Does he know?

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Does he know about my feelings?


Will he accept me and my past? Because i can't stop loving him.Maybe i can stop?


I hate myself for showing my fake smile but i can't tell anybody about my life


saying ''i am okey'' felt so wrong for me.Saying ''i am not okey''  I just can't say those words.Because guilty is killing me silently,my smile,my words,my heart will told a lie.

I am a sinfull person,I lied to my friends,family,myself.Will anybody accept me? A sinful person! A liar! A stupid person! everything about me is a LIE!

Suffering,Loving is the same for me..........



 

Foreword

I am Kim Jaejoong (yeoja)

I am a sinful person
I said to my parents that i love boyish things,soccer,basketball,and dark colours.
Although i like girly things,hello kitty,and bright colours.

I am A liar
I told my friends that I am okey
But I am not.I am not okey.

Infront of my parents,I act strong,Afraid of nothing.
But I hate the lighting,Dark places and thunder.I lied again.

My friends said i am a brave person,
But the truth i am scared of ghost.I acted brave but my heart isn't.

I said i like T-shirt but i prefer dresses,
I said i hate make up but I don't.

I said 'My family is in a great condition'
But yelling,shouting,sounds of things breaking can be heard EVERYDAY.

I said i don't love him.
I lied again....I love him,Everything about him
But afraid of confessing.


BASED ON A TRUE STORY.

 

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aoi_ao #1
Chapter 4: Huwaaa... Where is yunho ??? Why he doesn't find jj ?? And where is yoochun ? Will he appear in this fic ?? Keep write ne I love your fic
novayne13 #2
Chapter 4: This is sad X( i wish yunnie would her her(joong)
EunChaeKyung #3
Chapter 4: This is so sad OMG TuT now jae doesn't have anyone to depend on
novayne13 #4
Chapter 2: No jaejoong choose him;(
Droopye_JaeBoo #5
oow promises to be a great fic, I'll be waiting for the first chapter of it.
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