bit lucky. At least he saw this coming, because after all, he always said he was never good enough. But that was where his luck ran dry. He made the mistake of thinking that he could make up for all he was lacking with everything he did and everything he had given up and everything he lost. 

Foreword

Not to mention, although he predicted this, his vision did not contain Myungsoo. Myungsoo, who seemed so much better in every way and had the most handsome face and was always so affectionate and understanding and Howon could think of way more 'and's about him than he would like to admit. If he were actually lucky, he would have lost the Sungjong in an instant. So quickly that he was left no time to regret, so quickly that he felt no pain. Well, compared to what he was feeling now.

An entry in Welcome To Our Dream Writing Contest. 

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stillbroken
#1
Chapter 2: This was my first Hojong fanfic, I wanted to read one where the plot was just about them but every single one I found was about this pairing and others so when Myungsoo suddenly appeared I was like "no, please no, I was enjoying it so much ;;" and I just kept reading waiting for my happy ending and I was so happy at the end :')
Aaaanyway, I really liked this story, when I think about them, I just think about a sweet couple and that's what they are and I don't know, sweetness makes me all smiley and lovely djsksh :3
It was really well written and I like the idea you had.
At the end I started thinking "wait, four words?" and I thought about all the possible phrases but I kinda failed ;; English isn't my first language (I think it's pretty clear it's not tbh) and I'm not good when it comes to these things otl
Thank you for writing this~ ^^
rykichan
#2
Chapter 2: The way this fanfic was written was really nice! I loved it. I really liked the format you had to write it, too. I was a bit sad when Sungjong left Hoya, but I'm glad they were united in the end.
threesecondstodawn
#3
Hojong makes me cry.