Minchan's POV:


"So, exactly how are you going to react once you and Sungmin finally see each other tonight?" I blinked softly, soon looking over at Seoyoung, who was going through the closet and throwing a few outfits she favored onto my bed. Chunhee and Minji were at my vanity, putting their make up kits on it. We all decided to get ready together, talk about a few things here and there while preparing for the evening event. Then, we would head to the venue, where the party would be held at. Infinite and my family would be there first, however Minji and Chunhee would then leave to get the Super Junior boys to come over. I mean, from what I've heard, they know about the party and accepted the invitation; so of course they were going to come over.

I could feel stares piercing through my body, expecting an answer sooner than later. I my lips, thinking about how to respond. It's been a year and a half since I last saw him. Would I rush to him and throw my arms around him, living happily ever after with him? I hope so. "Honestly, I don't know. I'll try to keep my cool, okay? Is that a good answer?" I said, soon laughing it off to act like this reunion with him isn't a big deal to me. I heard Chunhee and Minji laugh, getting the joke I played. However, Seoyoung gave me that look. Oh, it was the look that she knew I was lying. Well, that's my best friend for you.

"Alright, if you say so. But if something bad happens, I approve of you being with Myungsoo." I blinked, before shooting a glare at her. "Yah yah, I'm not getting together with anyone other than Sungmin." She rolled her eyes, going back to the closet. "I'm sure if you were single again, you would run after Henry, Zhou Mi, or Myungsoo. I mean, the way you've heard them treat you when you were in that coma as well as what I've heard them care about you before you went in that coma totally says something about their feelings towards you. If Sungmin wasn't with you right now, one of those three would be your boyfriend."

I let out a sigh, before shaking my head and going through my shoe rack. To be quite honest, she made a point that I had to agree with. Sungmin has never asked about me for the past days, from what Doctor Song has informed me. Henry and Zhou Mi, however, have. Myungsoo has constantly texted me and Seoyoung about my well being since the moment I visited Infinite and announced I would try to be their manager again. Sungmin hasn't contacted my parents once about how I'm doing. I let out a small pout, my mind now growing sad thoughts about my relationship with him. But I had to shake them off. I would be seeing not only him tonight, but all these other guys I love and cherish. He wasn't the only one I dearly cared about, and I would get answers later tonight at that reunion party about him. 

"I say you should wear this dress, Minchan." I let Seoyoung choose my dress, since she is the fashion expert out of us. "Alright, I'll just wear these black heels with the rhinestone bow at the peep toe area." I informed her, pulling them out of the shoe rack. "That'll be perfect with this dress!"

And from that moment on, we began to dress ourselves. We decided to wear our favorite colors for this party. Minji had this deep, royal purple dress on. It was pretty simple; her dress was strapless with a black ribbon around her waistline, and the dress ended on top of her knees. Chunhee's dress was delicate and cute, just like her. It was a baby pink sweetheart bubble dress that had a rhinestone belt around her waist line. Seoyoung's dress was screaming elegance. It was the same length as Minji's dress, almost the same style. However, hers was dyed in a royal blue color, and there was black floral lace layer on top of the skirt portion. And to compliment it more, a black bow was tied around her waist. They all had simple black heels on, just to keep the sophisticated aura there with their outfits.

"You guys look gorgeous." I stated, now it being my turn to head behind the changing screen. While each of them were changing, I decided to put on my make up. It was simple yet glamorous, having gold and glitter compliment my eyes. I also did my hair of simple curls since my dress would be the statement of the whole attire. "I'm pretty sure you'll look gorgeous with yours on." They said in unison, pausing their current action of applying make up before laughing softly. "Oh, I was so right. You three would get along really well." I stated, finally going behind the changing screen.

And after a few minutes, I finally appeared to be in their view. The clicking of my heels caught their attention, and they soon turned to face me. All of their jaws dropped instantly. "You will make Sungmin's jaw drop with that look. You look absolutely beautiful." Seoyoung said with a smile. I couldn't help but beam a smile. My dress was pretty elegant as well. It was a deep red color, made of satin material. It was also a bubble, strapless dress. And there were some rhinestone details on the top part of the dress. A bow was around the waistline, to show the transition of detail to simplicity.

