. : Soo Min's P.O.V: .

 Anguish is what I felt when my eyes fluttered open, strong feelings of resent flooded through my veins. Turning my head in the direction of my clock, on my floor safely next to my bed, 6:00 flashing in a loud red. A huff passed my parted lips and I practically threw my body on the floor, sitting a few centimeters from my door. Sleep slowly caressing my bones in a desperate way to stay, a sudden noise making me jump slightly. Hwa Young and Mi Young door to their shared room opened, it’s rusted hinges creaking as it went. Realizing I sat there far too long, I went to the corner of my room grabbing the outfit I picked out the other day and my towel. The good thing about this apartment is having two full baths, so in which, I sauntered my way to the bathroom downstairs. Stripping down of my pajama’s, I really looked at myself in the mirror. My skin was uneven, pale in places where the sun was sheltered and tanned where it invited the sun. Face peppered with acne and scars adorning the rest of my body. It was all a complete disaster, but it was a new year and one where I really wanna change. Physically.

After I showered I put on my outfit, brushed my teeth, pretty much all goods. Opening the door the saw Hwa Young a glare gracing her features.

“Gosh, it took you long enough, but you actually look cute for once.”

Hurt flickered across the ocean of emotions that ran through my mind. Ignoring her comment I went to eat a poptart and up the stairs to wake my mom up for a ride. Since bussing for high schoolers stopped they seemed to lose a handful of their students to homeschooling programs. Gathering my items I sat in the car waiting for my mother to come out. My nerves picking up again, the rush coming from my heart and making it’s way down into the pit of my stomach. This was a much bigger school with more mature people, older kids. Even though the school was small and in the country, it never failed to intimidate me. Even though I was half asian, people never really let me feel so sort of tranquillity. Yet again, this is a new year and a fresh start. I should let go of all the negative thoughts and get on with this.

I walked into the school and felt an awkwardness sweep across my spine and stood there clumsily bumping into people.

¨Minnie!¨ A smile grazed my features and I went to the round table in the middle of the cafeteria. All my friends gathered at the table, along with some of our seniors. Maybe this year won't be so bad. Ha. Well, expectations went downhill from there.