until your knees grow weak

Description

as long as blossoms sprout beneath the hallows of her feet and the starry constellations of the sky remind him of her eyes, jongin loves her and only her. (because flowers like soojung grow once until they catch their last breath, sway their last words, and kiss goodbyes to those who once were. jongin stays before the goodbyes.)

Foreword

Forever and infinite are the same, Soojung learns. Forever is when he kisses her on the lips, mutter strings of sounds that aren't true (one after the other, like an unending mantra), and leaves a bullet in her heart. Infinite is when he holds her hands, smother her with his daring lips (because that's all he's good at), and leave her wounds that are scars of the past (she hates them).

Soojung doesn't want forever, or infinite, or anything else that her past heartbreaks say they'll be. Soojung wants love, only love. She finds love. (He notices her when she doesn't notice him.)

 

 


A/N This fanfic was created because of a spur of the moment. Everything will hopefully make sense as the story progresses. Thanks for reading! Semi-harsh language, you were warned. 

 

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ultvousmevoyez #1
did you delete this? :(
milleniums #2
Chapter 1: omg you were serious about this hi
kurdoodle
#3
Chapter 1: really good so far! your writing style is so good <3 it has a simplicity to it that is just so dang beautiful. it's very poetic too, idk. really like jungli in london & curious about sooyeon :o looks like a good start! looking forward to the next chapters~
mountaine
#4
Chapter 1: omg. jungli best friends in london. that is so sweet!
i like how you said that sooyeon is soojung's backbone. there's that special sisterly love to that.
milleniums #5
i subscribed to this.
you better update biatch.
don't you dare give up like you did with kyungsoo.
i am slipping out of my sugar high just to say this seriously. like imagine me in rl with my eyebrows creased and a smoldering judging look.
this is supposed to be supportive. i tried. ^_^v
kurdoodle
#6
the foreword is so good <3