"Thank you, now are you ready? I'm pretty sure everyone else downstairs is ready. Come on." And with that, we headed downstairs. Our heels clicked against the stairs, and my mother, father, and brother looked up from the living room. "Wow, you girls look amazing." My father complimented, earning multiple of thank you's from us. "Let's go... Wait, what's that for?" I asked, pointing at the suitcase. Jongjin chuckled, holding onto the handle of the travel-sized suitcase on wheels. "Well, I'm positive that once Hyung sees you, he's going to beg for you to spend the night sleeping next to him at the Super Junior dorm. So I asked mom to pack a few things for you to last two nights and three days there, in case you can stand being in that area for that long."

I couldn't help but shake my head, smiling at his intuitions that were sure to be true. "You are so smart, Jongjin Oppa. Now then, let's head off to the venue. I'm sure Officer Song, Uncle Song, and the rest of them are waiting there. And you two need to get Super Junior." I stated, pointing at the two girls. "Of course, we'll be having Jongjin with us though, if you're okay with that." Minji said, making my mother chuckle. "Oh it's fine. I'm sure they'll come if they see him with you two."

And with that, we all went our separate ways. My parents, Seoyoung, and I arrived at the venue ten minutes after departing from my house. We headed up to our floor, the sixth and highest floor of the building to be exact. Once we got there, we were greeted by multiple workers and the Song Family. A lot of hugs were shared and words were exchanged. And later, Infinite came over.

"Noona!" I heard voices call out, making me turn my head. At that moment, they stopped walking, just to stare at me. The only person I didn't see was Myungsoo, which made me slightly confused. "Where's Myungsoo?" I asked, walking up to them while Seoyoung was helping with the last preparations of the party. "He's busy.. Uhm.. Parking the car, Noona." Sungjong stuttered, flushing a bright red. "Aw, are you flustered to see your Noona all dressed up?" I asked, looking at each and every one of them. Slowly they nodded, which made me giggle. "I only wanted Sungjong to answer, but I'm glad you guys think I'm pretty tonight."

"Hey, there you guys are!" I heard Myungsoo call out, making me look up. Slowly, the Infinite members dispersed to make an aisle for him to walk through. A soft smile grew on my lips as I saw him, and he looked as if he was star strucked. He blinked multiple of times, soon straightening himself while holding a bouquet of flowers. They were tulips, yellow tulips. He remembered that those were my favorite flowers, and that really touched my heart. "Hey Myungsoo."

A smile grew on his lips, and soon he walked over to me. "Hey... Ah, you look amazing tonight." A giggle passed my lips, and I gave him a sweet thank you. "I'm glad you and the gang could come over. It'll be a fun get together with you guys and Super Junior around." I informed him. He nodded before presenting the flowers properly in front of me. "Here, for you, Minchan." Carefully I took them in my own hands and smelled them. "Thank you, they are truly lovely."

Before I could immerse into a deeper conversation with them, Seoyoung called my name as she headed towards him. "They are here! Come quick!" And instantly she took the flowers, gave them back to Myungsoo, and dragged me to the back. "Okay! I can head there myself! You have to be out there too! You are Jongjin's date!" She paused for a moment and let go of my hand. "You're right! Have fun at the back." And with that she left to get everyone seated. I shook my head and continued to walk towards the back. There, I saw Officer Song speaking to a male. He looked familiar, but I couldn't put my finger on who he was.

"Ah, there you are, Minchan." I heard Officer Song called out, making me smile. "Hello, am I interrupting something? I was told to wait over here." "Oh no, you are not. I was just telling this gentleman about you. He'll be your out into the dinning room as well as eat with us. He's one of my main assistants and top agents, the one who has a higher rank than you." I blinked before looking over at him, who was showing off a charming smile towards me. "I've heard so much about you, Minchan. I don't know if you know me, but my name is Seo In Guk."

Pause. The singer and idol Seo In Guk? "Are you the singer?" A chuckle escaped his lips before he nodded. "I am, but please, only consider me as just Seo In Guk." I smiled. "Of course, I never really do that with idols." Officer Song smiled before taking a step away. "I'll see you two later. Remember, I'll notify you when you two have to come out." In Guk smiled and nodded. "Yes, sir." And with that, the elder left us two alone.

