Cold strong wind is silently brushes its breeze against my whole body especially to my sad and lonely face

Feet standing at the top of the bridge railings

While two hands tightly gripping in one of the steel bars that supported my balance

I look up the sky and the moon shines so bright giving an emitted illusion in the beautiful river facing in front of me

The river.

The river that’s going to be my grave, the river that’s going to end my sorrow

I looked at it and its all pitch black, that’s what I want right?

To be eaten by the darkness, a moment by now, maybe?

I slowly let go of my strong gripped from where I was holding

I spread my arms like a free bird ready to fly

I took a deep breath as tears starting to flow from my eyes

And now it’s time

I lifted my left foot and made myself forward

This is it.

My dramatic farewell

I was just waiting my body to be one with the rushing water

But

That didn't happened

My suicidal attempt was interrupted by someone who grabbed me forcefully back down to the wooden floor of the bridge

Our bodies both make a great impact and when I opened my watery eyes I saw a man

And that’s the change of my life…