Jaejoong explains....
~ Men are all like that ~
Junsu, I wanted to explain even if I keep hurting you
You know that men are all the same.
Why did you think I would be any different?
I admit that valued you at first, but than I was inattentive.
In the beginning it seemed like I could never get your heart.
However little by little, your heart became mine.
Now I feel burdened when you say you cannot live without me.
I used to stay up all night worried that your heart might change.
When I opened my eyes, I used to call out to you to make sure of your voice.
I used to hope that the moment would last forever.
You knew that when You met me I was not the guy who spent their time with on person not for as long as I did with you.
I would not be any special. I had your heart but than I threw it away.
I used to just look at you for minutes. You were the only image I would constantly remember throughout my day.
I held you hand tight, afraid that I might lose you if I let go.
When we said goodbye I used to be sad. I used to run back to you because I did not want to say goodbye.
Now when we go out, I walk ahead and leave you behind.
When we talk I do not even like to look you in the eyes anymore.
However, it is not because I do not love you.
When I first asked you out I thought I was in love.
I know now I made a mistake in making you fall in love.
Men like me are all the same, I got bored.
I am not meant for love, I am sorry for hurting you.
I know men are all the same, you are not any different.
You knew my heart was never stable on loving one person.
You were always hoping I would return your feeling.
I am sorry Junsu I am sorry for playing with your heart.
- Jaejoong
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