"So, I hear you just woke up a few weeks ago?" I nodded. "That's terrific. And I'm glad you remembered everything." Again I nodded, and he smiled more. "That's good, but there is one thing I'm curious about." I looked up at him, before blinking a lot. "What is it, In Guk-ssi?" He chuckled softly. "No need formalities. But anyways, if you remember everything... How come you don't remember me?"

I gave him a confused look, soon tilting my head to the side. "What do you mean by that?" Another chuckle escaped his lips, as if he was amused. "Do you not remember me, Chan? You know, that very chubby kid who was your best friend during your younger years? The one who confessed to you about crushing on you madly at the age of seven? The nephew of Officer Song?" I thought for a moment, and then I gasped. "OH MY GOD! GUKKIE!?" He smiled brightly at my reaction. "Yes, your Gukkie, Chan."

My heart was racing, beating happily at this realization. This was a good childhood friend of mine, and we were separated when I decided to go to college in the states. I smiled wide before jumping up, wanting to hug him tightly. And we did just that as he wrapped his arms around my waist and twirled me around. "Oh how I missed you, Gukkie." I sang softly in the crook of his neck. "I missed you more, Chan. Let's catch up some other day? Just the two of us?" I pulled my head away to look into his eyes, giving him a sweet smile. "It's a date, Gukkie."

Once he put me down, I could hear amazement of Jongjin's date from multiple male voices. I let out a chuckle, knowing that my Super Junior boys were there. "Oh, where's Sungmin, Jongwoon?" I heard mother ask, making me blink. "Oh, he's caught up with something as of the moment. But he said he'll come here as soon as possible." He explained, and the voice of my older brother made the worry of Sungmin's absence disappear.

"I guess your brother is doing a good job at keeping your heart calm even from afar, Chan." Guk said, making me smile. "Mmmhmm, but what do you mean by that?" I asked, looking up at him. "Well, when your boyfriend's name was mentioned, I could see this small sadness in your eyes. But once your brother explained the situation, your mood brightened up a bit." A smile grew on my lips. "Well, that is the Yesung Effect." We both chuckled at my reply, and soon he stood straight.

"Officer Song informed me that we should go out there now." Guk explained, offering me his arm. I smiled and took it, following his lead out there. "We also have a surprise for you guys." I heard Jongjin say. "This isn't just a reunion party for us, but a reunion party for someone else." Then, Guk stopped at the edge of the wall. One more step and we'll both be seen. "Just follow my lead." He whispered in my ear before pulling away and being exposed to all of them. "Okay." I whispered.

"Him?" Jongwoon questioned, making Seoyoung giggle softly. "No, not In Guk. The one he's escorting." And then, Guk put his hand out, and I took it. Now my hand was exposed to everyone. And soon my foot, and it continued to where I was out there for all to stare at. Carefully, I looked up and smiled. Gasps were heard and shocked faces were shown on every Super Junior's members' faces. A soft giggle escaped my lips, as I began to tear up. There, I saw Jongwoon getting up and slowly walking towards me.

"Min-minchan?" He questioned. "Yes, Oppa?" I answered back, letting go of Guk's hand. "Is that... Is that really you? You're finally awake?" I nodded again. "Of course, this is your darling little sister standing and breathing right in front of you." I answered. And before I knew it, I was in his embrace. Sniffling rang into my ears, and I knew he was about to cry. Oh goodness, I can feel myself about to cry as well.

"I can't believe it, you're finally awake. I've prayed for this day for so long, Minchan. You have no idea. Is that why the hospital kept rejecting visitors? Because you were awake and they had to make sure you're okay? Is that why Mom and Dad were busy most of the time so suddenly? Because you were awake and they were taking care of you? Why didn't they let me know you were awake? Huh?" He shot me with so many questions, that it pained my heart to hear how hurt he was to not know a lot of these things. Yet, there was relief in his voice, which made me smile small.

I pulled away from him, and cupped his face. "Oppa, please don't cry." I told him softly, wiping away his tears with my thumbs. "All that matters is that I'm here, healthy and perfectly fine." I told him sweetly, trying to hold back my tears. I haf to look good for Sungmin when he comes, right? Therefore, no crying. A smile grew on his lips and he hugged me again. "I know, and I'm sorry. It's just, I am so happy you are here with us." He stated, making me smile softly.

