"Even if I am filthy rich, I, Park Soohee, will not fall in love with a dirt poor man, people that are under my status." Those that I would look down, no matter how hard I try to look up to them.

And my main goal in life is to make a rich man fall in love with me, making him marry me and my I can live my rest of my life peacefully, no need to worry about my financial status.

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Living in dirt, living on just water so that your family could eat, was one of my most painful experience in life. 

And I couldn't blame my parents who were burnt in the fire. I couldn't blame my siblings that God took away from me.

All I could blame was the ty government and God for treating me like that.

Pathetic, isn't it? You'll probably say how the people in Africa does not have clean water to drink, to get sick easily because it isn't as well developed as Korea. 

But how would you feel, in my shoes, being poor, living in the streets, walking on the rough, hard granite ground as it scratches past each step you took with your bloody aching foot as the people with designer bags walk past you with disgust on their faces, even running away from you and jerk away if you asked them for money?

I hate them so much, I despise. I scorn them.

But I want to be like them.