Responsibility?

Jessica’s POV

To start off, my life isn’t a complete fairytale. I was born in a wealthy family but it isn’t what you can call home, my mother used to be a pianist and having her own music school that she manages, while my father is well known businessman, he is into construction, you know partnering in building big skyscrapers then it’s me, their one and only daughter, raise and spoiled with everything in this world, at first everything was fine, we are like a perfect picture of a real family but as I reach puberty, things become too rocky for us, my father used to see other woman, tons of woman to be exact, my mother used to shrugged it off because she wanted to keep the family together but of course people has their own limits and my mother reach to it. One day I just woke up, I was completely abandoned by my mother, I tried to asked where is she but my father didn’t give me any information, that make me hate him more, of course he is the only reason why are lives become miserable. As I grew up, my hatred grew further to my own blood and flesh; I also give up finding my mother, because they say you can’t find a person who is hiding, and she did it too well

Because of this I become distant to people, my friends are chosen. I just trusted a few; at least there are people I still can rely on.

Then I fell in love, like every girls do but like the other genre of movies, like what my parents have it didn’t went well that made me into someone isolated and sometime insane

Yesterday I was about to end my life but a man interferes with my life, I remember exactly what happened last night and he needs to pay from interfering into my life

“Are you insane?” the guy shouted to me

I was on top of him tried to struggled to stood up for me to continue what I was about to do a while ago but he held on me tight, never want me to let go, I stopped as I was lost of energy

“Why? Why?” he asked me as he hugged me tighter

We are still on the floor; I was still cage in her muscular arms

“I just wanted to die…” I said between my sobs

And as I said it, I was about to suffocate from the tight embrace he gives to me and that’s the time I felt alive again, is he just a good soul that roams around and by chance saw me and decided to save me or meant something else

We laid there like it was a bed of roses not minding the dirt and dust. We are just savoring the moment, looking at the calm sky as white flakes that called snow started to fall

It was indeed the first snow of the season and I was with a stranger, perhaps I didn’t know that maybe he can change my life. or He can change me?

As my reminiscing stops, I went out of my car as my stupid dogs followed, you know what I mean, I mean ever loyal bodyguards

I arrive in a university dorm, boys dorm to be exact, I just make myself enter the dorm not minding the old lady, who I think in charge of the dorm, I search in the bulletin board were the assigned room of the dormers are posted

I rested the tip of my index finger on my lower lip as I continue searching and not mind the old lady questioning me so much

“Asa (OH YEAH)! “ I celebrated as I found what I’m looking for

I signaled my bodyguards to get the lady out of my way and they obliged

As I reach on the designated floor I was heading, I can see some dormers are surprised with my sudden visit; I walked towards the hallway and stopped in front of room 1015

I patiently knocked and waited for someone to opened the door and there he was the man, who interrupt my suicidal attempt last night, looked surprised with my sudden grand entrance

“What? How? Why…” he stuttered finding what the right words to say

“I’m here to say to take the "RESPONSIBILITY" of my sweet escape” I said as I grabbed his collar and dragged him out of his room that earn loud cheers from the people who witness my brutal caress in this poor fish face

DongHae’s POV

We are both sitting in an isolated table of the café near my dorm, it was my first time to be handled by a girl like that, I was startled being pushed inside the car like a poor plushy

We are quite silent for a while now and I bet she was nervous to start a good conversation too, bipolar much eh?

“So what can I do for a suicidal lady like you?” I joked

Uh-Oh wrong move DongHae, she was glaring like a demon to me

“Ah, ani. Ani, I’m just joking” I said as I waved both of my hands in defeat

“Please excuse me, I’ll just go to the washroom after I return we will talk, araso?” she commanded to me

I nodded in response, as her back was facing to me, I noticed how the suicidal and fragile lady change into a fierce war freak woman, but to tell you the truth she is totally a hottie, very beautiful indeed but the thing that doesn’t change is her eyes, it was completely lost, like you will going to drown into a black hole

Yesterday when I decided to took her to her home, the audible sound besides the engine is her silent and heartbreaking sobs, I wonder what is her problem, good thing I was about to pass by to that bridge, I just about to go home visiting my grandmother, at first I thought I was seeing ghost haunting the bridge because of her white dress just above her knees, her long locks swayed by wind and the moonlight that gives her a spotlight-like light, I went down of the car to check if what I’m seeing is true, yeah its true, a woman not a ghost was just deciding  to jump off the bridge, I grabbed her as soon as possible, I held her wrist, and span her around before I pulled her closer to me.

We both landed on the floor, she was on top of me, her face was buried in my chest, I slowly felt the pain in my back because of the impact, I waited for ready to raise her head and when she did, I saw the most beautiful woman that my eyes can lay to.

When we reached to her house, she didn’t say anything and just slammed the door in my face as she run inside of her house leaving me dumbfounded

And later that night, I can’t sleep, when I opened my eyes, I saw her face, when I close, I also saw her beautiful face, I think cupid hit me hard, will i ver saw her again?

My reminiscing of last night restless events stops as I saw her approaching back, even she was sitting in the chair, it was elegant in my eyes, she was more beautiful every second, fanboy-ing much?

“So what are we going to talk about?” I asked her politely

“Well, before we talk about the main point, let me introduce myself, I’m Jessica. Jung Jessica.” She said as she handed out her hands

“Aiden, Lee Aiden.” I used my English name since she used hers, I said as I took her soft and delicate hands

I wanted to hold it forever

“I’m asking you a favor?” she continues

“Go on.” I signaled her to continue as I sip my coffee

“I… I wanted you to help me.” She pleaded

“Help?  Sure! It’s my pleasure.” I delightfully said as I think of having more time with her

She made a sweet smile before she speaks again

“Then help me continue to end my life…”she said the words that shocks my whole being

To Be Continue...

Author's Corner:

so here is the first chapter. hope you continue to support! :)