And once he pulled away, I saw the rest of the Super Junior members circle around me. But most important, Zhou Mi and Henry were right behind Jongwoon. A sweet smile grew on my lips as I saw the two Chinese members right there. "Minchan?" They said in unison, and I couldn't help but giggle softly at their voices. "Oh you two." I said softly, before opening my arms for one of them to hug me. 

First came Zhou Mi, who was already in tears. He embraced me tightly in his arms, and my face was snuggled into his chest nicely. Good thing I put hairspray on top of my make up, or else it would be ruined by now. "I missed you, Minchan. I really did." I heard him, making me giggle softly. "I missed you a lot too, Zhou Mi." I said, the words being muffled against his chest. "Don't suffocate me, Zhou Mi." I simply said, making him chuckle softly and pull away. "I thank god you are healthy and perfectly fine." I smiled and nodded. "Well, you are talking to none other than Kim Minchan."

Finally I looked over at Henry, who looked emotionless. "Henry?" I called out softly, slowly walking towards him. Once I was right in front of him, I tilted my head to the side. "Henry?" And before I knew it, he embraced me into a tight hug and lifted me off the ground. I let out a soft squeal, as he twirled me around. Once he placed me on the ground, he hugged me tightly once again. "I missed you so much, Minnie. You have no idea how much pain I faced when you were gone. It was so painful for me for the past year and a half. But I'm glad you're right in front of me, breathing and alive. You're truly a miracle."

I smiled softly; his words really touched my heart. And he placed a sweet kiss on my forehead. I would get upset to be honest, since my heart was with Sungmin. But I let him off for once. I mean, he is still a dear part of me. I looked up at him and smiled. "You're still a sweet heart, Henry. I'm really glad you're still close to me." He smiled and held me close. 

While this was happening, all the guys did a group hug with Henry and I in the middle. I coudn't help but laugh, thanking them for being such great friends. They slowly pulled away, and Henry kept me close to him still. I giggled and snuggled into his arms more, being really happy to be there. But suddenly, he pulled away from me, making me look up at him.

"But, Minchan... There's something we need to tell you." I blinked, seeing this worry look mask his eyes. I blinked and tilted my head. "It's about Sungmin." Instantly, my heart dropped, starting to worry about what may be said. "What? What is it, Henry?" I looked at the others and they had the same look as well. "What? What's going on with him?"

"Sungmin... Well, while you were sleeping... He..." Before Henry could finish what he was saying, I could hear a door closing in the background. The sound was then followed by two people talking and a girl giggling. The talking got louder and soon the two owners of those voices entered the room. "Hey guys, sorry I'm late. Me and Sunny finished our date minutes ago and rushed over here. I hope you don't mind that I brought her along."

Date? Sunny? All in the same sentence? My heart dropped harder, and I was feeling so much pain. The others looked towards him, except for Henry who was staring at me. "Minchan?" He whispered, making me blink a bit. Slowly, a tear ran down my cheek. "What are we celebrating for exactly?" I heard Sungmin ask, followed by a similar question asked by Sunny. They're celebrating me coming back, you idiot.

Carefully, the guys and everyone else moved to the side. Only Henry, who was blocking me from their view, stayed still. Slowly, I looked down and wiped my tears. "We're celebrating Henry? It isn't his birthday though." Then slowly, Henry held my hand, giving me a reassuring grasp. "It'll be okay. I'll be right beside you." I nodded and looked up at him. "And you look beautiful." I smiled small, and soon he let go of my hand and stepped to the side.

The moment when he moved out of the way and I saw Sungmin, I felt time stop. There he was, his eyes all wide with his grip on Sunny's hand decreasing. And soon, he let go of her hand. Time really did stop, because he and I just stood there, staring into each other's eyes.

"Min-minchan?" He finally stuttered out, his eyes only on me. It was as if he just saw a ghost, haunting him. And I'm pretty sure that's what I'm doing right now, since I sort of caught him with another girl without a formal explanation or a formal break up. I just smiled small and nodded, soon bowing to both of them. "Hello, it's nice to see you both again." Sunny looked confused, yet she was obviously happy about that I was breathing and alive. 

