16/02/15

Dear Diary,

The hospital isn't so bad. The nurses allowed me to stay, whether it's because they pity me, or because I'm famous, I don't know, and I really don't care. I can be with hyung 24/7 now :). 

Can't people in a coma hear things on the outside? I can't remember if that's just a myth or not, but just incase, I'm going to keep talking to him. I'll tell him what the weather's like, what song is stuck in my head, what episode of Doraemon is playing on the television, what dramas he should act in, what I'm eating, what I'm wearing, how beautiful he looks even with the bandages, tubes and scars,
everything except the one thing I need to tell him most..

How much I lo

That all along I rea

I've loved you sin 

Seunghyun you will always be beautiful to me, okay? Don't let anyone ever tell you different. 

~Smiling Angel D-LITE ^-^ <3

17/02/15

Dear Diary,

Jiyong-hyung told me more about the incident today. Apparently on the way to the bar, their car was hit by a drunk driver. I have mixed feelings about this, since I know what it's like to kill someone in that way..

At first I was so angry, I wanted to find that man and kill him myself, but then it sunk in that, the family of the motorcyclist I killed years ago..his family must have felt the same. I want to talk to this man, I won't hurt him, I just want a civilized conversation. His lawyer said he'd think about it.

~Smiling Angel D-LITE ^-^ <3

18/02/15

Dear Diary,

I know I shouldn't be complaining, but the food here is horrible. I wonder if I can get food delivered here? Or maybe install a little stove of some sort and cook for myself! I'll make delicious meals for the nurses too, haha~  I bet if hyung could hear me right now, he'd smack me on the head and call me an idiot, especially since I spent all morning cleaning the room. I dusted and disinfected everything, even though the doctors said it's already clean. It's just a stress reliever I guess ^^"

I really miss him..I mean, he's right here in front of me, but it's not the same. I want to hear his voice. Maybe I'll ask Jiyong to bring me some of our albums. Maybe the sound of our music will bring him back.

~Smiling Angel D-LITE ^-^ <3

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