Hoya's POV

I looked at him in the eyes but he looked away I sighed and walked back to my room I lay there on my bed thinking to myself 

"why would he send me to a new town alone? is it becouse of my secret? is he ashamed of me becouse of it?" I kept asking myself untill I fell asleep

I wake up and look's at my clock it was 3:30am I sat up and looked around my room 

"I wonder when he wants me to move?" I asked my self then the one question came to my mind 

"Should I change my life to make my dad not be ashamed in me?" That thought scared me 

I got out of my brd and turnd on the lights and walked in my bath room looking at my self in the mirror I had light but dark short hair my jawline was good I then looked at my cloths that I wear they were the good boy look but 

"Maybe I should get some bad boy cloths I mean im makeing a new life" I thought to myself i shook my haed and looked in my closet I didnt have much cloths I sighed and walked out to the living room to see my dad in the same spot I left him in

"Appa why are you not sleeping? its really late you should go and sleep" I told him he just looked at me and sighed

I walked over to him and sat in front of him he looked down at first then after a few minutes he looked at me sad eyes

"Son please dont think im trying to get rid of you i just dont want others to make fun of you becouse of.....becouse you like men" He said I sighed as he continued " I just want you to start new" he said with a sigh I looked at him in the eyes all i seen was sad careing eyes I sighed and gave him a hug

"Appa i understand i will move and try to make a new life but what if they all find out i like men?" I asked him letting go of our hug

"Then just move back home if you cant handle strangers nowing ok" He told me with a small smile I could tell it was a fake smile so I smiled

"well we should go to bed we have to pack my stuff in the morning" I told him he nodded and got up I stayed sitting down after he left i sighed 

I sighed and wiped a tear that came out of no where i then got up and went back to my room thinking "What if I cant change? what if I fall in love with a man and not a woman like my dad wants me to?" I thought about that as I fell asleep for the next day

My dad woke me late in the afternoon I guess he slept in from staying up all night I get up from my bed and pushed my dad out of the door

"today was the day i pack and leave for my new life" I thought I sighed and looked trough my cloths again I found some white skinnie Jeans and a whight thin sweater I took a shower and changed I started to pack my books and cloths thinking what i should leave or what to take i ended up talking almost everything in my room

I walk out to see my dad eating he had a plate in front of him for me I went and sat in front of him and started to eat really slow hopeing he would say somthing but he didnt i looked up from my plate to see him eating slower then before i sighed and spoke top him

"Appa im going to miss you alot" I told him he looked up at me and made a small smile

"im going to miss you as well Hoya" He told me I smiled a small smile and then went back to eating this time it was less weird and quit we spoke little just ot as much as we did before

"Appa"   I said as I finshed my plate he looked at me   "what if they dont like me at my new school I mean if they find out? and what if I start fighting again?" I asked with a sigh he looked at me and stood up

"I told you lastnight just come home if you dont like it" He said looking at the time "we better hurry and load the car if your ready" he added I nodded and we walked to my room 

"Do you have everything?" He asked me while laughing I scrached my head 

"I think so" I told him with a laugh me and him couldnt hold it in and started to laugh like we were crazy

We got done loading the car and we got in like always i fell asleep for the ride My dad woke me after 2 hours of driving I looked out the window and seen an apartment it looked as if it had two buildings atached we walked in the apartment it was bigger then I thought it would be 

After me and my dad brought my stuff inside he had to leave for work so i was stuck with unpacking alone I started to unpack but then i got bord and walked outside to get to know my neighbor hood I walked around and bought food for my apartment

I walked around for about an hour then went back to the apartment as soon as I seen it I ran into somone and fell I looked up to see who it was it was boy he had blond short hair that was styled he looked a little shorter then me he had thick pink lips my heart started to pound like crazy

"Oh im so sorry are you ok?" He asked helping me up i nodded

"Yea im ok thank you for helping me up" I told him and ran back to my apartment i looked around trying to controle my heart 

I then heard someone nocking on my door I opend it and seen the guy 

"umm i think these are yours" He said i nodded and bowed and took my food from him

"my names Dongwoo whats yours?" he said with a cute smile while handing me my bags

"My names Hoya its nice to meet you" I told him and bowed he bowed back

"well i have to go bye nice meeting you" he said with his smile I smiled back

"bye" I said and closed the door as he turnd around my heart was now beating really fast

"Yo will never see him again so i shouldnt like him" you kept on saying to yourself my heart finly stoped beating as fast i looked down and seen my bags i put them up and hung my uniform up were i can find it and went to be 

"dont get your hopes up there are many schools in Seuol and he wont be in yours" you thought untill you fell asleep

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