Soon, the atmosphere turned awkward and I didn't know what to do or say. But somehow, I was saved by my old partner, Myungsoo. "Hey, Minchan, I forgot to give you your present." He lied, soon standing besides me. I blinked and turned towards him, and a small smile replaced my fake one. "Thank you." I said softly, taking the flowers. "How about we all eat and talk, okay? It's buffet style, so eat as much as you want." Seoyoung said with a proud smile, followed by a loud cheer from the other guys.

And throughout the rest of the party, we talked, ate, danced, laughed, and stayed jolly. Well, I at least tried to stay happy. It was sort of hard to watch Sunny being flirtatious with Sungmin, but I had to push that image away since it was obvious there wasn't Sungmin and I anymore. My heart was shattering every moment I saw those two together, but yet my mind tried to stay positive. This was my party anyways, so why do I have to be sad when two people out of the dozens were ruining it? I didn't want to be the one killing the mood, so I acted happy.

However, it was pretty nice that Myungsoo, Henry, Zhou Mi, my childhood friend Guk, and my two brothers trying their best to make me feel better. They would give me more food, change the subject or gain my attention every time my eyes would wander off on the two love birds. I mean, everyone was doing just that, it's just that those six were doing a great job at it.

In the middle of the dance portion of the party, I was just sitting down and taking a drink of my punch. Minji and Chunhee came by and sat next to me. "Minchan... We want to apologize for not telling you about this earlier... We honestly didn't know what to say, or how you would react to such news. We and even Super Junior were surprised about Sungmin suddenly dating Sunny. He explained that when he last visited you, he talked to you and said he broke up with you. The following week, he began to date Sunny." I blinked, remembering what Doctor Song had informed me. So my dream was correct, he did break it off with me that day.

"Some of us were incredibly furious, especially your brother, Zhou Mi, and Henry. The rest of us weren't so sure about it, but we slowly turned okay about it. I mean, it is slightly reasonable that he did such a thing. It's hard to watch your lover in a coma and that you've been in pain for a year. So, I mean, for him to stay emotionally healthy, he wanted to break it off." I bit my lip. He was the one who told me he would wait forever for me, that no one else would fill in my space.

I let out a soft sigh and smiled small, before shaking my head. "It's fine, no need to apologize. It's better I found out right in front of me this way. I understand his intentions..." I looked over at him, who was just simply sitting and talking with Sunny. He looked as if he was not interested in her conversation, showing off his fake smile that I knew by heart. But it's whatever, maybe he changed while I was sleeping.

"It's just... I sort of hoped he would wait for me just a little bit... Did you know? The last time he visited? The week after that, I actually woke up." I looked over at them, and they looked incredibly shocked. "No one knew about that occurring... But I mean, no one knew when I was going to wake up." My heart slowly began to beat heavily, hurting my chest. And my tears were slowly coming back. "I still love him with all my heart, so it really hurts right now." I confessed softly before looking down again.

At that moment, I could see a hand right in my sight. I looked up to see Henry right in front of me. I blinked a bit, staring into his eyes. "May I have this dance? It's a slow song." I couldn't even tell it was a slow song playing, but I took his hand anyways. I carefully got up and let him guide me to the dance floor. He wrapped his arms around my waist, and I wrapped mine around his neck. 

We swayed side to side, letting the music take control. I let my head rest against his chest, snuggling close to him. "Are you okay?" He asked softly, rubbing my back gently. "A bit." I confessed, looking up at him. "You know, everything will be alright in time. And you have great friends and family right beside you to help you heal your heart." I nodded slowly, agreeing to his statement. "And always remember, I'm right next to you all the time. I'll give you all my time if you need someone to be with." I smiled small and looked up at him. "Thank you, Henry." And carefully, knowing it was alright, I gave him a gentle kiss on the cheek.

Minutes later, I danced with Myungsoo. He gave me the same speech as Henry, explaining that he'll be there for me all the time. "And really, Minchan, if you want me to beat him up, you know I can do that for you. And if you want to get away, I can do a lot for you with that factor." I smiled and shook my head. "You still are that one guy who is willing to give me everything the moment I say what I want." He nodded with his sweet smile. "Of course. You are my special friend, Minchan. You are too precious to me." I chuckled softly and kissed his cheek as a thank you.

