Dont Tell me how to Feel!!
Live For Today,Look Foward to Tomarrow.NO ONES POV .
Lee what are you doing up this early?,Krisy said anxiously.I should be asking you that question,Lee responded emotionlessly.
Krisy took a seat next to lee who was sitting in the backyard by the small fish pond.No really krisy what are you doing up?Lee
questioned raising an eyebrow at her.Lee I cant sleep Minhos been on my mind she blushed while talking i think were offical.
Offical huh?,Lee laughed.You and minho i would have never knew,He said sarcasticaly.Lee im serious its no joke she gigled at
while exclaiming.OKAY,Okay,You know if i were you i wouldnt get so caught up in love you wont be here forever will you?Krisy
didnt answer she just had a thoughtful look upon her face.You see Krisy even you know that its best not to get you or his hopes up.
What are you trying to say LEE!,She preped her self up slightly angry while saying.Im just telling you it will all start well in love,And end
in meaning less sorrow.I just dont want you to be hurt ,Say something happened to him or you you left or he left ...You'd be sad right!
Right? So i'd just avoid that kind of contact atleast for now."Lee I ,You,How?" ,Krisy just buried her face into the palms of her hands
while muttering.I never thought of it that way I dont know what to do now how can i be happy while knowing this,That this will be the end.
Soon......I have to go ill See you in the morning Lee im ,Im a bit tired now.Krisy who was really tired surrendering to her bed for not just
that reason alone,But for the fact that she would have to cry soon and she didnt want to cry in front of anyone,Atleast not agian.
Krisy im sorry,Lee muttered to himself while induring the night wind blowing past his face.I want you to be happy but see I dont
want you to be hurt either.Besides he grined to himself,Minho isnt the only one who Loves you,I will never tell you that though.
You will never forgive me or my dear friend Minho.Ill just have to deal with my feelings ...For now.
KRISY'S POV.
Wake up were going shopping.Krisy !,Leejonj! Get down here NOW! I hear my name being yelled repeatly from down stairs
I wake up with a white tee on with GraySweats my loose curls and messy hair.Yes,I say loudly as i grumply walk down the stairs I
had no sleep at all!Well that means go to bed earlier Lee was coming down the stairs With a gray tee on and plaid pj pants the
colors blue,Gray,And white in them.Whats all the fuss gosh.Get bathed and dressed were going out its time to prepare for our trip.
"Correction!"Mr.shou said,Its our Family trip.Yay Lee said sarcastically while going into the kitchen getting a glass of orange juice.
While the shous Where dancing around happy packing things up Lee leaned and stood over my ear and said."Ha ha dont mind them
Its only going to be fun because your coming this year around."Thanks Lee it cant be that bad im looking foward into going.I thought \
they already shoped for the stuff though?I said curiously.Oh well they like to shop twice over to make sure they have every thing they
or extra. Right?I laughed and he let out a small smirk back ,I went to get dressed and attempted to fix my hair about an hour later I
Was ready to go.Lee was done about 20minutes before me.You girls and you time in the bathroom,You might as well marry it.
Well dosent take a magic wand to get this beautiful ,We girls!Need time ,Whatever he replied in a laughing tone. Lets go ! I heard
More yelling .Alrite,Here we come Lee answered.We were in the backseat while Mr.Shou drove and Mrs.Shou in the passenger seat
sat.Lee look these sites are so beautiful.Yea they are i seen them all before.So who are you bringing with you on the trip.Im bringing
Hye,&Amber.What about you?,Well im bringing Taemin,Key ,and Minho. "Really!?" I -I mean really that's great I had yelled out so stupidly.
I just got excited to hear Minhos name.Hes coming with us this is heaven i believe.Oh right victorias going to be their also but her family
has a beach house right next to ours.So they vacation when ever we do so we end up being with them anyways.Thats interesting.This
will be interesting i replied back.Were here ! Now you by all the clothes you want and things you need.Mr.Shou said,It was so big so
much I,I dont know where to start ! Come on Krisy you can tour around with me Lee said while holding out his hand to me.Um okay
thanks! No problem,He grined .Okay its 3:33 be back by 5:00 in this same spot!You got it heres a credit card for you Krisy.Okay i said
scince everything seemed to be hapening so fast a credit card wow does it get anybetter.As i ws walking down the busy sidewalk with
Lee he grabed my hand Come on dont get lost in the crowd now,He laughed while taking my hand pulling me to his side.Where do
you wanna go.I mean where do you like to shop! Yea umm its kinda big so its best if you led the way.Oh right! Come on I know a place.
Lee walking behide me makeing sure i dont get lost behind him in the roudy crowd,Was assureing me that he wsnt trying to lose me in
this jungle.Lee i chuckled how do you do it?Do what? He muttered anxiuosly."Not get lost in this." people were bumping me left and right without any remorse.
I was walking I turned to make sure Lee wasnt lost himself for a quick second ,As i turned back around I was triped over someones foot.
Shoot i ws about to fall i tried to embrace myself but it was all to sudden.Krisy!Lee caught me hanging on to my waist ,I was breathing
so hard my face nearly touched the ground.Are you alright!?Yes Lee im fine thanks to you,I said letting out a big smileing laugh.With
that i could tell Lee was relieved he let out a big sigh & said "Come on lets go eat somewhere.Okay i followed and agreed.......
We arrived at a very regular resterant.I was happy it wasnt all fansty all the places i been so far have been fansy.I just wanted a reguler
meal.This is nice Lee,Umm really thanks i come here all the time! Its not really fantsy but that life can get a bit annoying sometime.
We settled down after shareing our laughs and eating we heaed back to shopping.By about 4:30 we were done shopping.
We got in the car heading home.We were tired but not to tired the Shous went to sleep.Me and Lee camped out in the living room
watching a scarey movie.This is so,So scary Lee! If you need a shoulder to hide in im right here.Well that dosent m,ean im going to
get scared first though ,What your a girl your going to get scared first.Lets see who needs the shoulder first.Its a Bet! Lee confirmed
I tried so hard not to be scared .Ill be back im going to the kitchen to get some more juice,Lee said 5mins later.....Lee was still not back
yet i notice i went in the kitchen which was dark i moved slowly to find the light then lee poped out with a scary mask on ,BOO! ahhhh
I screamed so loud.Lee dammit your so mean ,I said while snatching the mask off.He just laughed im sorry but i had to win!.No fair
you cheated i poited.He teased me awww dont poit your so cute when you do that.He teased.I poked him really hard on the side and
he started to tickle me ,Lee stop,stop okay he then stoped.But our faces were so close and my face began to burn and my eyes began
to get lost in his what was this i tried hard to fight a feeling that i knew or thought wasnt right! But he continued to lean towards me!
we were about to Kis.......Lee i pused him forcefully my hardest it didnt do much but it put distance between us.Umm im sorry krisy
no umm its ,Its okay i gootta go.... I laid in my bed that night crying ,CrYING BEACUSE I WANTED IT ,I wanted him to kiss me!
hoped you guys iked it sorry for noot updating!!!!
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