"May I have the next dance?" I heard Zhou Mi asked, making me smile and nod. I took his hand and he twirled me away from Myungsoo. "So, all these guys are already saying that they'll be there to help and protect you, huh?" I chuckled and nodded. "Yes, Henry and Myungsoo said so." He chuckled and soon twirled me and dipped me. Boy, does he know how to do things to charm a woman. "Well, add me on that list of protecting and helping you." He pulled me back up and I chuckled softly. "I'm glad you want to be part of that list, Zhou Mi. Thank you." Once again, I kissed his cheek and we swayed to the music.

Finally, the last slow song played for the night and in came my childhood friend. "May I dance with the lovely Chan?" I heard him ask, making me giggle softly. "Is that alright, Zhou Mi?" The mentioned male smiled and nodded. "Of course." He let go of me, and soon Guk pulled me into his arms. We swayed side to side happily, chatting about a lot of things for a while. "Hey, even though I don't know much about what happened between you and Sungmin, know that you can always talk to me about problems, okay? Even though I'm not as chubby as before, I'm still the same guy that was with you a long time ago. You can always trust me." I couldn't help but giggle softly at his words. "Oh Gukkie." He smiled. "It's true, Chan. I'm here for you always. I've always been here for you." I smiled and hugged him tightly before giving him a sweet kiss on the cheek. "Thank you so much."

And then the night passed on to the moment where we had to start leaving. "Can I have her over tonight?" I heard Jongwoon ask, making me giggle. "Of course you can, we already packed her things for her to stay with you for at least a night." Jongwoon jumped with joy, making me chuckle. "You're the best, now let's go." And we began to head off to the parking lot, grabbing my suitcase from my mother and leaving with Jongwoon. 

"I'll meet you guys at home, I'm going to take Sunny home." I heard Sungmin say in the distance before heading to his car. I bit my lip before looking over Jongwoon. "No need to worry about seeing him at the dorms, okay? We rearranged the place, and I share a room with Ryeowook. Sungmin isn't even close to my room, so don't worry." I nodded thankfully before entering the car.

When we arrived at the dorms and entered the Super Junior dorms, I took in a deep breath. It still hasn't changed. It was basically the same as before. "Wow, it's as if I was here yesterday." I said, slipping my shoes off and walking around the living room. "You'll sleep next to me tonight, okay? Go ahead and take a shower first, we'll set everything up for you to relax at." I nodded and hugged Jongwoon before running to the bathroom. Everything was still the same, and that meant new towels were still there.

After a shower, I headed for Jongwoon's room and closed the door behind me. No one was in there, so I happily changed into my pajamas. "I think I'll drink some tea and then head off to bed." I walked into the living room, to again be greeted by so many hugs. "Do you want anything, Minchan?" Ryeowook asked sweetly, making me smile. "Is it alright that you may make me some tea? I can if you don't want to." Without another word, he got up and headed for the kitchen. I sat on the couch next to Donghae, who hugged me tightly and held me close. Oh this guy, he's always treating me like a little sister.

Ryeowook returned with my tea, and from that moment on, we all just talked and talked. I knew that the party wasn't enough for me to catch up with these guys. "And then Super Junior M is going to perform their latest song sometime at the end of this month." Eunhyuk stated, making me smile. "Oh really? That's truly exciting. I can't wait to see it. Maybe tomorrow you guys can give me a sneak preview?" The members of Super Junior M nodded with happy smiles. "Of course, we'll totally do that for you." Siwon said with a charming smile. As I took a sip of my tea, we all heard a door shut in the background. We looked up, only to see Sungmin walk into the living room.

"Hey guys." He simply said, before looking at me. I blinked, and that's when my heart began to beat heavily. The guys looked at me before looking over at him. Eunhyuk gestured his head towards me while still looking at Sungmin. The male simply nodded, soon looking down and rubbing the back of his neck. "Come on guys, I'm sure these two as well need to catch up." Eunhyuk said simply before getting up. The others followed behind, leaving Sungmin and I alone in the living room.

I kept my eyes on the mug, feeling him walking over to sit on the coffee table in front of me. I blinked, and slowly looked up to see him. He was right there; he was still his puppy, handsome, perfect looking Sungmin that I fell in love with a year and a half ago. And still, I love him. My heart was racing more and more, and I was scared that he could hear my own heart beating.

"So..." Sungmin started off, firmly placing his hands on his lap. He looked up at me, sorrow in his eyes. It looked as if he was torn. I wondered if he could tell I was truly dying in the inside with the look in my eyes. "When.... When did you wake up?" I pulled the mug down to my lap, my eyes only on it. "A week after your last visit." I answered him, seeing that I only had one more sip of the simple beverage. "Oh, that's nice..."

I took my last sip, before looking up at him. The awkward feeling intensified with each second. "When... When did you get with Sunny?" I asked. I knew those two had a thing before he and I got together, and I knew that she still had feelings while he and I were secretly together. I could see why he went back to her, but still, why couldn't he have waited for me? "A week after I last visited you." He answered, making my heart drop to the ground. "Oh..."

"Minchan... I..." I shook my head before placing my mug on the nightstand. "Don't say anything, please. I don't want to hear an explanation or what not about why you got with her or anything. I understand that you were incredibly hurt while I was in the process of healing and trying to get better. It was a year and a half of my own absence. So I truly understand why you want to go break it off and be with someone else." I felt my eyes tearing up, my lips quivering. "But... even though... I still don't get why you didn't wait for me. You were the one who stated you would wait for me no matter how long it would take. You were the one saying all these things that made it sound like you were going to be with me forever. Obviously you didn't commit to your own words. So congrats that you and Sunny are back together again, I'm glad that your realtionship easily went public the moment you two started dating. Thank you for those memories that actually kept me alive during my coma. Now, good night."

I quickly got up and walked out of the way, only to be grabbed by him. He pulled me to face him. "Minchan, please hear me out. I still love you." I scoffed, my tears now falling down. "Oh really? Then what about Sunny?" He paused for a moment. "I... I like her a lot too." I rolled my eyes before getting out of his grasp. "Well obviously you don't love me, if you have feelings for her and are with her. Don't say things you don't mean or words filled with pity. You have no right to pity me right now." Sungmin let out a heavy sigh. "But Minchan, it's really from my heart! I still love you with all my heart! It's just I was in pain for so long that I couldn't take it, and I ended up dating Sunny to forget you, and then my feelings for her grew back. I still love you though! It's so confusing right now! And it's painful for me right now. Do you at least know that?"

More of my tears were running down. I was now confused and hurt. I'm sure he doesn't love me anymore with Sunny now in the picture. I don't see why he's saying all these things. Does he really pity me right now? Does he feel sorry for me since he threw me away for someone who was breathing and alive just like him at that moment? All these qusetions were hurting my brain and heart, and I couldn't take it anymore.

"Well do you know what I'm feeling right now?" I bit my lip hard, not even believing what I was about to say. "I love you. My whole heart loves you. I loved you during the coma and I still love you. But now, my hate for you is stronger than my love for you." And with that, I ran to Jongwoon's room and slammed the door behind me, not caring that Sungmin called my name multiple times and followed me to the room.                

"Oh Minchan." My brother softly said, running up to me and pulling me into his embrace. I began to cry, to cry really hard. My heart was in so much pain, and it felt like I was going to die soon. The pain was too strong for me to handle. "It's okay, let it all out." He said, guiding me to his bed. "Ryeowook, get the lights." His roommate nodded and did as he was told, turning off the lights and turning on the lamp next to Jongwoon's bed. "Thanks." And Jongwoon went back to comforting me.

After for crying for so long, I finally calmed down and relaxed in Jongwoon's embrace. "Here, I have a day off tomorrow. How about we go and do something to cheer you up?" I nodded, taking his offer. "Alright, now let's go to sleep okay?" He covered us with the blanket and kissed my forehead. "Goodnight, Minchan." I closed my eyes, whispering my soft "Goodnight" to him. And soon, I drifted off to sleep, silently praying that I will get over this pain sooner than later.

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Woot!

Finally, an update after two months!

I apologize that this took forever to happen 3

I've been so busy, and today I didn't really have much to do

So tadah, here it is ♥

Such a long chapter, but I'm sorry that the end was sort of rushed

Or, I at least felt the end was rushed

But teehee, so many cute moments with Minchan and other guys

What's going to happen next~?

I hope you guys stayed tuned to see what comes next ♥

I love all my readers, and I'm glad you're sticking with me to the end

And know that updates won't be so frequent due to school ; - ;

Anyways, I love you all ♥ Have a beautiful day and night ♥

-- Love, Mary Berry ♥